Civil service should be one of the most respected professions in East Asia. Young people study until they are bald in order to take the public examination, just to get a position of their own.
However, this year, a young girl appeared in Japan who went against everyone's choice.
Momona Renbuchi was a top student who was admitted to the civil service with full marks. However, she resigned after only one and a half years of employment and transformed into an adult actress. This kind of life trajectory is shocking, but for her, it is full of helplessness.
The 23-year-old Aibuchi is from Akita Prefecture in northeastern Japan. Now he has a lot of popularity as a super big-breasted sexy actor.
She was born in a working-class family in a small city. She has loved studying since she was a child and has excellent grades. In fact, her stage name Renbuchi comes from a Japanese poem she likes: "The river of men and the river of women fall from the peak of Tsukuba Ridge. They want to fall in love but fall into the abyss together."
Renbuchi has been keen on participating in volunteer activities since she was a child and likes to get along with others. When I was in junior high school, I was a member of the student union, a saxophone player in the school's wind band, and also played the piano. When I was in high school, I was the director of the broadcast department.
She is versatile and has very good academic performance, especially good at mathematics and geography. Because I am an anime and game nerd, I fell in love with Japanese history while playing games in junior high school. Renbuchi has a strong interest in ancient Japanese history and also likes to study political science.
Japanese students will fill out a graduation application form when they are in their senior year of high school. Renbuchi wrote two wishes on it. One is to go to a private liberal arts university to major in Japanese history , and the other is to be a singer and voice actor.
Just thinking about it this way, Lianbu was strongly opposed and even scolded by her parents. Her parents are very controlling and have wanted Renbu to obey them in everything since she was a child.
Her parents said that studying at a liberal arts university would waste time and still not find a job. If she wanted to study, she would have to make money to study on her own, and her family would not provide tuition or living expenses.
And Lianbuchi's favorite school is a private university, and she can't afford the tuition at all.
In fact, the difficulty of finding a job is just an excuse. Lianbu's parents have no intention of sending her to college. They just want their daughter to work quickly, and they have already set a career direction for her - civil servant.
Ordinary local civil servants in Japan do not have high educational requirements. You can take the exam after graduating from high school. Although the exam is very difficult for ordinary high school students, his parents think that Renbuchi's grades are good and it is better to work and make money instead of learning "useless knowledge".
Lianbuchi still wanted to continue studying, but because of her parents’ crying and fussing, Lianbuchi could only take the civil service examination according to their ideas. The only concession her parents offered was to allow her to attend a civil service preparatory school.
She said that her parents have always disrespected her ideas. As long as she does not do what her family wants, she will be drowned in the blame of "I am very disappointed in you".
When she was in junior high school and entering high school, her mother also directly gave her a list and asked her to only choose one from the list to study, and not to consider other schools she liked.
Lianbu was finally admitted to two civil service positions in the local and Sendai with close to perfect scores.
She wanted to go to Sendai because she could escape from the family that controlled her. Of course, this idea was immediately stopped by her parents. They did not allow their daughter to leave her hometown without even giving her a reason.
In this way, Renbuchi started a career he didn’t like in a place he didn’t like. A young woman with an average family background, average education, and plump and beautiful face is severely discriminated against in the civil service system.
She was initially assigned to the tax department, where she was mainly responsible for collecting taxes and medical insurance fees, and worked at both the service window and the office.
Lianbuchi was PUAed by the leader of the unit from the very beginning. The workload she was assigned exceeded that of everyone in the department. As soon as she arrived at the office, her leader threw a stack of 3 cm thick documents that she needed to enter manually.
Every day after everyone leaves, she has to work overtime until the early morning. At first, she convinced herself that it was because her grades were very high and her boss had high hopes for her, so she would be given more tests.
However, it wasn’t long before Renbu discovered that even though she worked hard, she couldn’t even get the same high salary as her colleagues of the same age.
Even though she is so good, she is not taken seriously at work or at home. The only time she feels happy every day is when she receives citizens at the window. She is good at communication and has strong language organization skills. She can patiently and detailedly answer various tax issues for the elderly.
Although there are cases where some citizens scold him for an hour, Renbuchi will be very satisfied when he hears a thank you from the other party. After all, everyone in the unit felt that she deserved to work so hard, and no one thanked her.
However, what really defeated Renbu and made her resign was another reason - she could no longer endure the pervasive sexual harassment.
Lianbuchi's breasts were already very plump when she was in elementary school, so she suffered all kinds of harassment from an early age.
As mentioned earlier, she has liked to participate in volunteer activities organized by local government since she was a child. When she was a child, she was often harassed by some wretched men disguised as civil servants when participating in activities.
When she entered the tax department, her boss turned out to be the same person who had harassed her in elementary school. After Renbuchi joined the company, the uncle often asked her "What's your cup size?" and "Why are your breasts so big?"
On the way home from a dinner party, her boss deliberately took a taxi with her, and she was forcefully kissed and molested in the car.
However, in the small rural town where she lives, the status of women is very low. People still believe that it is women's fault for being harassed. Even if they go to the police, people will blame the harassed women, thinking that they must have done something to seduce men, so that men misunderstood that they were taken advantage of.
After she was harassed, people around her often said: "It's all your fault for dressing like this" or "It's hard for people not to look at her breasts because they are so big."
People in the unit would only discuss her figure, but her abilities were ignored. She felt worthless and hated her body more and more.
Especially after working for a year and a half, there were not many peers left in the workplace, and she felt extremely uneasy being surrounded by the eyes of her elders who were plotting evil. She finally broke down and decided to resign.
In fact, the seeds of self-loathing have been buried since Renbuchi was very young. In the fourth grade of elementary school, when other classmates were still young, she had to wear a bra. In the sixth grade of elementary school, my breasts reached D cup size.
Because of her big breasts, she hates gym class. When she wore an elementary school student's one-piece swimsuit, her breasts would be exposed from the side, and the shock would cause her upper body to hurt when she ran. Because he was growing so fast, he always had to change his underwear, and eventually he couldn't even buy the right underwear.
In order to avoid male harassment, she chose to go to a girls' high school.At that time, Renbuchi's breasts had reached H, and the size was still growing. Girls around her would also touch her breasts as a joke, making her uncomfortable. She said that she had never felt that there was anything good about having big breasts, but that it only bothered her.
Because she could not protect herself, she began to hope to gain a sense of security by having a boyfriend. She dated about 15 people, most of whom were unreliable, which only made her more and more disappointed with her life.
There was a time when Lianbu was obsessed with searching for "breast reduction surgery" every day. Breast augmentation advertisements would occasionally appear in the search results, and she would collapse when she saw them.
She later learned that many European and American women still have breasts rebound after breast reduction surgery. It is said that there is no way to completely solve the problem of large breasts.
Lianbu was so disillusioned that even though he was an adult and working, he still could not escape harassment and physical pain. Renbu cried at home every day, feeling tired and disgusted with everything.
She and her parents proposed to resign, but as expected, it caused a big war at home. This time she could no longer compromise. She quit her job as a civil servant, at the cost of breaking up her relationship with her family.
In 2021, Renbu finally left her hometown and moved to Tokyo. After living a repressed life, she came up with the idea of "breaking the pot": Since she is regarded as a useless person except for her body, she might as well make use of her body. Instead of living in fear of being harassed, take the initiative to show yourself to others.
At least, this can be regarded as "taking ownership" to a certain extent.
Therefore, she signed up for the selection of an adult film and television company and officially debuted as an adult actress at the beginning of this year. Seeing that her work was popular, she felt a little comforted.
Although this idea is difficult for others to understand, it is a resistance made by her who has always been looked down upon, has low self-esteem, and has been molested. Renbuchi said that she just wanted to reconcile with her body and become less disgusted with herself.
Lianbu doesn't want her parents to know about her current job. She still hopes to be recognized by her family.
Lianbu is actually very sober. Regarding the future, she has no interest in having children because she is afraid that she will become a terrible person like her parents and let her children live an unhappy life.
She also doesn’t advise other girls to follow in her footsteps. She told the girls in the interview: "Although I haven't been able to do it myself, if you are sexually harassed, don't tolerate it, run away! Be brave enough to sue."
"It is not your fault that you encounter harassment, it is a problem of the social environment. There is no shame in fighting to change the world."
Lianbu feels that she has experienced so much that it is impossible to live a normal life again. She will not have any attachment to her days as a civil servant, but she hopes that other girls will have more choices and a better future...
