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Chen Meifeng put out another big order today. A colleague came over to congratulate her and could get a large commission. Chen Meifeng smiled and said something, but she felt a little indescribable.
The woman just now was not very beautiful, but her makeup was a bit enchanting. He acted coquettishly at the man next to her in front of the golden cabinet, and in a short while, the man spent 50,000 yuan on her to buy a pair of gold bracelets and a platinum necklace.
"This woman is not a real wife at first glance." Chen Meifeng muttered to her colleague next to her.
"Tsk, what's so strange about this? There are so many things like this now. You just came, and we are standing behind this counter all day long and seeing it." My colleagues disagreed.
In fact, it made Chen Meifeng feel uncomfortable. It was not the identity of the woman, but the fact that she was not as beautiful as herself, so how could she find a rich man so easily?
Chen Meifeng was introduced by a friend to work at the gold jewelry counter in the mall half a year ago. In the past six months, seeing the rich man spending money and spending money like soil made her feel extremely unbalanced.
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Chen Meifeng was born in the countryside, and her parents were both ordinary farmers. She also has a sister who got polio when she was young and was a lame man. Her parents spent a lot of money to treat her sister. The family was in financial difficulties, so she barely graduated from high school and went out to work.
Chen Meifeng has been beautiful since childhood. Because her sister's legs and feet are not good, her parents have high hopes for her, hoping that she can become a golden phoenix when she grows up. But when she arrived in the city, Chen Meifeng realized that life was more difficult than she thought. It is difficult to find a job without education and know anyone.
She worked as a waiter in a restaurant and felt it was too hard. I quit after working for a month. Later, I applied for a telecom company customer service and was often scolded by customers. Chen Meifeng felt very wronged and it was not her fault. Why are these customers so angry? She doesn't want to do it anymore.
is like this. I changed several jobs in a year, but each one didn’t work long. Not to mention sending money to my family, it was difficult to support myself.
says beauty is productivity, but Chen Meifeng has not felt how much benefit beauty brings to her this year. That is, when she was a waiter, a customer teased her and said that she was so beautiful, so she didn't give her a tip. Afterwards, I was all about customer service and I didn’t even have the chance to show up.
She also applied for a job in the office building, but she didn't know how to work, so she couldn't even apply for a job in the front desk.
Life gave 19-year-old Chen Meifeng a heavy blow. She no longer fantasizes about Cinderella's story, thinking that she would get married early and find a support like other girls.
At this moment, 19-year-old Chen Meifeng met Li Yong. Li Yong was also born in the countryside, but his parents came out to work very early, and his family's financial conditions were much better than Chen Meifeng's family. He is also the only son, and he is enthusiastic on weekdays. He often invites Chen Meifeng to have dinner with her colleagues and sing.
The relationship between the two people heated up very quickly and they entered the marriage hall after half a year. Li Yong's parents bought them a two-bedroom wedding house in full.
After getting married, Chen Meifeng became pregnant soon. At that time, Chen Meifeng was engaged in telemarketing in an insurance company. Once, because her business was not completed, she was scolded by her supervisor, so she simply resigned and went home to take care of her baby.
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After the child was born, Chen Meifeng worked as a full-time mother at home for three years. She only came out to find a job again when the child went to kindergarten.
A former colleague is now working as a shopping guide in a jewelry store. Someone here resigned and she was introduced by her colleague.
This is the largest jewelry store in the city, with more than 600 square meters and 3 floors.
Every day, at the counter, they saw the women in front of them wearing gold and silver. The men were all generous, and Chen Meifeng felt gradually unbalanced.
When she got married, her mother-in-law said that she bought them a house for the money and only gave them a gold ring. She was too young and inexperienced at that time, and she just married herself so easily. There are often new people who come to choose jewelry in
stores. Nowadays, women want diamond rings, and one ring costs tens of thousands. Compared to that, the old gold ring on her hand was too shabby.
A few months later, the man who bought gold bracelets for the woman around him last time came again, asking Chen Meifeng to help pick a diamond necklace.
Chen Meifeng asked while picking, "Who are you going to give to? She likes concise? Or noble?"
The two of them chatted while picking, and gradually became familiar.
Chen Meifeng knew that this man was in a real estate business and the diamond necklace was a wedding anniversary gift for his wife.
When the man left, he suggested that she would come to receive him in the future.
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This man has indeed become Chen Meifeng's biggest customer. In the second year when Chen Meifeng was a shopping guide, she became the sales champion in the store. Of course, most of the man supports it.
Men never hide it when they come. Sometimes they buy it for their wives, sometimes they buy it for their lovers. He brings different women over, but Chen Meifeng never tells it.
has seen a lot in the store, and rich men are like this. Chen Meifeng even envies those who are lovers who can easily get so many things.
Once, a man came to choose jewelry again, and the store was just in time to hold an event. He bought enough jewelry for 80,000 yuan and gave him a platinum bracelet. The man gave the bracelet to Chen Meifeng.
"Boss Song, how can you be so embarrassed?" Chen Meifeng refused, but couldn't help staring at the bracelet.
Boss Song smiled and put the bracelet on Chen Meifeng's wrist, taking advantage of the opportunity to pinch her hand and stroke it. Chen Meifeng was afraid of being seen by her colleagues, so she hurriedly retracted her hand. He whispered, "Thank you, Boss Song."
After that, Boss Song began to find various reasons to invite Chen Meifeng to dinner, praising Chen Meifeng for beauty. I will also give Chen Meifeng some jewelry.
The restaurants that Boss Song took her to were all high-end restaurants that Li Yong had never taken her to. A Japanese meal costs nearly 1,000 yuan. Rich people have a great life.
Chen Meifeng felt unbalanced and began to dislike Li Yong. Rich men talk about business at the dinner table, and they often negotiate business of millions or tens of millions of dollars, but their own men go to and from get off work on time every day and earn a dead salary of several thousand yuan, and look quite content. Why are they so useless?
Every day she goes home, she tells Li Yong that the customers she meets today are so rich that Li Yong will make more money.
Li Yong laughs every time: "We are not very good now. Although I don't earn as much as those bosses, my work is easy. I can pick up and drop off my children to kindergarten and spend more time with you. We don't have a mortgage, so my parents will give us subsidies every month. It's so moist."
"Bah, my wife and children are warm on the bed, you have this little chance." Chen Meifeng thinks Li Yong is really an A Dou who can't help him.
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Chen Meifeng began to frequently go to Boss Song’s appointments. Of course, it was not just about eating and drinking tea, but after making an appointment, he got to bed.
Gradually, Li Yong also saw the changes of Chen Meifeng. She is more and more concerned about dressing and she is working overtime. It turns out that Chen Meifeng works one morning and one afternoon. Now I don’t come back almost every night at 10 o’clock.
As soon as he asked, Chen Meifeng quarreled with him, "You are not capable of yourself, and you won't let your wife make money. What's your hard salary enough?"
Li Yong looked at the extra necklace on Chen Meifeng's body, and the bracelet was already suspicious. The two of them often quarreled. Every time they quarreled, Chen Meifeng scolded Li Yong for being incompetent, and he would only suffer from poverty after following him.
After Boss Song’s sweet words, Chen Meifeng felt that it was a big loss to marry Li Yong. She felt that as Boss Song said, she had the capital of beauty, and after divorce, she learned to do business with Lao Song, and lived a hundred times better than she is now.
Chen Meifeng filed for divorce, but Li Yong, who had already had aroused the fatigue, did not try to keep him. The two signed a divorce agreement. The two sold the house and shared the money equally. The daughter belonged to Chen Meifeng and the family's deposits also belonged to Chen Meifeng. From then on, the bridge returned to the bridge and the road returned to the road.
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Chen Meifeng told Boss Song about her divorce. Boss Song said that he would rest assured Chen Meifeng, and he would take good care of their mother and daughter in the future. Boss Song said that Chen Meifeng would take out the money from selling the house, and he would take it to do business and make a lot of money together.
For so many years, Chen Meifeng has watched how Boss Song spend money like money. She believes in Boss Song's strength and invested half of the 500,000 yuan of the house to Boss Song with confidence, and moved into a unit provided by Boss Song with her daughter. He became one of Boss Song’s many lovers.
Soon after, Chen Meifeng found out that she was pregnant. Boss Song has a family, so of course she can't have this child. Boss Song said something was wrong and asked her to go to the hospital for an abortion.
Chen Meifeng asked her mother to take care of her daughter, and said she had something to do and went to the hospital alone.
When the cold equipment stirred in her body, the heart-wrenching pain made Chen Meifeng's heart tugged together. She remembered Li Yong who was with her when she gave birth to a daughter.
Today's path was chosen by myself. When she divorced Li Yong, she knew that Boss Song could not divorce for herself, and she also knew that she was just one of his many lovers. She was seeking money at the beginning, so why did she still have to be greedy for love? But tears still couldn't help falling.
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Have you experienced the life of a rich man for too long, something happened to Boss Song. He was arrested for illegal fundraising. Chen Meifeng lost all the 500,000 yuan invested in, and the house she lived in was confiscated by the court.
The homeless Chen Meifeng said that she temporarily rented a house and moved out in a hurry.
The mother found out that her daughter had dumped her husband Li Yong and became a mistress of a rich man. My heart hurts so much that I am angry. "You damn girl, don't want a good marriage anymore. What kind of mistress you learn to be? You really want to die from the Chen family."
The father who loves Chen Meifeng the most got angry and got a stroke after knowing the truth. Hospitalization is another big expense.
Dad has poor health and is hemiplegic. He can no longer go back to the countryside to work, and he has no way to go out to work. Chen Meifeng's sister is disabled and it is difficult to find a job, so she stays at home to take care of her father. The burden of supporting a whole family falls on Chen Meifeng and her mother.
After following Boss Song, she just thought about how to make a lot of money, she didn't understand business and didn't know how to do skills, and went around in circles, as if she was back 12 years ago, when she just graduated from high school and came to work in the city, but she still had hope in her heart at that time, but now she is only hopeless.
Chen Meifeng went to ask the leader and returned to the jewelry store to work as a shopping guide. It looks glorious when doing jewelry sales, but in fact, the salary is about 4,000 yuan per month. Chen Meifeng's mother works as a part-time job and her monthly income is only about 2,500 yuan.
The 6,500 yuan has to pay the rent, to support my daughter to go to school, and to support a family of five. Life is difficult.
Chen Meifeng knew that her colleagues were watching her jokes. She doesn't care about anything now, and survival is the first problem before her.
Chen Meifeng wants to change the status quo, but she thinks the only way is to find a rich person. But where are the rich people? Those who come to buy jewelry have their own masters, and then become lovers of others? Chen Meifeng didn't want to. She suffered this loss last time. Without a title, she wouldn't get anything.
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She intends to contact rich people and has talked about several, but others just want to find a lover to have fun. Who would really divorce her?
After wasting a few years, Chen Meifeng finally saw the face of the rich. She was just a prey for others to seek fresh and exciting. She caught it and threw it away when she got tired of playing.
Chen Meifeng's parents were really anxious to see their daughter. The eldest brother was not easy to find because of physical defects, and the second brother got divorced, which ruined his own happiness.
A friend introduced Chen Meifeng to her, but when she heard that she was carrying a 10-year-old daughter, a hemiplegic father and a disabled sister, she was afraid to avoid it.
is like vegetables the next day in the vegetable market. Chen Meifeng feels that her self-esteem is trampled on the ground again and again by others. But seeing that my parents have grayed their hair for their worries, they have to bite the bullet and go on blind dates again and again.
is only 30 years old. Chen Meifeng feels like she has experienced a long life and is endless. Her heart and her face were exhausted.
hurried home in the cold wind, Chen Meifeng accidentally met her ex-husband on the street. Next to Li Yong was a woman with a big belly. He carved her bag considerately, with the other hand wrapped around her waist.Chen Meifeng hurriedly turned around, hid behind a tree, and watched Li Yong and his pregnant wife disappear from her sight.
Regret, grievance, grief,... All kinds of emotions are mixed together, wrapping her around. She lay on the tree and cried, for herself, for her past marriage, for her experiences over the years, and for a tomorrow that she could not see hope...
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Youran: A former media person, now accompanying her two children full-time growth, and is a certified lecturer in positive discipline. Write about emotions, write about parenting and also write about stories. In the midst of the complex life, I still have the desire to look up at the blue sky, and words may be the best way.
