"The love you give has always been quiet, in exchange for the care you occasionally give. It is obviously a movie about three people, but I still can't have a name."
This song "Always Be Quiet" was written by Asan when he was 30 years old. The work was also her last work and became her swan song.
Everyone says that she is the "Queen of Healing Songs" , because most of her songs are filled with a kind of sadness, and she sings lyrics full of loss in a slightly hoarse voice, which can easily resonate with people who are lovelorn.
People who listen to her songs often get rid of their sad emotions and are released through her songs. Over time, she gets the title of "Queen of Healing Songs".
However, she healed many people with her singing, but she was the only one who was immersed in sadness and could not extricate herself for a long time.
This is probably the reason why medicine should not be self-medication.
No one is willing to fall into sadness casually. If you are happy, no one will think about sad things.
But she is different. Even if she does nothing, reality will not make her happy.
On the eighteenth day of the first lunar month of that year, before the afterglow of the New Year had completely passed, a family named Huang gave birth to a little girl, named Huang Yan Lin.
At that time, the family was still harmonious and welcomed the arrival of this new life together.
When she was very young, she was also a child wearing a princess dress and having a doll head.
But as long as she could remember, earth-shaking changes had taken place in her family.
Her parents had bad tempers and would often quarrel over trivial matters. At that time, Huang Yanlin could only watch silently as her parents turned into "monsters".
Her parents were tall, and they became very angry when they quarreled. No matter where she stood in the house, she would look so small and insignificant, like dust.
The couple really couldn't get along and couldn't stay in the same space with each other, so when she was 13 years old and not yet in junior high school, they chose to divorce.
After the divorce, Huang Yanlin, who was in school, still growing, and in need of money, was a burden to the couple.
At this time, the couple reached an unprecedented agreement: that no one wanted to raise her.
The child was still young and could not take care of himself, so his mother sent him to his aunt's house for foster care.
A child of thirteen or fourteen is very sensitive. She has been dependent on others since she was a child. No matter how nice others are to her, she clearly knows that these things do not belong to her. Fortunately, she has music as a companion, and she is not very lonely.
At this time, she fell madly in love with music.
Even though she still had to work to earn money and study part-time, she still did not give up music.
For her: music is a life-sustaining medicine.
It was through music that she was able to successfully survive this difficult adolescence, so the music she created was very sad and tragic.
Fortunately, her aunt was pretty good to her and supported her from junior high school to high school, where she took Nanqiang Industrial and Commercial Film and Television Department .
After graduating from high school, at the age of 20, she worked in the art team , where she met a group of friends and formed a band.
At the age of 25, he came out of the art team and sang in the bar with the band.
This period of time was her happiest moment. She no longer had to rely on others, she had her own little home, and she was accompanied by her favorite music.
A group of young people collided together and created sparks that only belonged to them.
In the bar, she met her Bole Wang Yiping .
When Wang Yiping stepped into this bar for the first time, he was attracted by this girl with a plaintive voice.
immediately decided to sign a contract with her.
thought that after signing the contract, she would work on the right track like other artists, but who knew that this was just the beginning of her suffering.
's life has been far away from her native family and host family and gradually getting on the right track, but her career has been dealt a heavy blow, which seems to be just to make her life difficult.
She and Wang Yiping sent their music demos to the record company, hoping that after the company heard these songs, they would invite her to record a feature and release an album.
relied on her talent in singing, and she did receive a reply from the other party, but what she didn't expect was: only wanted songs, not people.
Although she responded like this, she has been walking on thin ice for 20 years, and this kind of thing has long since caused no harm to her heart.
She is like a duckweed, used to being beaten by wind and rain, so she is not afraid of this blow.
Again and again, not again and again, when she was rejected by the record company for the second time, she would still be sad.
Wang Yiping saw all these experiences, so he decided to do it himself and asked her to record a few demos.
She had seen what Wang Yiping had done and remembered it in her heart. She thought she had seen hope, but reality once again poured cold water on her.
Due to the typhoon , their sound recordist got flooded, and all the tapes were soaked in water and scrapped. All the hard work they put in was also destroyed with this typhoon.
No matter how strong she is and how many hardships she has experienced, she still cannot withstand so many blows. After all, she is only a 26-year-old girl.
It feels really uncomfortable to see hope but not be able to touch it.
But the reality did not give her a chance to breathe. She had no choice but to return to her old job and work around to earn money to support her life.
But she did not give up the hope of singing. Finally one day she was discovered to have successfully sang the ending song "叶" for the TV series "The Love of Roses".
This TV series became popular, and she also successfully let everyone see with this song that " Huang Yan Lin can sing. "
Because her name is too difficult to remember, and her singing has gone through many vicissitudes, The experience was also very vicissitudes, so she was named "Asang".
After the song "Yi Zi" became popular, some people called her "Yi Zi".
I have to say that these two names are very suitable for her situation, which is both vicissitudes of life and as wandering as a fallen leaf.
Huayan International took a fancy to her and signed a contract with her. This was her first stable job when she was 28 years old.
She released an album, which was well received by everyone. With this album , she was nominated for the Best Newcomer Award at the 15th Taiwan Golden Melody Awards.
In just 2 years, she made an episode for the TV series "Legend of Sword and Fairy" . The song "Always Be Quiet" was created by her for "Lin Yueru" in the TV series. The lyricist of
is Jay Chou 's royal composer Fang Wenshan .
At the age of 30, she finally became popular and was recognized by everyone. At this time, she released her second album "Loneliness is Singing" .
But the second album was not as popular as the first. Although there are many songs that are popular now, it was not very popular at the time.
Her album is just like her, and only after her death will people remember her.
Her songs were also picked up many years after they were released.
Record companies are very realistic. They will always present a bouquet of flowers to a singer when she is popular, and pour a basin of cold water on her when she is ignored. So Huayan International saw that her performance was not ideal, and in She decided to terminate the contract after the expiration of the term.
No one feels sorry for the neglected girl, even God is joking with her.
One year after her contract was terminated, she was diagnosed with lymphoma .
Although she actively received chemotherapy, she still could not resist the rapid spread of cancer cells . In less than 2 years, her lymphoma had spread to the terminal stage of breast cancer. Soon the cancer cells had metastasized to the liver and lungs. He passed away in April 2009.
After her death, someone said: "Before Assan, loneliness was loneliness; after Assan, loneliness was Assan."
She used her songs to heal others, but the grief she experienced in this life even healed herself. Can't.
I hope that death can free her from pain and never set foot in this mortal world again.
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