"The Monarch of Buddha"
When I was three months pregnant, I accompanied my Regent's husband to the palace to attend the Queen Mother's birthday party.
The emperor looked at me strangely. He locked me in his arms, his voice choked and trembling, "Wanwan, look at me, I am your husband."
He talked a lot to me, and he said that we have been married for ten years and are young couples.
But I am only seventeen years old this year.
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1.
My hand was tightly held by Emperor Ning Yunci, and his eyes looked at me became more and more abnormal. I was very scared. I pulled my hand back hard and retreated vigilantly.
Retreat until the rockery, and there is no way to retreat, but I feel even more panicked.
I protected my lower abdomen that had not yet appeared, and timidly dodged his affectionate gaze at me, "Your Majesty, you are drunk and recognize the wrong person. I am not my concubine Wan, I am Ning Qingyan's wife Shen Wan."
I think he probably mistakenly recognized me for his favorite concubine Wan.
And I deliberately said Ning Qingyan's name, hoping to make him clear-headed. After all, it was Ning Qingyan's support that he took over the throne in the bloody battle for the throne.
"Emperor, I am your Nine Emperor Aunt."
Ning Qingyan was the younger brother of a compatriot of the late emperor. Since he was a child, he has fought with the late emperor and made great contributions to the Great Storm Dynasty. When the late emperor passed away, he already held the power of the world's troops.
The late emperor left Zhao, and the fifth prince Ning Yunyu succeeded to the throne, and appointed Ning Qingyan as the regent and assisted the new king.
Although Ning Yunyu was the emperor, the military power was in the hands of Ning Qingyan. Although there was criticism in the court, no one dared to disobey Ning Qingyan.
Ning Yunyu teases the woman who regent, is afraid that she has been sitting on the throne for too long?
He pressed step by step and wanted to hold my hand again. I rubbed my hands behind my back, and his hand fell on my lower abdomen.
I was even more nervous.
Ning Qingyan has a son since she was old, and she is so precious that she cannot be lost.
"Your Majesty, this is Ning Qingyan's child!" I was afraid that Ning Yunyu would attack my child, so I raised my voice and roared.
Ning Yunyu's hand stopped just a few feet away from my lower abdomen.
I held my breath, my nervous legs trembled, and I ran away while he seemed to be in pain.
I was afraid that Ning Yunyu would catch up, and her head was full of pearls and green shaking, and it was messy because I ran too fast. I didn't care about so much. I just wanted to run to Ning Qingyan quickly.
The only one who can protect me is him.
"Ayan!"
The Queen Mother's birthday party, all officials congratulate, singing and dancing to peace, and the music is melodious.
I hurried into the banquet and interrupted the singer and silk music who were performing dance for the Queen Mother.
Ning Qingyan was saying something about the Empress Dowager Yu. After hearing my voice, he paused, walked through the crowd of people from the head seat, and looked at me.
For a moment, everyone became quiet and were looking at me.
This is my first time entering the palace. I was a little nervous. At first, I was afraid that I could break in and disturb the Queen Mother's birthday party, but I was guilty of death.
Although Ning Qingyan can protect me, I don’t want to cause trouble for him.
I met Ning Qingyan's dark eyes as deep as the sky, and my heart was about to jump out of my throat.
Ning Qingyan stood up, wearing a black golden silk python robe wrapped in an inch of his slender figure, and walked towards me with the charm of a person who had been in the upper class for a long time.
"What happened? I looked so panicked?" When I took me into my arms, the handsome and cold face of the gods instantly wrapped around Nong Rumo's worry.
I bit the corner of my mouth, hesitating whether to tell him what happened just now.
Ning Qingyan's "using the emperor to command the princes" has caused public grievances, saying that he was a treacherous minister and wanted to seize the throne.
If he knew that Ning Yunyu was to me... he would definitely be angry with the beauty.
"Huh? Don't be afraid, say whatever you want, have a husband here.”
Ning Qingyan seemed to see my concerns, and without any hesitation, she put a soothing kiss on my forehead.
"Just..."
"Uncle Nine Emperor."
I was about to say something when the emperor's voice came from behind. My back stiffened and I swallowed the words.
I don’t want Ayan to be tired of me.
"I just saw Aunt Jiu Huang looking at the hibiscus flowers in the middle of the lake for a long time, so I asked someone to fold some. Aunt Jiu Huang can take it back to the mansion to enjoy it slowly."
The eunuch behind the emperor brought a bouquet of beautiful hibiscus flowers over, but I didn't answer.
Ning Qingyan answered.
After he took it, he smiled and threw the hibiscus flower to the ground. It seemed that there was something inadequate, and raised his foot to crush the hibiscus flower into pieces.
It seems to be hinting at Ning Yunyu that if he is more arrogant, he will be like this flower.
I heard Ayan say, "Tell me what I said, the emperor will feel cold tonight, and I will be spared tomorrow morning."
"..."
It's both arrogant and crazy, but the emperor dares not speak out.
I was taken back to my house by Ning Qingyan.
Returning to the mansion, he held everyone away and closed the door.
I felt his forbearing anger and was nervous. I was most afraid that he would be angry because when he was angry, he would try to "torture" me in a different way.
"Ayan... listen to my explanation, um..."
"Don't, Ayan, I'm pregnant."
"Ayan..."
"..."
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This night, Ning Qingyan was particularly domineering and extremely gentle.
He pestered me and kept asking me what my name is and who he is.
I am Shen Wan.
He is Ning Qingyan.
It's my husband.
2.
Since that day, Ning Yunyu has really pushed the morning court on the grounds of being ill, and all the memorials should be delivered to Regent's Mansion .
Ning Qingyan is busier than before, but he never forgot to have a meal with me.
After lunch this day, I saw people carrying hibiscus flowers in truckloads. I was curious, "What are you doing?"
"Madam likes hibiscus flowers, my husband, I naturally want to plant the best hibiscus in the world in your yard."
I was stunned.
The best hibiscus flower in the world is naturally in the imperial garden of the palace.
Ning Qingyan actually transplanted all the things in the imperial garden to my small yard. I was throbbing, and I was afraid that things would turn back if they were extreme.
The first time I saw Ning Yunyu that day, I vaguely felt that he was definitely not an emperor who was willing to be a puppet.
"You are so arrogant. Are you not afraid that the people in the world will curse you?"
"What are you scolding me?"
"Of course I'm scolding you for being ruthless!"
Ning Qingyan smiled slowly, hooked my pomegranate skirt , with his eyes doting, "I prefer to listen to people in the world scolding me so lustful!"
I can't stand it the most, he looked at me like this.
A moment, he blushed and angry, "Ayan, you hate it!"
"Hahaha, I can't even faint if Wanwan looks like this." Ning Qingyan hugged me and kissed my red cheeks.
I like Ning Qingyan like this.
Like me, spoil me, and don’t dislike Ning Qingyan, who was born from.
In his eyes, I am just his wife Shen Wan.
I know many people are laughing at Ning Qingyan for marrying the daughter of a military prostitute, and I also know that Ning Qingyan cut off these people's tongues.
Look, he treats me very well.
But I am very greedy, and I always feel that Ning Qingyan seems to leave me at any time.
There were many times when I dreamed that I was pushed into the arms of another man by a man wearing a golden silk python robe.
When I wake up from my dream, I always feel in a daze.
In the dream.
For his power, Ning Qingyan finally surrendered to the emperor and sent me to Ning Yunci's bed.
3.
I had a dream for several days, and I was really uneasy, so I broke in without caring about Ayan's busy reviewing the memorials.
"Ayan, if one day, if you are forced by power, will you send me away?"
I pushed away the memorial in front of him, and asked him with tears in my eyes.
Ayan seemed to be shocked by my sudden question. He was stunned for a moment before he came back to his senses and hugged me on his lap, muttering, "Wanwan is my life."
The plausible answer made me feel at ease. I snuggled in his arms, "If you break your promise, I will punish you... I will punish you for being plagued by illness and living a hundred years old, and cannot be humanely singularly!"
"Okay, what Wanwan says is what you say."
Ayan was always so gentle when he spoke to me, it was really hard to imagine that he was more terrified than the demon who walked through the purgatory on earth.
I once saw with my own eyes that he ordered people to dismember a few people who broke into the Regent's Mansion at night and wanted to assassinate me, and threw them into the mountains to feed the wolf.
That night, I fainted from scare. When I woke up, the imperial physician said I was pregnant.
Ayan happily took me to worship the Bodhisattva.
He is the high-ranking regent. There are 1,500 steps in Pufo Temple, but he kowtows three steps and bows five steps and goes up the steps, just like a devout Buddhist monarch.
I walked behind him and was deeply shocked by his behavior.
"Thank Buddha, as I wish."
With a pious body, she finally knelt in front of the compassionate Buddha, but Ning Qingyan only said this.
As he wished?
I was pregnant with his child?
Although Ning Qingyan has twenty-six, ordinary men in the Great Storm have already had a group of children like him, even if they are "going to have children in old age", they will not do this.
I always feel that he has another wish.
It’s just that he doesn’t want to say it, and I don’t want to ask more questions. I only know that everything he wants is related to me, just do it.
"Ayan."
"What do Wanwan want to say?"
"I want to go to Pufo Temple."
"What are you going to do?"
"Petition."
"What wish?"
"Wanwan won't tell you."
Ayan smiled slowly, "My Wanwan has a little secret."
I wrapped my waist around him, smiling without saying a word.
I sat on the eight-colored chassis given to Ning Qingyan by the late emperor, and brought a group of followers to Pufo Temple in a mighty manner.
After entering the inner hall, a nun led me to kneel down in front of the Buddha. I made a pious wish. After kowtowing three times, when I was about to get up, I suddenly heard a rumbling sound.
Immediately afterwards, someone pushed me hard, and then, my eyes went dark and I remember nothing.
4.
"Wanwan, I am so happy today. I finally married you."
"Wanwan, I promise you that if I ascend the throne and make you the queen, I will be harmonious with your emperor and empress, and have a pair of people in my life!"
"Wanwan, today my father said that he would sign the elder brother of the emperor as the crown prince."
"Wanwan, today my father said that he would sign the elder brother of the emperor as the crown prince."
"Wanwan , please help me? Brother Emperor, he likes you..."
"Wanwan..."
"Wanwan!"
The person who talked to me was always carrying me on his back. I wanted to see his appearance clearly, but suddenly I heard another person calling me, alarming the man. When I looked over again, the man had disappeared without a trace, leaving only the hibiscus flower falling on the ground.
"Wanwan, wake up. Open your eyes and see, I am Ayan."
Ayan?
Is Ning Qingyan?
My head hurts so much, my whole body hurts so much. I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids weigh a thousand pounds. I heard Ning Qingyan talking beside me and begging me to wake up.
I think he must be very collapsed and desperate now.
He likes me so much.
He said that I was the woman he married with his life.
He can't live without me.
"Ayan..."
I used all my strength to open my eyelids a little. A faint light came in, piercing my eyes hurt. I subconsciously covered it, but the next moment I was poured into my familiar arms.
The familiar smell I absorbed, my anxious heart seemed to have found a place to rest, but what I saw and heard in my dream made me feel restless.
Who is the person who calls me Wanwan?
"Wanwan, you finally woke up. Do you know that you have been in a coma for three days and three nights? I thought... it was my fault. I should accompany you to Pufo Temple."
Ning Qingyan's apologetic voice floated down from above my head. I remembered most of the scenes that day, and my whole body was trembling.
"What happened?"
"It was the bandit who wanted to loot the temple. When he saw you suddenly appear, he thought it was your rich lady, so he just robbed them together."
So that's it.
"Then don't let them go, they almost killed our children... Where is my children? Ayan, our children..." I was suddenly shocked and hurried to touch my lower abdomen.
Although I haven't shown any sign of my conceit and can't touch anything, but for some reason, my mind suddenly disappeared, and a buzzing sound after a moment, an extremely unknown premonition eroded.
"Wanwan, we will still have children."
My tears instantly, like a broken pearl, and could no longer stop flowing down.
"Ayan..."
My heart seemed to be split in half by someone, bloody and heart-wrenching.
It seems that tears are not enough.
I grabbed Ayan's clothes and kept crying, and I felt a strong sense of uneasiness in my heart. I always felt that without this child, Ayan and I would never have children again.
5.
I drank the medicine and fell asleep in a drowsy manner, but I always couldn't sleep well. I could feel that Ayan was always by my side with me.
With him here, I feel at ease.
That was his child, and his sadness was no less than mine. I could cry soundly, but his dignified regent could only endure it and comfort me.
I can't let my Ayan get tired of me anymore.
Thinking of this, my tense nerves and panic heart gradually faded away, and I gradually fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I heard a fierce quarrel.
"What qualifications do you have to question me?"
It was Ayan's voice.
He rarely is so angry. Who is he quarreling with?
I supported my weak body, got up and got out of the bed, and followed the sound to search for it.
Layers of veils, stacked and swung, two figures hidden in it, one on the left and the other on the right, with a tense sword.
"Wanwan is my Wanwan, Your Majesty has taken over."
I heard from Ning Qingyan's voice that he endured anger and restrained murderous intent.
"Hehe."
A sneer sounded, and I paused. It was Ning Yunci.
I remembered the Empress Dowager's birthday party, and he did not want to cause any more trouble, so he was ready to leave, but Ning Yunci's words made me stunned.
article comes from Zhihu "The Monarch of Buddha"
