One day after Lin Huiyin died, Jin Yuelin treats guests at Beijing Hotel . Old friends who received the notice are puzzled: Why did this old Jin suddenly treat you? After the old friends arrived at the Beijing Hotel, Jin Yuelin announced: "Today is Lin Huiyin's birthday."
The old friends were confused when they heard this. Lin Hui was no longer alive. Lao Jin celebrated his birthday for a dead man. How infatuated is this? Yes, Jin Yuelin likes Lin Huiyin, but he told Lin Huiyin that he cannot hurt someone who truly loves Lin Huiyin, and he should quit . This is what Jin Yuelin said in his heart, but when he was old, he wanted to marry a woman 15 years younger than him as his wife.
895, Jin Yuelin was born in Changsha, Hunan. He was extremely smart since childhood. He went to Tsinghua School in Peking at the age of 16. After graduation, he went to study in the United Kingdom and the United States with public expenses. After obtaining a doctorate, he stayed in the United States to teach. Later, he studied in Europe for nearly ten years and studied logic and used it as his lifelong career.
1 After Jin Yuelin returned from Europe, he taught at Tsinghua University and founded the Department of Philosophy. This department director who has been in Europe for more than ten years has a very foreign style of life. When he was teaching at Tsinghua , he always wore a straight formal outfit. When he was dressed up, he was over 180 cm tall. He was very gentlemanly.
One day in , Xu Zhimo was going to visit the sick Lin Huiyin, so he asked Jin Yuelin to go with him and said that he would introduce a beautiful woman with both talent and beauty to him. Jin Yuelin and Xu Zhimo were already familiar with each other since Europe, so they happily accepted Xu Zhimo's invitation and came to the Zhongbu Hutong in Beijing together.
When a vermilion door in Zongbu Hutong opened and a beautiful short-haired woman appeared inside the door like a wisp of lotus with a faint fragrance, Jin Yuelin was shocked by the beauty and temperament of the woman in front of her. What Jin Yuelin did not expect was that a rational philosophical master actually fell in love with this woman out of control and waited for her for the rest of her life.
Before meeting Lin Huiyin, Jin Yuelin, who was "foreign" in the United States girl Tai Lilin who came to China with him. Taililin is a non-marriager who met and fell in love during her studies in the United States. Taililin didn't want to get married, but wanted to experience Chinese-style family life, so she lived with Jin Yuelin. When Jin Yuelin returned to China, she went to China and lived with Jin Yuelin in Beijing.
Jin Yuelin suddenly changed his temperament after seeing Lin Huiyin and often sighed to Yuekong, which aroused Taililin's attention. When her sixth sense told her that she and Jin Yuelin could no longer live, she silently packed her clothes, left Jin Yuelin, and returned to the United States, never came back, and had no contact with Jin Yuelin.
After that, in order to see Lin Huiyin every day, Jin Yuelin simply moved to Zongbu Hutong and became neighbors with Lin Huiyin. Because they have the same cultural background as Lin Huiyin's husband, Liang Sicheng, , the two are similar in their ambitions. From 1932 to the summer of 1937, Jin Yuelin and Liang Sicheng and his wife lived in the Zongbu Hutong in Beijing. The Liang family lived in the courtyard of the front yard and Jin Yuelin lived in the courtyard of the back yard, but the front and back yards were all separate gates.
For some time, Liang Sicheng often went out for inspection, and Lin Huiyin was pregnant. Because Xu Zhimo died unexpectedly due to plane crash, Lin Huiyin was very sad. Out of worrying about Lin Huiyin's physical condition, Jin Yuelin paid more attention to Lin Huiyin's life.
One day, Jin Yuelin and Lin Huiyin talked about Xu Zhimo again. Lin Huiyin burst into tears when she was sad. Jin Yuelin comforted Lin Weiyin, but was worried that she would hurt her body for this, so she took the opportunity to express her love for Lin Huiyin. Lin Huiyin couldn't dodge and said to Jin Yuelin, "I need to think about it carefully."
A few days after that, Jin Yuelin sent food and life needs to Lin Huiyin's home as usual, but his people did not appear again.However, Lin Huiyin saw the love poem written by Jin Yuelin to her among the things she sent. For several days, Jin Yuelin only delivered food and love poems, but the person never appeared. Lin Huiyin was both excited and nervous about this.
Lin Huiyin had insomnia, and Jin Yuelin's life was not easy. He wanted to visit Lin Huiyin every day, but he was afraid of disturbing her, so he was so anxious that he could only wander around the house. Once, I couldn't help it and stepped into the back door of the Liang family with one foot, but when he heard Lin Huiyin's voice, he retreated again and continued to wait silently for Lin Huiyin to give him a result.
That night, Liang Sicheng came back. Lin Huiyin said to her husband like a little sister who encountered emotional problems: "Sicheng, I am in great pain. I am in love with two people at the same time now, and I don't know what to do."
Liang Sicheng looked at this "little sister" who was undecided, and he also suffered for a night of pain. He repeatedly put the three people out to measure them, and then said to Lin Huiyin: "Huiyin, you are free. If you choose Jin Yuelin, I wish you happiness forever."
Liang Sicheng's generosity moved Lin Huiyin to tears. After Lin Huiyin saw Jin Yuelin again, she passed on Liang Sicheng's original words to Jin Yuelin. Jin Yueshuang was speechless after hearing this for a long time. After a long time, she pretended to be calm and said, " Sicheng can say this, which shows that he really loves you. I can't hurt someone who truly loves you, I quit. "
When he said this, Jin Yuelin was in pain, but he was also rational and wise. After that, Lin Huiyin, who understood Jin Yuelin's intentions, never talked about this with Liang Sicheng again. Jin Yuelin was afraid that Liang Sicheng would be embarrassed, so he felt that he could not let down his trust and kindness. He went with them more diligently than before.
Jin Yuelin saw Lin Huiyin again. When he was with her, he suppressed his inner emotions in his heart. He tried hard to regard Lin Huiyin as his sister who was 9 years younger than him. Jin Yuelin also valued Lin Huiyin's respect and openness towards Liang Sicheng, and felt that he could no longer be entangled. There was no grudge between the three of them, and they only had a better relationship. Since then, Jin Yuelin has been waiting for Lin Huiyin in his own unique way and has formed a love relationship with the Liang family that is difficult for ordinary people to understand and even more difficult to accept.
With the comprehensive deepening of the Anti-Japanese War , Liang Sicheng and his family moved out of Beijing, and Jin Yuelin traveled thousands of miles to Kunming to visit them. During this period, I also wrote a couplet " Gentleman on the Liang, and Beauty under the Forest " to Liang Sicheng and his wife. Liang Sicheng was very helpful, but Lin Huiyin muttered: What kind of beauty is not beautiful...
940, the Liang family moved to Lizhuang near Yibin, Sichuan, and moved into a farm house with very poor conditions. One day, Lin Huiyin was lying in bed, and Jin Yuelin suddenly pushed the door open and entered. The two met again after a long separation, holding hands and looking at each other silently. This year, Jin Yuelin took annual leave and spent a year with the Liang family in Lizhuang, , Yibin .
After that, Jin Yuelin became a regular visitor to the Liang family. As long as he had a vacation, he would run to the Liang family to live. Liang Sicheng was busy with work, so Jin Yuelin took on the task of taking care of Lin Huiyin.
1946, Lin Huiyin and his family returned to Beijing and lived in Xinlin Courtyard. They invited Jin Yuelin to live with him. Jin Yuelin moved over without saying a word until the Liang family later moved to Shengyuan Courtyard.
Next year, Lin Huiyin underwent a major tuberculosis surgery. Worrying that Lin Huiyin could not hold on, the doctor called Liang Sicheng back from Yale University in the United States, and Jin Yuelin was also in the hospital, serving the people.
One day, Lin Huiyin, who felt that she would not live for a long time, said to Jin Yuelin, "Do you hate me? If there is a next life, I will choose you!" But Jin Yuelin said angrily, " Why do you say such words? What is the next life? We have enough of this life! ." Lin Huiyin smiled slightly, and two tears rolled out of the corners of her eyes.
This time, Jin Yuelin did not wipe away the tears for Lin Huiyin. He only looked at Lin Huiyin who was crying, and then quickly stood up and walked out the door, allowing his tears to flow.
955, Lin Huiyin died of recurrence of an old illness. Jin Yuelin was extremely sad, and the only woman he loved in his life left him. At Lin Huiyin's memorial service, Jin Yuelin presented a unique elegy couplet: " A poetic look at the waterfall, the April sky of the eternal world !"
Later, Liang Sicheng married another couple until his death in 1972. During this period, Jin Yuelin still had contact with the Liang family. In his later years, Jin Yuelin also lived with Liang Sicheng's son Liang Congjie . Liang Congjing and his wife called him "Jin Dad" and treated Jin Yuelin with the descendants of the Liang family with the courtesy of respecting their fathers.
Later, many people wanted to learn about the story of him and Lin Huiyin from Jin Yuelin, but Jin Yuelin never revealed a word. As he said, " All my words should be said to her, I can't say them. I didn't have the chance to say them to her, I don't want to say them, nor do I want to say them. "
In the 1960s, Jin Yuelin almost got married and got married with a woman named Pu Xixiu . Pu Xixiu is 15 years younger than Jin Yuelin. He is a famous reporter of " Xinminbao ". He is very handsome and has written many beautiful biographies. During an event, Jin Yuelin met Pu Xixiu, who was in the same group. Her enthusiasm, generosity, cheerfulness and brightness made Jin Yuelin like it very much. After the event ended, Jin Yuelin often asked Pu Xixiu to have a dinner at his house. Not long after, the two fell in love and were about to get married. Unfortunately, the two were happily preparing for marriage. First, Jin Yuelin was sick and was admitted to Union Hospital. Soon after, Pu Xixiu also suffered from cancer and was admitted to the hospital and never came out again. Jin Yuelin's only time he wanted to get married was given up.
On October 19, 1984, a generation of philosophical master, Jin Yuelin, who had been waiting for Lin Huiyin for his whole life, passed away in Beijing at the age of 89. His ashes were placed in Babaoshan Revolutionary Cemetery , where Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng were buried. The three of them lived next to each other in another world.
Jin Yuelin waited for Lin Huiyin for the rest of his life, thought about it all his life, and loved it all his life, and in the end, he was still able to say firmly without regrets.
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