Regarding the love and hatred during the Republic of China, when many readers see similar words, they will naturally think of Xu Zhimo , Lin Huiyin and others, because at that time people had just come into contact with progressive ideas, and these cultural people were They are at the forefront, so they are naturally more open and public about their emotional expressions than ordinary people, and therefore leave many interesting stories to future generations.
Lin Huiyin was known as the most talented woman during the Republic of China. She never lacked suitors, and the writer Xu Zhimo was one of them. At that time, Xu Zhimo and Lin Huiyin met in London. Xu Zhimo fell in love with Lin Huiyin at first sight. However, Xu Zhimo's crazy pursuit frightened the young Lin Huiyin. Soon after, Lin Huiyin also obeyed his father's arrangement. After returning to China, he and the famous The architect Liang Sicheng got married.
But apart from that, few people know that among Lin Huiyin’s many suitors, there is also an idiot Jin Yuelin . After Jin Yuelin fell in love with Lin Huiyin at first sight, he not only followed Lin Huiyin's footsteps everywhere, but also vowed not to marry for Lin Huiyin's life. How much does he like Lin Huiyin? In his later years, Jin Yuelin trembled and uttered five words, which fulfilled his lifelong infatuation.
Ordinary communication activities, meeting extraordinary people
Jin Yuelin was also one of the many suitors of Lin Huiyin at that time, but those who pursued Lin Huiyin were naturally famous talents during the Republic of China, and Jin Yuelin was no exception. He is the most famous man in modern my country. One of the most famous philosophers, he was born in Hunan in the late 19th century.
Like most young talents at that time, he also studied abroad and stayed abroad for nearly ten years. Among the founders of the philosophy department of Tsinghua University that we are most familiar with now is Jin Yuelin. After Jin Yuelin returned to China, the cultural circles in Beijing always held some gatherings at regular intervals.
The purpose of gatherings is for cultural people to communicate or chat with each other. Xu Zhimo was very keen on this kind of cultural activities. At that time, Jin Yuelin and Xu Zhimo were good friends, so in the early 1930s, during a gathering, Jin Yuelin I was invited by Xu Zhimo to attend the party together.
Lin Huiyin has always attended such gatherings, so at the party that Jin Yuelin attended, Lin Huiyin was also present. After Jin Yuelin saw Lin Huiyin for the first time, he couldn't help himself. Jin Yuelin, who fell in love at first sight, was there After parting ways, I couldn't forget Lin Huiyin, and I didn't think about food or tea.
The reason why Lin Huiyin was able to attract Jin Yuelin was not only because of her good looks, but also because Lin Huiyin did not look like a traditional woman. Her talented words and deeds, and her every move caught Jin Yuelin's attention.
After their first meeting, Jin Yuelin inquired about Lin Huiyin's activities. Since then, Jin Yuelin has never been absent from any cultural activities where Lin Huiyin was present. He was always able to find out about Lin Huiyin in advance. Whenever Lin Huiyin appears, Jin Yuelin is always the first to arrive.
Moreover, he also tried his best to understand Lin Huiyin's preferences, especially various literary works. As long as Jin Yuelin liked Lin Huiyin, he would read them. That's not all. In every communication activity, Lin Huiyin also had a good impression of Jin Yuelin. Of course, with so many suitors at the time, Lin Huiyin naturally knew clearly that Jin Yuelin must have taken a liking to him.
But at that time, Lin Huiyin had already married Liang Sicheng, so Lin Huiyin naturally kept silent about this kind of thing, but the friendship between the two was still as good as ever, and later Jin Yuelin felt that he was too far away from Lin Huiyin, so he deliberately left his residence , moved next to Liang Sicheng and Lin Huiyin.
Loneliness and melancholy
Having said this, many readers may think of Jin Yuelin as a stalker, but this is not the case. Jin Yuelin does like Lin Huiyin, and Lin Huiyin also knows about it. As for Lin Huiyin’s husband, Mr. Liang Sicheng, he does not care about this matter. Whether we know something or not, we don’t know, and this is outside the scope of our discussion.
What we want to say is that although Jin Yuelin loves Lin Huiyin very much, he always has principles and a bottom line in doing things. This may be inseparable from his identity as a philosopher, unlike Xu Zhimo, who has a deep love for Lin Huiyin. The pursuit is very crazy and unscrupulous. Jin Yuelin always accompanies Lin Huiyin in the most inconspicuous way. As long as he can have daily conversations with Lin Huiyin, he is very satisfied..
In the mid-1950s, Lin Huiyin died of illness. This was the biggest blow in Jin Yuelin's life. Originally, when Lin Huiyin was still alive, Jin Yuelin's character was very cheerful and lively, but since Lin Huiyin's death, Jin Yuelin became a completely different person.
He was alone all day, just like a lonely goose who had strayed from the flock. He didn't know what he wanted to do, and he didn't know what he could do. He just felt that a very important part of his life was missing. According to the later memories of people around him, after Lin Huiyin passed away, Jin Yuelin either stayed quietly in one place, or started crying for no reason, and the people around him were unable to comfort him.
In his later years, he was full of sadness and unwillingness.
However, this was not the biggest blow to Jin Yuelin. Many years after Lin Huiyin's death, Liang Sicheng got married again. At that time, Liang Sicheng married one of his students. This was a big blow to Jin Yuelin. Something absolutely unacceptable.
Originally Jin Yuelin and Liang Sicheng were good friends, but since Liang Sicheng chose to get married again, the friendship between Jin Yuelin and Liang Sicheng was broken. Since then, Jin Yuelin has never contacted Liang Sicheng again, and on the day of the wedding, Jin Yuelin did not attend, and He came to Lin Huiyin's grave alone.
It can be said that since Lin Huiyin's death, Jin Yuelin has never had any happy time. In his later years, a reporter interviewed Jin Yuelin and asked about some things about Lin Huiyin. The reporter wanted to know Jin Yuelin's evaluation of Lin Huiyin.
At that time, Jin Yuelin only said five words - what are the words of praise! Of course the reporter understood what Jin Yuelin wanted to express. His love for Lin Huiyin had penetrated to the deepest part of his soul. He thought of countless words to praise Lin Huiyin, but the more he wanted to praise her, the less he knew what words to use.
Conclusion
Since then, Jin Yuelin has never accepted any reporters’ questions about Lin Huiyin, because he felt that others could not understand this relationship and would not understand his evaluation of Lin Huiyin. In many words, we can only wait until after his death to see Lin Huiyin somewhere and communicate with the people he likes again.
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