Sometimes I don’t understand myself. You know clearly that the other person doesn’t love you that much. You can distinguish the true and false details at a glance. You also know that the other person is not worth your efforts, but you still choose to lie to yourself.
The kind of person who does something knowing that it cannot be done is both sober and sinking, but once you love it, you love it. You don’t think about the consequences, regardless of gains and losses, and just want to seize the present. Therefore, doing it knowing that you cannot do it is your greatest sincerity towards this relationship.
However, what you don't know is that you are sinking like a moth to a flame, making you sink deeper and deeper, and you want to catch the other person more and more.
You can easily detect whether the other person is happy or not with every expression or movement he makes. As long as you feel that the other person is unhappy, you will go out of your way to please him. You are afraid that he will not be happy with you, so you want him to be more happy.
Because only in this way, he will stay with you longer.
Feelings are sometimes so unfair. The one who is loved is always at the commanding heights, while the one who is not loved is reduced to the dust.
If you want to ask him what is good about him, it is worthy of you. You can't give a reason. It seems that there are more disadvantages than advantages. What is it that attracts you? You can't even tell. It's just a feeling.
This feeling makes you happy and sad at the same time. The happy thing is that you meet the person you want to like, but the sad thing is that you always feel that you are not being treated fairly.
During the countless days when you couldn't feel loved, and the nights when you were so wronged that you collapsed, you attributed all the faults to yourself. Even when you cried until you couldn't breathe, all you could think about was his face.
also talked to himself for many days and nights, persuading himself to let go, but finally chose to let nature take its course.
The result of letting nature take its course is that you are less happy every day, more and more afraid of losing him every day, and want to be with him every day.
Sometimes you want to break off the relationship directly, but you can't. Only if he chooses to break off the relationship can this relationship end.
You knew the result a long time ago, but what you thought at the time was that as long as we could be together, it would be good. At least he was by your side, not someone else's side, but now you feel aggrieved.
What I am aggrieved about is not the one-sided contribution. What I am aggrieved about is that I like you so much, why can't you look at my advantages and give me a little love back?
I am brave enough, but the regret is that I am not the one who is the one, but I just can’t give in. When we are together and get the result, I just can’t give in.
Not loving is a lifetime regret, but loving is a lifetime of suffering.
Later, every time I thought about it, even my imagination became red-eyed.
It turns out that I have never really owned you once, but I feel like I have lost you thousands of times; I turned out to be so afraid of losing you, but when I really lost you, I was no longer afraid.
How can I completely let go? Love rises with the wind, but it is difficult to calm down when the wind stops.
Slowly, I learned to let go. It's not that I've changed, it's that I really can't do anything anymore. I've given up and don't want to struggle anymore.
Although I am tired, although I feel uncomfortable, even though I still can't let go when I think of you, I still want to have you, but I can't hold it back.
Afterwards, you were everywhere except beside me.
liked it very much, it was very short-lived, and it was a pity.
I am so lucky to have met you, but so regretful that I just met you.
However, the whole drama is over, no matter how reluctant you are, you have to let it go. After all, you still have to be yourself, a sober and independent self, eat on time and sleep on time, and stop thinking wildly. Although you will think of it occasionally, what can you do?
is losing, growing, working hard, forgetting, accepting, and living well.
Since sincerity cannot be replaced by sincerity, just put yourself as the center.
Life will eventually become dull, and so will love.
A person's life may be a process of constantly maturing and tempering one's character. However, one does not want to be taught to grow by one person. This cost is too high.
later learned that maturity is not about silence or letting go.Instead, accept the fact that you cannot change it, turn your crying into silent mode, and learn to smile indifferently to everything.
As the sun rises and the moon sets, there is always dawn.
Be a mature person and live your life well.
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