We have to start with "Which girl is not pregnant, and which boy is not affectionate". Almost every boy and girl has the Bai Yueguang in their heart, a person who is still hidden in the deepest part of their heart even after many years.

I met her on the first day of high school in 2003. Love to laugh! classmate.

In 2004, he was sitting at my desk, his ponytail always hanging down to my desk, and the fragrance of his hair was intoxicating. I often like to stare at her back in a daze. But I just spent three years of high school like this. Friends, classmates.

2006, summer vacation. I stayed at my house for two weeks and spent two Chinese Valentine's Days as friends. Blue T-shirt, long hair shawl, standing on the bow of the boat, looking into the distance, caressing the long hair, just looking at it. . .

It’s still 2006, university. In the same city, she has her circle and I have mine.

It was her birthday on December 19, 2008, but she was very sad and cried heartbreakingly.

2013, Nanjing. I went to see her in the city where she was. Lonely and desolate, she felt a little more sad in the night.

2015, Shenzhen. I went to Xiaomeisha once, wearing a yellow shawl and a navy blue skirt. She drove a sea motorcycle, and I hugged her from behind. It was the first and only time.

In 2016, Xiamen , Gulangyu , Meihua Beach, back to back listening to the sound of the waves. peaceful. . .

For more than half of my life, 20 years, I wanted to get closer to her countless times, but she became further away every time. Although I was very unhappy, I always regarded him as a friend. Afraid of losing, afraid of not seeing each other again, too afraid to take any offense.

My love is so obvious that all my friends around me know it.

But his love was so obscure that he never dared to say "I love you" in front of her.

I am timid and cowardly. Even if I love and feel with my heart, I dare not reach out and touch the temperature of your heart.

You don’t reject me, but you don’t love me either.

But I have been in love with you for 20 years.

Some people say that many people who say they never forget will eventually forget you while you never forget.

Some people say that time is the best medicine, making the unspoken sadness gradually disappear as the years go by.

I want to say that when I met her, she should not have appeared next to me at all, but she still appeared;

To this day, maybe I have lived so many years in vain.

You ask me, how can I forget someone I have liked for a long time?

But I, the person I would rather forget should be myself!