Hello everyone! I am talking about life with words, and I hold the pen in my hand to share the trivial things in life with you, taste the ups and downs of life, and the mood of the four seasons. (For the sake of convenience of narration, the whole text is in the first person) My

Hello everyone! I am talking about life with words, and I hold the pen in my hand to share the trivial things in life with you, taste the ups and downs of life, and the mood of the four seasons.

(For the convenience of narration, the whole text is in the first person)

My name is Cui Yingying, and I work as a supervisor accountant in a company.

After breaking up with first love in college, I had another relationship, which lasted for two years.

Finally, the two of us parted ways for various reasons.

From now on, I no longer believe in love, nor do I believe in men, because no matter how many vows you are, it is not as good as the fact that he left you.

I was shrouded in the shadow of a broken heart, and it took a long time to repair a heart full of holes.

Facts tell me that it is better to rely on your own career than rely on men!

I turned my sadness into a positive motivation and finally passed the intermediate accounting exam.

Failed to love and was proud of the workplace, and I became the youngest supervisor accountant in the company.

promotion and salary increase, when I feel good.

My parents have already prepared a 100-square-meter house for me as a dowry, and I also bought a 200,000 car for transportation with my own efforts.

dare not say that he is a rich and beautiful woman, but he also lives a very comfortable life.

Before I knew it, time had pushed me to the age of 30.

The parents' urging them to get married is getting tighter and tighter. Looking at the little sisters around me, each of them is a wife and a mother, I feel a little panicked.

I was forced to do so, had to join the army of blind dates.

I have been on blind dates more often, and gradually I have become numb, and I don’t even know what kind of man I want to marry.

Because whenever you go on a blind date, you will be labeled like items sold in supermarkets, such as height, age, occupation, income, and family situation, and the matchmaker will match you.

I am really tired of this blind date model.

I asked the company for annual leave and started a trip alone.

Sometimes love comes too quickly and will catch you off guard, but the surprise is still greater than surprise.

On the plane, I met Luo Wei who was traveling to Sanya with me.

Although Luo Wei and I met for the first time, we actually felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity in our hearts. It seemed that we had known each other at a certain period of time in the past. In the

chat, our interests are surprisingly the same.

I haven't smiled so happily in front of anyone in a long time.

Suddenly remembered what my friend Xiaodan teased me in my mind

"My good Yingying, you want to go out. You see, Tang Monk can have so many "sexual encounters", but it's not a blessing to seek the scriptures. How can you meet love if you don't go out?"

I couldn't help but raise my lips and look at Luo Wei beside me.

The fair skin sets off the faint pink lips, handsome and prominent facial features, the ultimate perfect face shape, and a casual dress, it is a casual handsomeness.

I stared at Luo Wei and didn't want to let it go.

I gained a lot this time.

not only felt good, but also met my ideal husband candidate. The heaven on

really favors me.

Luo Wei and I have basically the same views on the three aspects. The "relaxation journey" is really so happy for me.

When I fell in love with Luo Wei, I was like a princess living in a castle carefree life.

Every day is like soaking in honey, even the air you breathe is sweet.

Chinese Valentine's Day, Luo Wei held a large bouquet of fiery red roses in his hand and put a dazzling diamond ring on my hand.

He finally proposed to me.

I cried with joy, I waited for too long at this moment.

In the blessings of relatives and friends, under the witness of all the guests, Luo Wei and I joined hands and entered the marriage hall.

After marriage, my father-in-law and mother-in-law were very kind to me.

Sometimes when the unit works overtime, my mother-in-law is afraid that I will not have a good meal, so she makes dumplings at home and sends them to the company with a thermal bucket.

I am so happy that I can marry into such a family, treat me like my biological daughter's in-laws, and dote on me for my good husband.

Half a year later, Luo Wei and I had the crystallization of love.

When my parents-in-law found out, they were so happy that they couldn't stop talking. The mother-in-law was even more busy preparing small clothes for the children and asking around which confinement center has good service.

My mother is also busy making new bedding for her children, and her husband Luo Wei is even more happy to decorate the baby room.

All my family members take good care of me.

Like all pregnant mothers, I take care of the fetus, do prenatal education, nutritional supplements, and vitamins every day.

Is it true that people cannot live too proudly and smoothly? There is another saying that extreme happiness leads to sorrow.

One day, I felt uncomfortable and my lower body was particularly itchy. I thought it was an old problem, so I didn't take it seriously. I didn't dare to use medicine easily, for fear of being bad for the baby in my stomach. At that time, I was four months pregnant.

Three days later, the situation not only did not improve, but became more serious. I had to ask the doctor for help from the hospital.

The moment I got the test form, it was like five thunder thunder, tearing all my happiness to pieces.

I was diagnosed with HPV positive.

I have always been clean before and after marriage and have never cheated. Then the only person who can be infected with me is my husband.

On the way home from the hospital, I kept walking and crying.

Turn on the computer as soon as possible after arriving at home and checked the chances of HPV being transmitted to the fetus.

Seeing the data displayed above, I closed my eyes in despair, and tears flowed down my cheeks without realizing it... Although

, this virus is not hereditary, it has a high infection rate. Even if a caesarean section is done, it cannot guarantee that the fetus will not be infected.

I feel the pain of heartbreaking now. The fact that my husband cheated and betrayed is in front of me. The fetus in the abdomen is probably only in these few months.

I really dare not take risks with the health of my unborn child. If I lose the bet, what kind of pain will the child endure?

I tried to calm myself down, but I didn’t mention this after my husband came back.

Because I want to figure out when my husband was and which woman he was entangled with, betrayed my marriage with.

You can see the dark night from the window, and beside you are my husband breathing evenly.

I got out of bed and came to him, picked up my phone and unlocked it with his fingerprint.

I looked through the social software on his phone, and the records inside were cleaned up by him.

But I saw a lot of itineraries to the hotel from Didi . I looked at the time, which was the months I was pregnant.

That night, I couldn't sleep and made a decision.

The next day, I put the test sheet in the most conspicuous position in my home.

I returned to my own house before Luo Wei woke up.

Soon, I received a call from Luo Wei. He said to me

"Yingying, I know where you are, you are waiting for me."

I know that this matter must be faced and must be solved as soon as possible. Escape is not a solution.

Luo Wei knelt in front of me as soon as he entered the door and cried bitterly. He slapped himself on the face, begged for my forgiveness, and confessed to his cheating.

A bloody hole in my heart was already torn by him, and my breathing was full of pain.

I looked at Luo Wei's "repentance" behavior, and did not dissuade him, but just said to Luo Wei calmly

"We know each other so romantically. Thank you for giving me the beauty and happiness of the past. Let us break up decently now!"

Luo Wei shook his head and insisted on saying no, but I was determined to divorce Luo Wei.

As long as you lie next to Luo Wei, the scene of him being entangled with other women will unconsciously emerge in your mind.

I tried to convince myself to accept Luo Wei again, and we started over.

But I can't do it. If I continue for a long time, I'm afraid I will be tortured by this unspeakable pain.

At this time, I should cut the mess quickly, and this pain cannot be healed by time.

I went to the hospital for induced labor. After taking care of my health, I divorced my husband Luo Wei...

The world is so big, thank you for meeting you, I hope you will be fragrant all the way.