#Walking through the trough alone#
It has been more than a month since I left the headline diary. I thought I had found the direction of my struggle and was ready for it.
html failed to fulfill my wish for 0 days. Because of my mistakes and trust, I was slapped hard by reality again, making me dizzy. Repression came again, picking up your phone and continuing to adjust your recent bad mentality through your diary.I spent the whole holiday dealing with the affairs of the agricultural company. I watched the projects I planned and prepared, and when it was about to come to life, I made wedding dresses for others, and I compensated my wife and soldiers.
Anger, anxiety, loss, torture for a whole week. Faced with what has happened, complaining and regret are meaningless, and everything has to be looked forward. All you can do is reflect, summarize, settle, adjust your thinking, stand up from the collapse, pat the dust on your body and continue to work hard.
At the morning, I prepared a series of aftermath documents from the agricultural company at home, and sorted out other legal documents and litigation materials according to the lawyer's requirements. I went to cut my hair in the afternoon to sort out my mood and re-plan the next path:
1. Continue to do a good job as a "housewife", take good care of the children, and only then can I have a good foundation for doing things in the back;
2. Complete the legacy problems of the agricultural project as soon as possible. Since I am powerless, I will cut the mess quickly, then adjust the focus and move forward lightly;
3. Fortunately, I was not lazy in the early stage, and the inspection project has been working hard to advance. Next, continue to deepen the inspection project, maintain the signed customers and strive to develop new customers. This is the only project that can see income at present, and it is also a hope. The repayment pressure of tens of thousands of yuan per month will be solved by this project. Liao is better than nothing, and a little accumulation will eventually lead to success.
4. Thank you very much for the Toutiao platform. You have met many friends and received various material and spiritual help from many friends. You can continue to write headlines in your spare time. While recording your life, you can adjust your mentality and meet some friends. Of course, through this accident, you need to be more cautious when making friends and doing things yourself. In this state, be yourself silently and make it easier for some friends in reality to disturb them less.
4. Use your leisure time to simulate futures trading, summarize and improve the original trading system, and exercise your sense of trading. Although there is no real-time operation of funds now, you can master a skill. If you have some extra money, you can use a few thousand yuan to operate it in real-time. It is also good to be able to earn some living expenses.
In short, you cannot stop yourself, be decadent or give up. As long as your eyes are open, you must let yourself have something to do. Only in this way can you not be internally flirted and look for opportunities in sedimentation.
In order to punish the low-level mistake I made this time and test my perseverance, I handed the cigarette to the children for safekeeping the day before yesterday. So far, I haven't let myself take a sip for a full 48 hours. This is a small improvement for an old smoker who smokes two packs a day. If you persist for a while, maybe you can quit it.
Life is a book that can never be finished. Although this agricultural project has made it worse for me, it has also allowed me to learn and master a lot of knowledge I didn’t have before.
Work hard may not necessarily succeed, but there will definitely be results. First calm down and settle down, then accumulate strength!
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