I often feel very lucky. In this era of sincerity and dedication, the people I meet, whether friends or lovers, are very serious. Because with them, I have established a good attitude bit by bit and understand contentment. Of course, it doesn’t mean that there are no worries. Eve

Wedge

I often feel very lucky. In this era of sincerity and dedication, the people I meet, whether friends or lovers, are very serious. Because of them, I have established a good attitude bit by bit and understand that I am content and happy.

Of course, it doesn’t mean that there are no worries. Everything goes well, but when people are loved, they won’t care too much about what they have lost.

is OK, the foreplay is almost done, and the caress is enough, so be ready to enter the theme.

Opening remarks

2011 came out of prison.

htmlIn 003, there was a gangster next to her. Someone whistled at her and came to pull her to drink with her. I drank a little more at that time, and with the help of alcohol, I pulled out the dagger I carried with me and stabbed it in. This time it took three years. Not long after I entered, I sacked one of the boss's arms and added another five years.

I remember when I entered the streets were filled with Nokia and Motorola. The phone I used was a Motorola flip cover, which seemed to be 998 or 988, I couldn’t remember it very clearly.

Eight years later, things change.

She had come to see me several times and later told me that she was getting married. I pretended to wish her happiness very much, but didn't tell her about the extra sentence. After a few simple conversations, I turned around and left, tears were very good, and I didn't gush out of the meeting room. In the nine years since

came out, I worked as a driver, as an assistant general manager, and as a human resources director of . I am very satisfied with my current life, dull, quiet, and free, without fighting or robbing, which is great.

I went to her downstairs to find her once, and I was very happy. I pretended to be very happy, but my heart was dripping with blood. I just blamed that I was teased by fate. Later, I figured it out and it was time to consider my life.

The night before she got married, I rushed to the downstairs of her house and saw the word "Happy" on the unit door and the pink balloons on the stair handrail . The light in the room was still on, and I didn't dare to disturb her. I bought a box of beer and sat on the side of the road downstairs of her house.

After drinking the wine, it was dawn. The sound of car horns came from a distance. When the car that picked her up came, she was about to become someone else's bride. She was wearing a snow-white wedding dress and was very beautiful. She watched her get into the wedding car, firecrackers rang out, and the car slowly left. I hid in the supermarket next to me, and the boss kept staring at me with strange eyes.

Suddenly a text message came from her phone, which was sent by her. She said, "I will be your bride in the next life, forget me." In fact, that night, she kept watching me drink from behind the curtains and cried all night.

My heart hurts like countless needles, and I feel very sad. Later I wake up crying.

It turned out to be a dream. In fact, I have never seen her be a bride at all, and she has never told me that she will be my bride in the next life, because I miss her too much.

Isn’t life a dream? Maybe what we are experiencing is just a dream someone has in an unknown dimension.

, nothing can be returned to the past, and now all that is left is nostalgia. I am in my forties, and sometimes I feel confused and don’t know how to go ahead. Often I can't sleep at night, sit by the window, watch the cars coming and going on the overpass in the distance, and drinking alone, memories keep popping up in front of me.

I wish her happiness. Although the groom is not me, I have loved the bride and there are no regrets. Whether it is success or failure, everything will be empty, whether it is life or death, life will last for a hundred years, so why should I be obsessed with one result?

At this moment, I am so moved that I just want to say something to you with my heart. I have seen this, please give me a like. If I am afraid of losing me, click to follow me again. I will slowly write my first half of my life to you. Thank you! Most of the above contents of

are copied online. I hope you don’t get angry because of this, because after seeing these words, I remembered my first half of my life. It’s time to write it. I wrote the following

myself. In order not to hurt others, some places have been dealt with. If there are similarities, it is a coincidence.

I am not a writer, I am not writing novels, I just record some life that may be different from you.

Attachment: compiled based on the text of Tianya author Huang Daxian and reproduced.