The former boyfriend is an incompetent person. After five years with him, we still live in a rented house for 500 yuan a month. Looking at the bright life of my sisters, I finally Decided to break up.
When I met my ex-boyfriend when I was 20, I was deceived by his rhetoric and thought he was a motivated person. Under his clever tongue, I was convinced that he wanted to let him I pledged myself to him for a good life.
After that, I have been waiting for him to work hard. This has been five years. My best youth was wasted on him. But what have I gained in these five years? Only the endless poverty that does not know when will end.
I saw that all the good sisters who went to school together were bright and beautiful, lived in high-end communities, and drove hundreds of thousands of cars. Every day, the circle of friends was , Starbucks, star-rated hotels, high-end restaurants, and Travel photos from around the world. Look at me again. When I order a takeaway, I watch Meituan. I just want to find a special meal at a better price. I always squeeze the subway and the bus to work. I can't even take a ride on the Didi. And we never turn on the air conditioner. We only have one in the summer. Fans, because if you turn on the air conditioner, you will have to pay an extra electricity bill.
All this is because the former boyfriend's salary is only 4000 yuan, and he is at ease and satisfied with the status quo.
has been with him for five years. In fact, I have seen his true face a long time ago. He is useless except for talking and playing games. He has neither the ability nor the hard work. The reason why I have been with him for so long is because I still have illusions about him, hoping that one day he will recognize reality, work hard to make money, and fulfill the promise he made to me. fake.
But he finally let me down.
That night, I received a call from home. My mother was ill and needed 30,000 yuan for medical treatment. My family lost money because they opened a shop some time ago. My parents have no source of income and no savings. My father There was really no other way but to call me and ask if I still have money. If I had some money, I would call home and treat my mother first. I was silent for a while and said, "I want to find a way." and hung up the phone. .
I took a look at the balance, and there are more than 3,000 yuan in the card.
I work as a front desk clerk in a company. The salary is not very high, only more than 5,000 yuan, but the daily expenses of my former boyfriend and I are basically borne by me. The rent for water and electricity, firewood, rice, oil and salt, so I can’t save much money. . And the boyfriend's salary is not enough for him to spend it himself. He is usually lavish. In addition to smoking and drinking, he also likes to charge money in the game. Sometimes he asks me to get it if he has no money to spend.
I put down my phone and looked at my boyfriend playing games in front of the computer. I was not angry. I tried to calm my emotions and walked up to him and said, "My mother is sick and needs money. You Can you help me collect some money?"
's boyfriend who was staring at the computer screen intently, heard what I said, without looking back, said to me impatiently: "You don't know my situation. Where can I find money for you? Find a way! I'm busy, don't bother me."
The way I looked at him, under pressure and helplessness, my heart fell into the ice cellar and my tears were silent. The ground fell.
I buried my head in the bed and cried for a long time, but he didn't notice it, and he wouldn't care if he found it. I put down my dignity and opened WeChat to ask my friends for help. Fortunately, my popularity is pretty good, and many of my friends are willing to help me.It didn’t take long for me to make up 30,000 yuan. I recorded the names and amounts of the people who borrowed my money in a notepad. I promised each of them that I would return the money to them as soon as possible. The best of them Some people told me to let me use it first, and don't worry about paying it back, which I am very grateful for.
The next morning, before my boyfriend woke up, I packed my things and went out without looking back.
I walked on the street and sent him a message: "Let’s break up." Then I blacked out all his contact information and deleted it. Then I packed my mood and went to a girlfriend to live with her. .
Afterwards, in order to pay off debts quickly, I will go to a bar to work part-time at night besides going to work during the day.
is here, I met that man.
When I first met him, I felt that he was incompatible with the other people in the bar. He is about forty or fifty years old, dressed plainly, but has a mature and stable temperament, which is different from other people’s liveliness. He sits quietly on the sofa and takes a drink from the glass from time to time, except for other people. When speaking, he rarely speaks actively.
Several sisters and I were assigned to their deck, and I happened to be sitting next to him. The other sisters all interacted with the people around him, but he sat there as if he had an unspeakable aura, which made me unable to talk about the topic. I suddenly became a little fidgeted, sitting and not walking, so I had to stay here. He sits dry.
He seemed to feel my embarrassment. He glanced at me and suddenly laughed: "The little girl is so good-looking, why would I want to come to work in this place?"
I don’t Know how to answer his words,He took a sip of wine, looked at me a few more times, shook his head and said, "It looks like this."
I don't know, so he looked at him suspiciously and asked, "Huh? What is it like?" He smiled. Without answering my question, he told me, "Sit here and rest tonight. I will help you finish your performance."
said, he picked up the wine list and ordered two bottles Hennessy Richard, this wine is priced at 18,888 on the wine list. Two bottles are more than 30,000 yuan. Based on my 10% commission, I can get more than 3,000 yuan!
I quickly stopped him and told him that there is no need to order such expensive wine, just order a bottle of wine. He seemed to look at me in surprise, and said with a smile: "That’s it, it’s normal. I’m not used to drinking wine.”
I stayed by his side and chatted with him the following night. His conversation was very graceful, and occasionally he would tell a few witty jokes, which made me understand every time. With a smile, my originally gloomy mood gradually improved.
We didn't ask each other's name that night. I only heard the person who toasted him from time to time calling him Mr. Zhou.
In the next few days, he will be there every night, and I only need to be with me for the roll call, and every day he will ask for a bottle of wine that ordinary people can't afford. The sisters in the bar are very envious, saying that I am a big money. But I just sat there and chatted with him every day, and didn't move beyond. When facing them, I just smiled every time and didn't explain anything.
In the past few days of chatting, he basically understood my personal situation clearly. He did not give me much comfort about my experience, but just gave me a hot stamped business card and told me that if I If you have any need, you can find him at any time.
His actions gave me a long-lost sense of security.
He came here for five consecutive days, but suddenly he didn’t come for two days. I didn’t see him in these two days. I don’t know why. I am always absent-minded. Sitting with other people, I feel very uncomfortable, like sitting on pins and needles. I have not allowed customers to order from me several times.
On the third day, he finally came again, this time with a few people. It's still the old rule. As soon as he came, I was told to order wine in the past, but he didn't seem to have much interest tonight.
The guests who came with him saw me walking by and sitting next to him. One of them smiled and said, "Zhou, such a beautiful girl, introduce us to meet?"
He looked at me and said People said: "She can't, you can meet the other girls yourself."
I suddenly felt shy and my face was hot. I knew that if it weren't for the dim lights of the bar, they would definitely find my face already. Red into one piece.
The man showed a comprehensible expression, a look I understand, he just shook his head slightly without explanation. When I sat down and listened to them, I realized that these people were all here to discuss business cooperation with him.
That night, those few people toasted him frequently, and soon he couldn’t stand it anymore, but he couldn’t refuse. Looking at his appearance, I took a glass of wine and said to those people: "Boss, today Is it okay for me to come to Zhou to drink in the evening?"
The people immediately booed and said that of course they could, but they would not be merciful. He immediately stopped, but I didn't listen to him, so I picked up the glass and started to fight with those people.
I don’t know how much I drank that night, I just knew I was so drunk, I vaguely remembered that he asked where my house was after the game,He escorted me back, but I was already delirious, and he reluctantly took me into the car.
was already at his home after he woke up. There was no one in his home. He left me a note saying that he has gone to work and there is breakfast on the table. If I am hungry, I can eat some , If I want to go back, I can go back first, and wait for him to come back to eat together if I don't want to go back.
I put down one and walked around in his house. I have not seen a house of this size. It seems to be more than 200 square meters and the decoration is very delicate.
I saw a photo in his study. In the photo, he was with a woman. I knew it was his wife, and I also knew that his wife had been away for many years. They were about 30 years old in the photo. I looked at the person in the photo and saw his wife's face clearly, and finally I knew what his "real image" meant.
Does he use me as his wife's substitute? I was thinking silently. Suddenly there was an urge to escape, but my legs seemed to be filled with lead and couldn't move a bit.
"I probably like this man." I thought.
But I don't want to be treated as someone else's substitute, and at the same time I don't have the courage to leave. For a while, I feel confused, what should I do?
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