Dear:
how are you? I once loved you so deeply. It was Xiao Ye'er who wrote you a letter for 8 years. There was no hope of graduating to the police, and there was no opportunity for examinations. In March 2000, I entered the winery and was sent to Panzhihua. This time, I don’t know if I will come back? Why are you silent? Remember that during your school-your university's anniversary, you went to the performance and gave me a big red apple, but you left a cake for yourself. Remember that during a winter vacation, you braved the chilly wind and carried my big bag, and sent me and Jing to the bus station. . . . . .
Rather than saying that I left Xingyi , I might as well say that in order to support my younger brother to go to school, I can only make one choice between family and love. I love you so deeply in my heart, you make me feel that the world suddenly becomes very small, you make the words in my heart trickle, and only you can read my heart and walk into me world! But I was afraid that my family would put pressure on you in life, so I had to leave. do you know? Every time I walk quietly by the window of your house, I hope that we can meet again by chance. Although we can never go back to the past, I hope that in my life, I can still meet my beloved. However, my mind was filled with criticism from my classmates, which prevented me from taking the bravest step. do you know? Over the years, we have only met three times, and every time I leave with sad tears. I always have you in my dreams in Kunming, your smile! I long to marry you, I long for you to be a loyal reader for my life, longing for you to be my husband, let us stay together for life, slowly grow old, from black hair to white hair. . . . . .
2003 May Day. The coldness of winter still lingers in the night air. Brother tells you that I am back to Xingyi. You said you want to see me. After about half an hour, you haven't come. Brother asked if you are coming. You said you would come back after dinner with your mother. Your words make me feel warm.Because I often hear people say that if a man is good to his mother, he will naturally be good to his wife. I know: you are a big filial son, if you have an older brother or younger brother, maybe you will come out with me to work hard outside the city. Because you are not willing to be mediocre in your heart. I love you, I have fallen in love with you since we met at the School of Political Science and Law. In the dark, I seem to see you carefully riding a motorcycle across the bridge over Maling River . I saw you running towards me. From a distance, I saw that you are still wearing a dark jacket, which brings out your maturity and stability more; I also heard your coughing, and you said that you have a cold, and I am both moved and heartbroken. At that moment, I really want to tell you that I don't want to go out anymore, and I am willing to stay for you. . . . . In the Red Sun Ballroom, you asked me how I was outside? I say very tired, but life is fulfilling. We talked very happily. The brother danced lightly with the melodious music in the colorful lights. We seem to have returned to the beautiful school days, so simple and so romantic. . . . . .
When the music ended, the brother came over. He introduced me to the boy next to him—the younger brother of your girlfriend. I understand that you have another girl in your hometown. On that unforgettable night, I bid you farewell in your smile. Through the dim light on the side of the road, I see a light in your eyes that I can understand. It's not crying and crying silently. Our love has withered forever between reality and family affection. I turned my back and walked far, far away before weeping. Because I don’t want my beloved to hear my sad cry! I know: this is the last time in my life to express such sincere feelings to you. I keep the words in my heart in my diary, buried in the depths of my soul. Let this uninterpretable love turn into my eternal blessing to you!
The next morning, I boarded the train back to Kunming. From then on, we never had a chance to meet again.
Many years have passed in a flash. Dear xxx, how are you doing? I heard that you did not marry that girl. Some people said that you were admitted as a civil servant and went to another county? Some people say that you left the government and embarked on business? I have lived in Kunming for many years,I didn't find a husband's house here either. Under the introduction of our middle school Chinese teacher, I married his brother. I once said that I didn't want to tie it, but it ended in a vague way. After marriage, I worked in Kunming while studying at Yunda University. Due to the big difference in personalities between me and my husband, my marriage ended after reading my books. Over the years, my brother has also graduated from university. Like me, he failed to enter the national government department. We embarked on the road of business. There are gains and hardships on this road. After experiencing too many ups and downs, I looked down on the gains and losses in life, and my heart became indifferent and peaceful.
It is said that Xingyi broke out in the "grand officialdom earthquake", and many corrupt officials have fallen from their horses. I feel relieved! Corruption will perish the country. Corruption goes deep into the bone marrow, and it is like a person who is dying of illness and not far from death. When I walked alone in the Forbidden City in Beijing, I would think of the Empress Dowager Cixi . In order to preserve the emperor's power and keep her personal interests from harm, she confessed her territory and sought peace from the powers, disregarding the interests of the country and the nation. When I walked in the beautiful royal garden—— 夏和园, I admired the masterpieces left by the heavenly craftsmen in history. I also deeply regret the once world-famous Yuanmingyuan. Watching it break The rock wall reminds every Chinese patriotic of us of the humiliation and history of blood and tears of the Eight-Power Allied Forces invading China and burning the garden. . . . . A backward country will inevitably be beaten, and a weak nation will inevitably be bullied by the strong! Corruption is a product of economic development. While developing the economy, the government can also attack and punish corruption. This is a commendable measure. Let us see the momentum and hope for the further development of the country and the nation. My dear, you must be an official and you must be honest and honest. Don’t be like so-and-so high-ranking officials, where the power of life requires the wind and the wind, the rain and the rain, many unrighteous actions will lead to death, and the ending is not as good as the fate of ordinary people? sad! If you want to be a Confucian businessman in business, you must know how to repay the society and be grateful if you make money! As a child, you must honor your parents, unite your brothers and sisters, and love your wife; as a father, you must love your children and educate them well. Everything is enough to have a clear conscience! Just like the theme song of "Youth in the Flames of War": "As long as I live for you one more day, this is my wish.How much love and nostalgia are buried in my heart. . . . . . "In the middle of the night in Kunming, in the sweet dreams of urbanites, I wrote the most beautiful words for you, the first love of my life...
October 20, 2013 In Kunming
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