(1)
I come from a rural village, a small village in a remote mountainous area in Guangdong, and I have a younger sister in my family. After graduating from junior high school, I went out to socialize.
Although I was born as a grassroots poor, I win because of my outstanding appearance, no ink, and a gorgeous shell. I am very satisfied with my appearance.
Although my IQ is not high, my EQ is still OK. I know that beauty is only a single appearance. Wisdom and shrewd blessing can have a lasting effect.
I am more discerning. Once I graduated, I went to look for a 4s store as a car sales consultant. The customers who leave the store are rich women, and there are also successful and tasteful men.
(2)
's observation of the target group, and the random conversation, Chen Nan, who was unremarkable, succeeded in improving my business performance by paying for a car in installments, which caused me s concern.
I was overwhelmed by Chen Nan’s generosity and help. Chen Nan’s drunkard didn’t want to drink. He was enamored with my appearance. After adding WeChat to each other, the vigorous love process became the brightest moment in my life. .
Chen Nan is the director of a foreign-funded enterprise. When he first fell in love, he gave me a lot of valuable gifts, thousands of dollars in brand dresses, lipsticks, and limited edition bags of tens of thousands of dollars.
Was slowly moved.
I confidently envisioned his future, and gradually discovered that the four-digit gifts began to disappear, and my life was different from what I expected.
It turns out that Chen Nan has the habit of spending in advance and spends all the year round. He only has a 70-square-meter small town house on hand, which he bought by installment loan.
(3)
Although there are ten thousand unwillings in my heart, I thought that with a beautiful appearance, I could hang a golden turtle to support myself, so I don’t need to worry for the rest of my life. Just a hollow old coffin.
But I'm 30 years old this year, and I have been with him for three years. I don't want to talk about it after spending my youth. I really can't bear to disconnect.
Anyway, there is a house, a car, hands and feet, everyone works hard for the family, life should not be too difficult.
In this way, with a little regret and a little expectation, I entered into marriage with him.
(four)
Living in a newlywed house is the beginning of a mess.
Early in the morning, I was awakened by my sister-in-law's knock on the door. I stabbed Chen Nan to answer the door.
My sister-in-law’s university is in the summer vacation. The school is the closest to our home. She doesn’t want to go back to her mother-in-law’s country house. Better than the countryside.
At noon, I was busy in the kitchen, preparing to make sweet and sour pork ribs and sliced chicken with chives.
How did you know that my sister-in-law curled her mouth and murmured reluctantly, what's so delicious about ribs and chicken? I want to eat steak!
I secretly calculated, what a prodigal mother-in-law, to eat a steak outside, Chen Nan and I plus her three, the minimum consumption is five to six hundred yuan.
I immediately lowered my face and said, "The dishes are ready, is this not a waste?"
Sister-in-law shook Chen Nan's arm reluctantly, eldest brother, I haven't eaten western food for a long time, why can't I open meat?
Chen Nan raised his hand and said proudly that it is rare to eat once during a holiday, and he would treat him as a little sister.
I stayed where I was, without saying a word, watching them go away, I didn't have Yaxing to make trouble with them.
(5)
When they came back, the Hua Deng had already started, and my sister-in-law was playing with her new mobile phone with satisfaction.
Chen Nan didn't dare to look at my sullen eyes, but touched his head, and explained embarrassingly that as soon as school starts, she will buy a new mobile phone for her. She did a good job last semester, so she should be a reward gift!
This brand of mobile phone is indeed too expensive. After getting married, Chen Nan never gave me a gift of more than three digits. I hurriedly accused my sister-in-law of eating ours and drinking ours.It is still luxury goods. Do you think my money comes from the northwest wind?
The sister-in-law said not to be outdone, this is a gift my brother is willing to give me, can you control it?
Chen Nan actively showed her sister-in-law, saying that she is not sensible yet, so you can give me more. After the summer vacation is over, she will go back to school, and there is no need to fight.
Looking at the scene where the two of them sang a harmony, I felt that I was a superfluous person, and my heart was sour, not a taste.
(six)
Finally sent my sister-in-law away, just one summer vacation seems to have passed a century.
After two years of marriage, my stomach has been quiet.
The mother-in-law started to blame insinuatingly, this is my problem.
I desperately want to have a baby, to silence other people's gossip.
Choose a good day every month, actively prepare for pregnancy, and my husband is forced to go to battle to cooperate. It is simply a purgatory on earth.
The hospital examination showed that my husband is okay. I have a hormone disorder and need to be treated properly.
When I was 33 years old, I looked at my aging self in the mirror, and sighed at the loneliness of my face.
(7)
Marriage without children as a bond is at stake.
When I was disheartened, Chen Nan derailed without warning.
My partner Miaoling Shaoai, 25 years old, already has Chen Nan's stuffing, four months of pregnancy, her family's family is rich and wealthy, and what he values is Chen Nan's temperament.
In order to marry the pregnant girl as soon as possible, he desperately wanted to get rid of me immediately.
I am not a vegetarian. Since my marriage has failed, I also want to profit from it.
He was afraid of my troubles to disturb the lives of him and his new wife, and agreed to transfer the house to me, and I will continue to pay the remaining balance.
After divorce, I witnessed with my own eyes, ex-husband and new wife came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau holding hands, they laughed so sweetly, so ironically,The violent direct rays of the summer sun pierced my heart with fierce pain!
I was drunk late at night, drinking alcohol that I didn't want to wake up, I didn't want to be awake for a moment!
Looking at the empty house, deeply worried about the lost feelings, deceived myself, at least when he was in love, he was good to himself.
33-year-old me, how should I go in the future? I can easily defeat myself with a pregnant third child. I am really not reconciled!
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