from the beginning to the present

from the beginning to the present, I am still me. My name has not changed, my face has not changed, and my friends still know me when they meet. Everything seems to have not changed. This is the surface, the essence is in inner growth, and thinking and cognition, and it is no longer the bear-like appearance of the past.
Ten years of life, neither long nor short, is a stage, a journey, witnessing too many things. Regarding the story of ten years, I believe there are many people who will record a collection of stories, including happy, sad, growing, sad, and other stories.

I want to share, over the past ten years, there have been two fragments about my life
Time has come, so I naturally let go of
I am a girl, and girls are more entangled in emotions. I fell in love with someone at the beginning, and it was my love for him at first sight. Later I found that the other party had someone he liked. Although as a girl, I also bravely confessed to love, I also know that these things cannot be forced to be twisted. On the one hand, you can't accept that the other party likes others, and on the other hand, you are angry that you can't let go.
To be honest, the seeds of emotions are planted in the brain, and they really have to do everything possible to make themselves forget and not contact. But it is never possible.
also makes me feel subtle. On the 11th of 2013, for a moment, I actually looked at life, and tried hard to make money, and looked at my way of survival, which was a natural change. I always thought about this person I like in everything I did before, and it occupies 100% of my mind. Think about how twisted I am.
Even if you divide your attention now, you will feel obvious to me for your own life, and I feel much more relaxed.
is really time, and some things really come true, and this is a good start. Although this unforgettable emotion that made me entangled and memorable in the days to come, in my life, from this moment on, was slowly diluted by the years.

Growth starts with my own actions
Never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, nor can he wake up a person who doesn't know how to wake up. I belong to the latter . I want to wake myself up, but I keep saying and calling, but I always have no action.
I have always claimed that I am easy to learn and improve. After reading one or two books, I am easy to learn. Every day, I think about making trouble in my mind, and it is just a mess. Looking back, it is simply a mess. This is the price I have to pay for ignorance.
In life, it is always right to believe in some people who are better than yourself. In 2018, I signed up for a coaching technology course under the introduction of a client in our company and studied it for more than half a year.
suddenly opened my vision and the door to change. It turned out that I was always bound by myself before, wearing a mask carefully. I said, "How can I feel that I am content and happiness every day, but it is not right, and I can't feel my own strength."
Live out myself, which is the biggest gain of my study this time. Although this study was not given to me immediately, at the beginning of this moment, I kept feeling, thinking, taking action, and making changes. It was recorded bit by bit by bit by bit by bit, and it continues until now.
I am growing up from this moment, from taking action, change begins, and growth begins.

I am very fortunate to participate in such an event on Toutiao, and I looked back on the ten years of impressive impressions.
Today's headlines, ten years of experience, I have the fate to meet in the tenth year, and witness it together.
I was at the end of April 2022. Due to the blockade at home, I saw my friends’ circle of friends and actions, and registered to join. It took not long, but my feelings were deep because I love writing.
I remember that I had seen the historical moment of three waves concurrency in 2012 in logical thinking. Countless new media appeared in 2012. It was the first year of mobile Internet . In August 2012, Toutiao was quietly launched in a small office in Zhongguancun .
I read about Toutiao myself. It became popular in 2014 and everyone can be a self-media. This special concept has led to the success of Toutiao. Today, it is still the reason why a large group of people like me are attracted.
From the beginning to the present, the name has not changed, and many things have changed. Now and in the future, we will work hard together with Toutiao to create new glory.