My name is Jin Hanjie. At the age of 29, I gave up the iron rice bowl of civil servants and chose to be a monk. Once an accident, I became popular on the Internet, but this also caused me trouble. Some fans came to my temple to pursue me. I had to choose to call the police.

temple, chanting, and lingering incense flavor, all made my heart settle down.

My name is Jin Hanjie. At the age of 29, she abandoned the iron rice bowl of civil servants and chose to be a monk.

was an accident. I became popular on the Internet, but this also caused me trouble. Some fans came to my temple to pursue me. I could only choose to call the police.

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1980. I was born in a small town in Wenzhou, Zhejiang. is the only son at home, and my parents have strict requirements on me. Although

is a bit strict, they have not persecuted me too much, so I still have a happy childhood.

friends like to go out to play, but I am a little quiet. My parents think that I have a bad temperament, and I will make me go out to play for each time.

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. In fact, I do n’t like to play, I just love to think in the game. My friends and I have caught cicadas, played water, and climbed the trees. During the play of

, I stepped on a lot of flowers and plants, and saw the petals that were stained with soil. I would think that the flowers also have life. We just step on it, will it hurt. When

sees these petals, I will cover them all soil. Like Lin Daiyu burial flowers, friends think that my behavior is like a little girl, and there is no mockery.

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. I do n’t like to cause trouble. It is usually not heard. But today, he seems to want to pick up the flowers that buried me with soil, and he deliberately stepped on all the flowers.

is very principled. People do n’t commit me. I do n’t offend me. is now bullied. Who can tolerate it?

I got up and fought with him. The boy's fight did not care about the severity. Without a few rounds, his arm was caught by me, and I was hammered several times.

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watching the fun. The two of us are like this, and no one came to persuade. Seeing that we were hung up, we knew that we called our parents.

My parents heard that I had a fight with others and put down the work in their hands. They followed the child who reported the letter to the place where I was fighting.

I grabbed the clothes of my friends dead, and he was not willing to show weakness. He pressed me hard. After a while, I heard a footsteps. My mother came, and she asked me to let go.

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. I refused to let go. My mother grabbed my arm and took it down. I was aggrieved and tears rotated in my eyes.

's mother asked me and my friends to apologize to each other. No one was convinced, twisted her head and ignored the other person, and when the atmosphere was embarrassing, my mother also took me away. After

returned home, I still worked with this matter. Can't maintain what I like? did not speak for a day because of this.

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when my father was off work at night, I rushed in his arms and told him how much grievances I suffered today. You know it is a great thing to maintain yourself, but don't do it easily in the future, you know? I have a candy, saying : "Go to the top of the building with my dad, it's hot, the roof is cool."

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in summer. I didn't fall asleep. looked at the stars in the night sky. I would like to think, is there a border? Why do people live? No one told me,

, and I couldn't figure it out, but I think maybe one day in the future, I know it.

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after being admitted to the civil servant

to go to elementary school. Parents will inevitably worry about my temperament. I am so sad that I can easily cause my compassion, but I don't think there is any problem.

, my parents are always worried that I have a soft temperament and will I be bullied at school. But I think these superiors are quiet, but I am not bullied by others.

My mother is a very gentle person and rarely quarrels with people. She is worried that I will be bullied at school and will come to the school entrance every day to pick me up.

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when I received me, and started a series of interrogation : "What did you learn today? Is there any contradiction with my classmates?" Every time , I watched my mother and answered hard. : "No!"

But her mother didn't believe it. She would also chase to ask me if there was any, and I also understood my mother. After all, her mother loved her son. She didn't want to be wronged.

I walked very slowly, my mother could catch up quickly. She was going to get a schoolbag for me. I didn't agree, and ran home with a schoolbag. After returning home, I gave my mother a bowl of water and gave her to her. Squeezing shoulders, she wouldn't scold me to run too quickly and left her.

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mother is very worried about my studies. I can only play for a while when I get home, and I have to write homework. My mother is afraid that I am tired and I will give me a lot.

父亲下班回家时，母亲就和他讨论起我的学业：“小杰成绩也挺好的，以后考个公务员好了，稳定。”

我的父亲也认同母亲说的话，我有一丝Rare, I don't want to live a stable life in . So far, I don't know what I like.

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mother and father talked, and the discipline of my discipline is even more strict. She has determined that I will be a civil servant in the future.

I learned with a resistance mentality, and the grades also dropped a lot. This mother was so sad that I often heard her sigh secretly. When

saw my mother's appearance, I was uncomfortable. In any case, she was also worried about me. After I reflected, she also corrected my learning attitude and my grades also got up.

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mother knows it happily, and she did not pick me up a few laps. She really wanted to hug me, but I had grown up and she couldn't hold it.

has always been very stable, but some of them are absent -minded in the back. Students know what to do in the future, and I don't know anything.

, I did not tell my parents, but I was hidden in my heart. After the entrance examination, I admitted to the technical secondary school. 's technical secondary school at the time was very large, and mothers also comforted a lot.

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admitted to the secondary school, and I do n’t often go home. My mother misses me. She will come to see me when I have time.

Actually, I have never relaxed in my studies, but my mother has increasingly nothing and saying to me, I can only ask my studies.

is very hard to study at school, but the more I feel more boring, at least now, it cannot answer my doubts.

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technical secondary school, half of my time is used for reading, half of the time is used for thinking and thinking. However, after graduating from technical secondary school, I failed to solve my doubts. It didn't take long for

to graduate, and my mother began to urge me to take a civil servant. I promised very well. In fact, I haven't studied at all.

once had once, and my mother discovered that I was lied to her. I was a big man who was scolded by my mother. I was not afraid, but just guilty.

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I promised my mother to study this time, and she believed me again. She fulfill her wish.

In 1999, I was admitted to a civil servant and was assigned to a government to work. mother was very happy. She felt that my food and clothing in my life were worry -free, but I didn't want to live such a life at all.

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for a few days, I can't stand such an atmosphere. I want to leave, but I think my mother can only insist on it.

's only way of decompression is listening to music. When is too annoyed, I put a song to listen, and my mother is talking about my blind date. I have already seen several girls in

. I don't feel much about them. Moreover, I don't want to start a job so early.

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In order to avoid blind dates, I did not go home for a month. My mother was afraid to force me away, and dare not give me a blind date. This made me relax.

I didn't tell my mother. I really don't like the life of civil servants. I can only solve the inner irritability by listening to music. After

, I also learned to surf the Internet. Some small games on the Internet are very fun and interesting. I am also addicted to these mini games.

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is working. How can the game be cleared up with my head, I just go out to the Internet cafe to play games like flying.

I gradually depended on the Internet. They will let me temporarily avoid reality. Playing games is very pleasure, but after this comes, there is only endless emptiness.

I do n’t know what I want, and I do n’t feel the previous feeling of listening to music. I just feel noisy. No one can really move me.

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2006. When I surfed the Internet, I accidentally heard a song, a Buddhist song "Reincarnation". As soon as the prelude to the song sounded, I was touched. I shed tears. I know

, I have found something that can touch me. Since then, I rarely come to Internet cafes. The place where goes most is the temple.

Seeing the Buddha statue, I have a kind of intimacy, and my earlobe is very large. I often say that I am like a Buddha when I was a kid. I am more convinced that I have a relationship with the Buddha.

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, I decided to resign from the job of civil servants, monks for monks, but my parents did not agree, I left a letter, and the trustee brought them to the temple.

I almost fainted when my parents received the letter. They confirmed the content of the letter several times, knowing that I was not joking, my mother could not accept it, and I cried. After

woke up, the first sentence was : "Find, go to Xiaojie, you must take him home." 's parents did not delay, and immediately came to find me.

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此时的我正坐在寺庙的禅房中，看着心经，里面有几句话，舍利子，是诸法空相，不生不灭，不垢不净，不Increased. I like this sentence very much in

. Although I don't understand it now, I believe that it won't be long before I will realize it.

has found my parents. They found the abbot and talked about my affairs. After listening to the abbot, they brought them my Zen room.

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Parents hurriedly hugged me after seeing me, they cried and shouted, and I shed tears. I hope my parents can support me and understand me, but now it seems that it is unlikely Essence

Parents want to take me back. I don't want to go back. My mother said : "What are you doing? What do you think of? , Let's go home.

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returned home, my parents control me very strictly. As soon as I go out, they panic, fearing that I will go to a monk again.

I know that I ca n’t be hard now. I can only penetrate my parents' consent of my monk. When I am okay, I read the Buddhist scriptures and explain them.

's parents didn't care about me at first, I just felt that I was fainted. Later, I said much, they also listened to it, and then slowly agreed with me.

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. When I talked to my parents again, they were already bland and agreed with my thoughts. In this way, I went to Miaozhi Temple to be a monk.

will always calm people in the temple. I have never learned the Dharma. The Buddhist scriptures still seem to have some brains. Therefore, I decided to take the Chinese Buddhist Academy.

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was pursuing

in the Buddhist academy by the rich woman. I also met a lot of people who were like me and made a few good friends. I am very fortunate to embark on this road.

was published on the Internet during the Buddhist Academy, and I was also well received. I also like to share articles in . Later, my photos were also posted on the Internet, which caused many netizens to evaluate. They said that I was "China's first handsome monk." After graduating from

Buddhist College, I did not return to Miaoshi Temple, but went to the way to go to the Temple, but went to the way Pu'an Temple also became the abbot of Pu'an Temple. I also took a method for myself to explain the heart.

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will publish some articles on the Internet at this time, and also gain a lot of fans. some female fans will come to the temple to see me. Sometimes I stay in the temple for a whole day. This has caused me a lot of trouble. Essence

also has a female rich Jiaxin (pseudonym). She deliberately came to the temple from other places. She saw my first sentence was : "Why are you going to be so young, don't you think it is a pity? I like it very much? You, as long as you are still with me, I will give you 4 million Ferrari . Discounted, I come to the temple every day to find me.

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"I'm here again, why don't you laugh?" Jiaxin looked at me with a smile, but I didn't have these thoughts to the Buddha at all. Essence

I avoid meeting Jiaxin, but she seems to know my whereabouts, and I can meet her everywhere. This is the most helpless thing for me.

"The master, I am a monk, but I have a good heart. You can't have too much greed for the earth. You still leave."

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Jiaxin just stared at me, and I didn’t speak without speaking. Entangled, turned away, Jiaxin called my name in the back, and I didn't look back. I don't understand

, why must she pursue me? I absolutely can't be with her. Why do she do these useless work? After

, as long as Jiaxin came to me, I rejected her on the grounds of something. I read the scriptures in the Zen room. Only by reading the scriptures can people calm down.

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. I thought I could refuse Jiaxin. Who knew that she couldn't look back and caused trouble to my life. had to accompany me to eat the scriptures.

sometimes can't refuse, and I won't eat anymore, so as not to contact her more, but Jiaxin caught up with me and confessed with me again, and I refused again.

, but she shouted, spoken out her heart and admiration, attracted many people around, and took out their mobile phones and videos to us.

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I don't want to make things big, so I persuaded Jiaxin to return to the Zen room. She did not listen to persuasion, which had a bad impact on the temple. I was also dissatisfied.

I refused and refused, but she was unwilling to leave. Now she still depends on the temple. I have no way. was helpless and chose to call the police.

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Jiaxin was taken away by the police. She looked at me angrily.Since then,

has since been entangled in the temple, and the temple has also returned to the peace of the past. I still write some articles in my free time to serve flowers and plants, and the life is calm and comfortable.

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monks have never regretted the monk. Maybe as others said, I was born with Buddha, but in fact, I was just doing what I like.

I don't have much desire for the world. I can do what I like and choosing my own life is a happy thing.

does not do it, nor does it go, do not deliberately, do not escape, calmly face everything in the world. This is my current state of mind. I am very satisfied with such a life, and I don't want too many people to disturb.

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This article is described by the character's deeds in the first person. All the content is written by the real experience of the character. I hope the reader can like it.