original: Wind blowing wheat waves
is also funny to say. She thought I could do everything, and I thought I could try it, so there are these following.
Although I don’t know her, I don’t know who her surname is. We are just a supply and demand relationship and interest relationship...
But I am still very grateful to her for giving me the opportunity to learn and let me find the only remaining self-worth besides being a housewife.
Whenever I accept the manuscript, I am particularly unconfident, but I don’t want to miss these rare opportunities. So...
took the manuscript of this promotional video two days ago, and I don’t know if it has passed.
Although I don’t have much money, at least I, a housewife, found my spiritual desire, and used my strengths to monetize and realize some of my own value.
I don’t know what I know or what I have mastered, but I just like to take risks, I just don’t worry about being ugly or losing.
If I don’t face it or try it, I don’t know what potential I can realize, and I don’t know that I can think about it in other topics.
Maybe it is because others' requirements are not so strict, maybe it is because I used some of the information to quote it, and it is not 100% original, nor is it completely transferred.
Just like that, I have completed some works that I am not really satisfied with and are not proud of. Because, in my heart, only true originality can be sincere enough.
But I haven’t read many books, I’m not diligent, and I can’t just pick up a lot of knowledge at will. On the contrary, I’m always guilty.
I feel like I can’t do anything, I don’t have confidence in doing anything, and I really do it is a state of timidity, and the inferiority in my heart is always engraved in my bones.
So, this is what I am not satisfied with. Many times I improvise, not even drafting or modifying.
For example, this log I am writing.
In fact, every time the Party A has to make suggestions and modify it after writing, my spirit is very nervous and oppressed, but it is precisely this that makes me understand more clearly where I am not writing well enough. How to modify
into the requirements of Party A, and I also learned different styles and types, so it will take several days for each time I will accept the manuscript and write the manuscript to be corrected and approved.
I am very lazy, without passion and no faith. I still remember that over the past six months, under the post of every article created by the platform, I copied and pasted a self-introduction:
95, the second child mother, who was born in the second child, determined her spirit in this life at the age of 14 and has persisted to this day.
has a pursuit, faith and hope for life. Thank you for reading and thank you for meeting.
Your likes, follow and forwarding are the best encouragement for me.
Recently, I have modified it to this:
95 second child mother, thank you for reading and thank you for meeting. Your likes, followers and retweets are the best encouragement to me.
I seem to realize something, pursuit, faith, and hope, and I can’t see it in my current life. I am also thinking, what is my faith?
Am I pursuing my ideals? It seems that it doesn't, so it's better to modify it to avoid being hypocritical and false.
Today's Headlines Income
Baijiahao Income
In addition to the writing income of to receive manuscripts , I also do self-media in Today's Headlines and Baijiahao . I have been working in Baijiahao for two years, and Toutiao has been in Toutiao for more than a year. As for income, not much.
only have a few articles and micro-touts with slightly higher returns, and the others are accumulated over time.
is because I didn’t work hard enough, no, it was because I didn’t work hard, it was because I was too flat that I thought “let it go with the flow” was the lie that was most suitable for Buddhist life.
So once I get a little bit of results, I am easily moved by myself, just like my personality. As long as I give and be seen, I will be content with
. I don’t expect others to repay me, and I don’t need material feedback.
What I have been pursuing is a spiritual response, so that I feel sincere enough.
Nowadays, I still fish for three days and two days to dry the Internet. I have made my own study plan, such as what aspects can I get the writing materials, what content should I write, etc.
but I did not implement it. I have read a few books in the past six months, although now I have forgotten what their names are. But after reading a book, I can record the general chapters of the book, and organize and reflect on certain important passages, so as to write a reading review of one or several articles, or call it a manuscript.
but I didn't do that. The reason is: the creation is not firm and too lazy. wants to make money by being a self-media, but has no ambition.
So, do I really love text? Or I just tend to write my own essays and stories, and I will always write so casually. I really need to think about the issue of
.
95 second child mother, thank you for reading and meeting.
Your likes, follow and forwarding are the best encouragement for me.
