My baby is eight months old now. After I gave birth to the baby, I slept separately for more than a month during the confinement period. Because I didn’t know how to take care of the baby, I slept with my mother-in-law and the baby. When I was about 20 days into the confinement period, he went out to do errands. About ten days later, when I was preparing for my full moon, he first went to wash my feet, then added her on WeChat, and later asked the foot-washing girl to go out for a drink, but she didn't come. I saw his chat history and said we were getting divorced on the spot. I was going to take the baby away but he wouldn't let me go. I asked him to take me to the high-speed rail station and I would walk by myself. He drove the car and I went with him to buy milk powder for the baby (who was always breastfeeding). ), after buying it, he sent me there, and kept asking me if I could leave. I didn’t say anything, just kept crying. He drove around in the car, not following the directions at all. He asked me if he could help the child. Think about it, did you think about me and the child when I said you were messing around with others? You did this to me when I was most embarrassed and miserable, and he stopped the car and cried on the side of the road. This was my first time. The first time I saw him cry, I softened my heart and felt reluctant to let go of the child. Later, I never gave him a good look after I went back. My parents-in-law were very good to me. My father-in-law made money to support the family, and my mother-in-law helped me take care of the baby. He also spent all the money Leave it to me, leaving only some living expenses. Although we said we didn't have separate beds, my heart is no longer with him. I have survived until the child is eight months old. I plan to go back to my parents' home after the Chinese New Year. If I go there, I won't go back. I'm waiting for him to agree to a divorce. If he doesn't agree, we'll separate. If we're apart for a long time, I'll file for divorce. He's really nice to me and will do everything for me. He's nine years older than me and I'm nineteen. I am twenty-one years old with him now, and I don’t know what I wanted from him. Now I understand that I can’t live by love alone, not to mention that he didn’t give me love or material things!
