"Enough": Yu Xiuhua, it is not my pursuit to look to Shu, it is not my pursuit, it is enough to use it
She lives in Hengdian Village, Zhongxiang City all the year round, and she rarely goes out due to inconvenient mobility. Working, dazed, and writing year after year, day after day, capturing everything in the village with my own eyes and soul. What she felt was the spring and autumn planting of the wheat field, the cycle of the four seasons, and the shift of the sun and the moon. The experience of being born in Sri Lanka and growing up in Sri Lanka, the joy of farming.
There is almost an intuitive acquisition of rural imagery. This is a scene she is very familiar with, and it also supports her complex and deep emotions. "At Twilight", while loneliness and sadness linger, it is filled with a kind of stubbornness and hope of life. "Afternoon in Hengdian Village" and "The Wheat Is Yellow", at first there was a touch of joy, but then the mood was naturally led to sorrow.
Loneliness has almost become the main theme throughout. This is not difficult to understand. The remoteness of the rural location, the alienation of the spiritual world between people, the helplessness of being dissatisfied with the current marriage but unable to change it, even the disappointment in life, the search for the meaning of survival, are reflected in this In the poems, the unique expression of sadness in Yu Xiuhua's poems is formed.
"Enough" depicts an ideal picture of a love life. "The wheat is just ripe, and the smoke just rises." It is easy to think of and Tsvetayeva in "I want to and The wish expressed in "You Live Together" is that in the endless dusk, there are wheat, cooking smoke, white birds, reeds, and song. This kind of life is enough for people to escape from the "broken, muddy world."
She reminded me of Shi Tiesheng . Faced with physical disabilities and misfortunes of fate, they all resorted to thinking about life in writing. Shi Tiesheng’s prose is a tool for him to ask directions, thinking about "life and death", "happiness and suffering",His life philosophy is a relief to the frustrated. And Yu Xiuhua's poems are the cane that supports her to walk the world, and she enjoys it.
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