When I got home, he was already waiting at home, and I don’t know how much cigarettes he smoked, but the living room was already shrouded in smoke.
Before I could change my shoes, he lowered his head and said to me, "Let's get a divorce!"
I replied without thinking, "Okay!" After
, I entered the room.
He looked up in surprise and kept looking at me. Although I didn't look at him, I could feel it.
It's just that he didn't know. Just now, I've seen that woman, the white moonlight he had ten years ago.
The woman's name is Aileen, and she is his college classmate.
Ten years ago, they were still a pair of enviable couples, but the woman had no choice but to go abroad, so they broke up. As for the reason for the breakup, I don’t know, no one told me, and I’m not interested in knowing it.
Now that she is back, the first thing she does is to ask me for her former lover, my husband Li Fei.
The woman asked me to a coffee shop, lit a cigarette on her own, and told me leisurely that he was Li Fei’s favorite.
I don’t deny it, because when I married Li Fei, he told me that he loved a girl and loved her deeply. He was not sure if he would forget her after marrying me.
. I was eager to marry myself at that time. As for whether he had anyone in his heart, would he forget it, it doesn’t matter to me. Who would live a life like? !
thinking this way, I smiled faintly and asked, "What do you mean? Do you want me to return it to you?"
The woman leaned forward, dusted the ashes, and said with obvious provocative meaning: "It's not that she returns it, but that he is mine!" After
, she turned on her phone and showed me their chat history.
Yes, I admit, I was surprised!
In recent years, they have never broken contact, and the chat content is so close that my wife, who has been together for ten years, feels inferior to her.
But he once told me that he fell in love with me. At that moment, I was so happy. After all, love over time is not just empty talk.
Nowadays, it seems like a joke!
I tried hard to keep myself calm, pretending to be indifferent and said, "Okay, since you love each other so much, I will quit. Is there anything else to say? No, I will leave, the child is going to be over."
My calmness surprised the woman, and she showed a shocked expression.
She probably hopes to see a shrew-like woman. Only in this way can she show the stimulation to me and the quiet crushing of me.
But she was wrong. She ignored that Li Fei and I already had children. For us, daughter is more important than anyone else, so I don’t allow myself to become a mother without demeanor.
I picked up my bag and left without waiting for her to say another word.
The moment I went out, I shivered.
But what's the use of me shivering? Since his white moonlight has returned, I will help them. I still have many important things to do.
picked up my daughter and I sent her back to my parents' home. After all, I need time to adjust, and I don't want my daughter to see a depressed mother.
I just didn’t expect that when I got home, Li Fei was at home.
I thought that after I separated from Erin, he would have to wait for his white moonlight in some ambiguous place.
Since he took the initiative to file for divorce from me, it means that they have already agreed. No matter how pitiful I am, it will be useless.
is a little bit better, at least leave yourself a little decent.
When I woke up the next day, my eyes were a little swollen, and I asked for leave from my leader and then I took a good rest at home.
ordered a big meal for myself to celebrate the new life that is about to begin.
is indeed a bit early. After all, divorce certificate has not been obtained yet. Forget it, it doesn’t matter. Isn’t it the same day earlier or later?
Just picked up the phone and called an unfamiliar phone number.
I usually don’t answer unfamiliar calls, but for some reason, I answered this time.
A very familiar voice sounded: "Xiaonan, I am Haoran, can we meet?"
I was stunned and didn't say anything for a long time.
Because of this sound, I have been waiting for a long time.
Haoran is my college classmate. We have been in love for four years. For some reason, suddenly one day he disappeared and didn't leave a text message to me. I was in great pain.
I buried myself in the library all day long, seemingly reading a book, but in fact I was stunned. No one knew that I was heartbroken.
At that time, Li Fei, who was also abandoned, sat diagonally opposite me, and two people who were both sick and pitiful were together.
Whether it is to revenge on the love we used to, or to hold each other together to keep warm, after we are together, everything seems to have become normal, at least we forget the pain in the process of comforting each other.
But now, just as I was about to divorce, he suddenly appeared. How ridiculous!
After thinking about it, I decided to meet him. Since this quilt has lasted for 10 years, it is time to put an end to it.
We met at about 3 pm. When we arrived, he was already sitting there, looking like a successful person. Although there was a big change, I still recognized him at a glance.
But there was no turmoil in my heart. I knew that I had already fallen in love with Li Fei.
He walked up in surprise, hugged me, looking very excited, and kept saying, "Xiaonan, I miss you so much, I really miss you very much."
I didn't say anything, but forced a smile and sat down with him.
He told me a lot about him when he was abroad, but I was not interested at all, including that he had always missed me very much. For me, he was not even married, and he rejected many girls' pursuits just to come back with me.
I sneered and said solemnly: "I am already married and have a 7-year-old daughter. Do you think we are likely to be together?"
He said disapprovingly: "Of course, aren't you going to divorce soon?"
Hearing this sentence, I couldn't help but frown, shocked in my heart, and blurted out, asking him, "Who told you that I want to divorce?"
He lowered his head and sneered, talking about the reason.
"I met Erin abroad, or we met ten years ago."
"At that time, we were sitting on the same plane heading abroad. She kept sobbing since she got on the plane."
"I only handed her a tissue, and she told me about her love that she had to separate."
"The same experience made us friends."
"There have been taking care of each other over the years, but they are just friends."
"What's interesting is that I don't know for the past ten years, and the person she has always been thinking about is your husband."
"Of course, she doesn't know you are my former girlfriend, only I knew that there was one person in each other's heart. "
" Before he came back, she showed me the photos of her and her boyfriend, and I recognized it at that moment, that was your husband, because I have been following your Weibo . "
" Then I was overjoyed and decided to come back and pursue you again. I want to compensate you and I want to give you the best life."
did not wait for him to continue, and I sneered again and said, "I'm sorry, no matter what you think or what you plan to do, I admit that I'm going to divorce. It doesn't matter. I still have a daughter. I just want to live with my daughter. I no longer have the heart and no energy to run a relationship."
finished speaking, and I left first.
is really a creature that makes people mess with people. After going around such a big circle, from the northern hemisphere to the southern hemisphere, and from the southern hemisphere to the northern hemisphere. After ten years, I was inexplicably plotted against me. It's so funny!
The day of divorce has finally come.
was when he filed for divorce, so he took the initiative to leave the house to me and my daughter, and did not fight for custody. After all, it would be better for the child to follow his mother.
Of course, I think so too. Everyone keeps decent. After all, she is the father of the child, and I can't completely separate him.
But from the moment I came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I still heard a heartbreaking voice. After
, he came back once, packed up a little of his things and left, leaving only one sentence: He would come back from time to time to see his daughter.
Since then, the two have separated.
While I was trying to adapt to the days without him, I comforted my daughter's emotions. I didn't want to deceive her. However, the child cannot be too sad. After all, he has been a good father over the years.
A month later, I suddenly received a call from him, hoping that I would attend his engagement banquet.
I refused right away, which is a great irony to me!
After all, after living for ten years, our circle has basically been integrated. My friends, his friends, are also familiar with each other. What am I going to do? Even if everyone doesn’t know how to joke, wouldn’t I be embarrassed? Even if I am not embarrassed, aren’t they embarrassed?
I don’t know if this proposal was his idea or Bai Yueguang’s idea. Of course, it doesn’t matter to me. After
, I didn't think much about it, but just hung up his phone, Haoran called again and actually told me the same thing, but he wanted me to appear at Erin's engagement as his dance partner.
I had to refuse, but he said several words without breathing.
"Don't you think you lost miserably? Are you so willing?"
"So willing to give the man who has taken care of others for ten years to easily and easily. Don't you think you are cowardly?"
"Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about your daughter. After all, in my impression, Gu Xiaonan is a stubborn and proud girl. Which Gu Xiaonan should your daughter be a role model?"
"Okay, I won't force you, call me after thinking about it."
Haoran is right. I have always been such a person. I don't allow flaws in my life, or at least in my opinion, you have to be worthy of myself, whether it's a decision or something I did.
But now, for Li Fei, I obviously lost, I lost very badly.
I lost because I thought I wouldn't fall in love with him, but I still fell in love with him.
Finally, I calmed down and decided to attend the engagement ceremony of my ex-husband as Haoran's dance partner.
I didn't inform him in advance because I wanted everyone to know that, including Li Fei, I had nothing to do with him anymore, and he did not even have a trace of souvenir in my heart.
I am now an independent individual. I just want to appear at their engagement as Haoran’s dance companion and Erin’s good friend’s dance companion, that’s it.
That day finally came, and I cleaned up my beauty.
hasn't dressed like this for a long time. Apart from busy work, I seem to have very little personal time to take care of my family and children all day long.
Now that I think about it, the edges and corners have indeed been smoothed out a lot. No wonder Haoran was in a daze when he talked about how proud I was before.
In the past ten years, I have lost too much of myself. From this moment on, I want to make up for it all.
I walked to Haoran's side in a somewhat unfamiliar and arrogant footsteps. He exclaimed: "My former stingy little princess is back!"
I just smiled slightly and walked into the auditorium with his arm.
Sure enough, there were many familiar faces on the scene. After saying hello to each other, everyone gave me strange eyes. Maybe they wouldn't guess that I would appear, and that I was with another man.
More importantly, from their eyes, I saw the dazzling self.
The first person to see me was Ailin. She held Li Fei's hand and walked towards Haoran and me.
Li Fei's expression was surprised and incredible, but Irene calmly introduced me and Haoran to Li Fei: "This is my friend Zou Haoran on the plane. I have mentioned it to you many times. This is his ex-girlfriend Gu Xiaonan."
I really admire this woman. I introduced me as my ex-girlfriend so easily.
For my ex-wife, Li Fei, the identity of Li Fei, did not exist in an instant, or replaced it. I am happy that I am also happy. Without the blessing of this identity, wouldn’t I be more comfortable?
At this time, Haoran politely extended his hand, shook hands with Li Fei, and said slowly, "I wish you all the best. Of course, I hope you can come to attend the wedding ceremony of Xiaonan and I at that time."
I couldn't help but exclaimed in my heart: "This man is really vicious. I did not discuss it with me."
Of course, this is the fact that I tried to keep on the surface. After ten years and I naturally understood him. Although he tried to restrain himself, his anger was almost spurted out of his nasal cavity.
It is definitely not Li Fei's idea to hold such an engagement banquet. Just look at Aileen's attitude as if she was a hostess, she knew that she was just going to win over the host.
She held Li Fei with a smug look on her face, and Li Fei was like a puppet, letting Erin pull him around to show off.
Finally, the engagement ceremony entered the final dance stage.
I haven't danced for ten years, and now I'm swaying with my ex-boyfriend at the engagement ceremony of my ex-husband. No matter what, I can feel a pair of hot eyes staring at me behind me.
The jealousy of men is really ridiculous!
Fortunately, the entire engagement ceremony did not cause any trouble. Although I was not very happy, I was not very sad. In the end, the chat was over.
Of course, I didn’t pay attention to Li Fei’s actions. Everyone is safe, isn’t it good? !
But just when Haoran was about to take me away, Li Fei ran out of nowhere, and he pulled my arm drunk and said, "Xiaonan, can you not leave?"
I ignored him and prepared to get in the car on my own.
But he pulled my arm and felt pain. Haoran opened his hand unhappily and said politely: "I'm sorry, Mr. Li, your fiancée is still waiting for you. I'm going to take Xiaonan away. Goodbye."
For a moment, I was in a trance.
It seems that nothing has ever happened between Li Fei and me in the past ten years.
After Haoran took me away, he wanted to find a place to continue chatting, but I refused.
Of course I know what he means, but I can't accept his feelings at all, so he had to send me home.
smirked all night and was really tired. He took a shower and just wanted to lie in bed and have a good sleep. To be honest, I haven't had a good sleep for this period of time, and finally everything is over, and ending means the beginning. . .
Before I could lie on the bed, the door of my house opened from outside.
For some reason, my first reaction was that Li Fei was back. It was him. He was drunk and stumbled toward me, hugged me, and cried, "Xiaonan, I can't live without you, what should I do? I can't live without you, I can't live without you."
I stood there motionless, and just said coldly: "I'm sorry, this is no longer your home, please leave the key."
But he actually hugged me desperately and refused to let go, so I had to break free and run back to the bedroom.
woke up the next day, Li Fei was gone, and the key was placed on the table.
Just then, the knock on the door rang out. I opened the door and saw it was not someone else, but Irene.
She didn't say a word to me, she first looked out her phone and found a text message: Sorry, I'm in love with Xiaonan.
I looked at Erin disapprovingly and asked her what she meant.
She sneered and said, "What do you mean? You and Li Fei have divorced, and I am engaged to him. He belongs to me. Why are you still holding him and not letting go?"
I also sneered back to her and told her: Li Fei was here last night, but he came to pay back the keys. As I said that, I shook the key in front of her. After
, he said his true thoughts lightly.
"He sent this text message, not me, you seem to have found the wrong person."
" In addition, if you can't bear to see your man, don't you find it ridiculous? "
" I will definitely not accept someone who is so shaky about his feelings. As for whether you want to find him, that's your business. "
" Oh, by the way, please tell him that the things he left in my house have been packaged. If he wants it, please send an address. Don't throw it all away. It will be a limited time of three days. "
" Goodbye, haha, forget it, I'm afraid there is no need to see you again, and there is no need to see you again. "
After saying that, I closed the door and felt happy.
Two months later, after dealing with all the matters, I took my daughter back to my hometown, a quiet small county town...
