My mother got sick and was hospitalized for five days. I stayed with her for five days. She lived in the corridor of the hospital every day and no longer knew what the outside world was like.
All changes in my mother affect my heart. Watching my mother get better day by day, watching my water transfusion go smoothly, watching my mother eat more, drink more water, and not wait in long lines when buying food, these are the motivation for me to be happy, and they are also my daily experience.

I didn’t sleep well at first. After being with me for a few days, I couldn’t sleep well at night. I helped my mother get up at night and covered her with quilts over and over again. I was really tired and lacked sleep. I dealt with medical staff every day, went through examinations, water infusions, examinations, and exercise.
I am a bit cruel towards my mother. She always wants others to hold her and relies on others. But I, because I have broken bones and injuries, cannot hold her. In addition, I also want to exercise her body,
So, when I saw my mother’s pitiful eyes asking for help, I felt bad. Maybe, this would be good for her! I can only advise myself this way.
For an elderly person in her nineties, I did not satisfy her dependence, but strictly required her to exercise. I only had one idea in my mind: move more. If you want to live, you have to move. I only provide assistance to my mother, and I will never do it entirely on my behalf.
After my brother and sister replaced me, I walked on the street, watching the traffic coming and going, and the people passing by, as if I had jumped out of the hospital environment and temporarily changed my lifestyle.

After lunch, I had a good sleep, which relieved me from the lack of sleep for several days. I felt much better and relaxed.
Maybe the haze will pass soon, we can welcome a new life and return to normal, and my mother can slowly recover.
Winter has arrived, spring is not far away, everything is recovering, the spring breeze is ten miles away, let's enjoy spring, summer, autumn and winter together.
