She was scared, and she was trembling all over.
How could she ignore her when she parted many years ago?
01
My mother married my dad because of transactions.
In this village surrounded by mountains, simple bricks and tiles are unique.
Every family only uses grass mud or homemade lumps of soil to build houses.
My mother hid by the wall with a wounded face, crying moaning.
My dad was red in his eyes, "Say! Do you run or not! Don't say, break your legs!"
She is not stupid, knows how to preserve her strength, and looks forward to running away next time.
Naihe Village has to cross the mountain behind to escape from the nearest station.
Otherwise, these two legs will not be able to withstand the beating.
My brother pulled me and said, "Don't go! Otherwise she will not be able to walk the way!"
We persuaded each other, it would be a little worse for the injury.
The young brother turned around from time to time, looking for opportunities from time to time to comfort his father's anger and brute force.
Fan Hui lowered her head and said that she was wrong. She climbed to Zhong Chengfu's leg and said, "Children's father, I was wrong. I shouldn't have listened to other people's bewitching me. I'm stupid."
She knew that if she had to argue with Zhong Chengfu, she would probably never be able to get out of the house and never be able to walk back to her heaven.
brother came quietly and said, "Dad, the rice is ready, the meat is cooked, the stew you like."
Zhong Chengfu forgot Fan Hui's firmness and wailing in the aroma of meat and wine.
A fight that was performed countless times was silently covered up.
02
Fan Hui honestly lived a peaceful life with Zhong Chengfu, washing clothes and making pulp, and serving the children.
Seeing that Fan Hui was so obedient that he posted, Zhong Chengfu followed the person to mine.
Most of the people in this village rely on mines to make a living.
Only by going to the ground can we barely maintain the food, drinking and clothing of the whole family.
Although Zhong Chengfu left home, his eyes were everywhere in the village. Women who bought
0 for money cannot escape easily.
Maybe Fan Hui caught this day, and she was arrested for a long time.
I have been in the house for two days and I haven't seen any fever go away.
The body is like a hot ball, and anyone touching it will be terrifying.
The old brother Zhong next door is Zhong Chengfu's brother, who performs his role in care for his father.
Old Uncle Zhong looked at me talking nonsense and made a difficult decision, "Oh, what's going on with this baby? Chengfu is not here..."
Zhong Chengfu handed over the family to Fan Hui, and she was the one who took the initiative.
But this master has no freedom and the imprisonment is still there.
You have to go to the town and prescribe a few doses of medicine to solve the problem.
Fan Hui didn't speak, let me roll there, "Mom, I feel uncomfortable, take me to see a doctor, I feel uncomfortable..."
this sound made Uncle Zhong scratch his ears and heads, and walked around the house.
brother touched my little face and said, "Sister can't do it anymore. Mom, go see a doctor, take her there, you can't delay it."
my brother and I angered Uncle Zhong. He stamped his feet and said, "Children's mother, Fan Hui, Chengfu is not here. You can't abuse the child. Be careful that he will come back and serve him with a stick!"
Fan Hui said weakly, "Brother Zhong, the town is so far away, you have to climb a mountain before you can get there. I, I..."
she expressed her refusal to go, and even resisted to go so far to diagnose me.
I oh, and I moaned in a low voice. Uncle Zhong said, "The child is broken. Let's see how you explain to Chengfu? I'm making you itchy!"
Under Uncle Zhong's pressure, Fan Hui reluctantly carried me and prepared to go to the town to diagnose the disease.
03
It rained for no reason in the sky, there was a lot of rain in the mountains and mist.
My brother filled a lot of food into his backpack and said, "Mom, eat when you are hungry, and the water is ready."
Fan Hui ignored my brother's voice and meaning, weighed the basket, and embarked on the long-awaited road with me.
The rain water soaked the mountain roads so smoothly.
Six years old, I endured the severe pain and kept moving with Fan Huishen.
It’s not half time to go down the mountain. Fan Hui put down the basket and looked at me with tears in her eyes.
Along the way, she exerted her strength secretly, using her legs and feet without stopping.
At this moment, she stopped and said, "Daughter, mom, go and make it convenient. If you can't wait, eat the things in the basket, don't starve yourself."
She, she may not be able to see her.
The items in the basket were all prepared for her. For her rebirth, my brother and I had long expected this day, and it would not be too late.
I shook my head and said, "Mom, carry her on your back, walk faster, move faster, hurry up."
The mother and daughter were absolutely separated in the drizzle of rain.
The six-year-old child saw that his mother would never be able to return here again, and actually smiled and said, "Mom, you have to hurry up, hurry up, don't come back."
Fan Hui's familiar figure gradually became a point until that point disappeared.
04
When I got home, Uncle Zhong realized something was wrong and said, "Where is your mother? Where is Fan Hui? Where is Fan Hui!"
How could I get the answer he wanted? My brother hugged me and said, "Uncle Zhong, my sister is so hot, so hot, what should I do? What should I do..."
At this time, it had been a whole day since Fan Hui ran away. At this time, she had already jumped into the car and left the pickled land that she hated and hated.
Old Uncle Zhong sent someone to call Zhong Chengfu back, and under the care of my brother, I became safe.
Zhong Chengfu did not expect that it was my brother and I who helped Fan Hui escape.
He tossed for a day and night, crying on the ground, "Fan Hui, you bastard, my money, my money!"
The huge expense was finally empty, and I couldn't hold the traces in my hand.
His wife, my mother, has opened up a new life under the concealment of my brother and I.
The child who has lost his mother will suffer a lot in the end.
Zhong Chengfu Mine no longer went to the house, drinking all day long, lamenting and scolding for being a casual meal.
My brother has grown up to be an adult. He looks like a famous parent and lives silently with me.
In this village, my family is the hardest.
Dad can't see him every few days. When he could see him, he was lying drunk everywhere.
No one can help a family with two children. They avoid it, fearing that they will cause bad luck.
Fan Hui's elimination caused Zhong Chengfu to suffer a great "strike". He searched everywhere every day and looked for shadows everywhere.
Gradually, my brother and I became orphans, left-behind children with fathers and mothers.
05
brother is both a father and a mother's responsibility.
My brother, who grew up to 17 years old, decided not to study anymore. He followed the adults, went to work, earn money, and fulfilled my wish.
We are a 24-hour drive from the provincial capital. My brother handed me over to Uncle Zhong and said, "Uncle, please watch me, my dad is not here, please pay more attention."
Old Uncle Zhong takes care of us a lot, although it was because of guilt and because he owed Zhong Chengfu's debt, so he agreed, "Go, don't worry, I will take care of her, alas..."
I reluctantly sent my brother, and he pulled me away and said, "Sister, don't worry, my brother helps you earn tuition and helps you realize your dream. I know which school you want to go to, let's work together, okay?"
His dream of this trip is my dream.
Zhong Qirui gave up struggling in this poor land and built my goals in life.
Or, he knows that he has to study to get out of this world.
Only reading is an excellent opportunity to change one's destiny and the only opportunity.
Brother's old shirt was washed white, and his shadow gradually became smaller like Fan Hui, until he could no longer find it.
About six months later, my brother returned to the village and stood at the door and said, "Sister, brother, take you to that city, and study there, there is a shortcut."
The educational resources of big cities are naturally unmatched here.
If I can enter a good high school, then I will be closer to my dream.
children without parents will move forward step by step.
I followed my brother to the junior high school in the provincial capital and stepped closer to my dream.
06
Actually, my brother has changed jobs and is trying hard to save money for my high school tuition.
The salary offered by that factory is of high quality, but it also costs human life.
If you continue to work in such an environment for a long time, your health will be in trouble, or you are exchanging your life for money.
In a small rental house, my brother entered the door in a dusty manner. I found something strange and said, "Brother, Zhong Qirui, you are always gray, so big dust, what have you done? "
brother said concealedly: "No. The weather has not been like this recently. The air quality is not good. Do your homework. I’m cooking. "
Zhong Qirui is stable and has a calm mind. How could I tell that he is working in a gangster silently, exchanging health for my future.
The day when my brother had an accident was the joyful moment when I got the high school notice.
He was in the hospital, in the emergency bed, and when I couldn't breathe, I looked at him, wanting to scold and sigh.
If he didn't fall, would he not be ready to tell me the truth? Tell me that he was exchanging his life for my future?
I held back my tears and forced my eyes back.
This summer vacation, I ran around the rental house and the hospital to make Zhong Qirui live. I will do my best to seize him and find various ways to keep him.
I thought of Fan Hui, this woman who lost her shadow at the age of five. My mother, should she meet her brother? His son is not long...
It's amazing. Fan Hui was from a transaction, but the day she left, she whispered: "Mom has an older brother named Fan Chi, he is..." I have always remembered the address of
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At this moment, I emerged that place, which is the mixed place of fish in this provincial capital.
Urban and rural junction, this is my first time here.
I stood at the door with eyes and said, "Uncle, uncle, I am..."
There is no uncle, the man wearing thick chains came out, and he said, "Who are you? Which uncle do you call me? "
He is a bit like Fan Hui, probably his uncle.
I said, "I am Fan Hui's daughter, and my brother is Zhong Qirui..."
The man trembled and said, "Are you looking for Fan Hui? She is not here. "
The man didn't wait for my answer, left me and went to close the door.
I missed my mother for a long time, and reality gave me a heavy blow.
I don't want to come to find her. For Zhong Qirui, I have to ask her to show up and give her other warmth to her son who is pregnant for ten months.
brother refused to treat him again, Spend the money he earns hard.
He said, "Sister, I don't want to treat it anymore. Forget it, don't spend money. It was left to you by my brother, and I will be admitted to the university I like..."
My brother's eyes were eager to see someone, but I had no idea.
Fan Huiding was in this city and had not left here.
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My heart was aching. Only Fan Hui could solve the pain of wanting to compete for my brother with time.
07
This city has a commercial street, and a wide range of goods are lined up in sequence.
I was looking for possible figures here, and my heart was telling me that Fan Hui might meet her here, or it might be empty.
Commercial street was crowded with countless small carts.
night was getting darker, and under the pursuit of urban management, the owners of the cart began to panic and flee around.
I was wrapped in chaos and couldn't move, and with the sound of shouting and chasing, people were impatient and upset.
The woman coming towards me was about forty years. She seemed to have just escaped. She gasped and said, "Sister, what's wrong? Where is it uncomfortable?"
My little face was blazing, and my body was nervous, "I, I feel uncomfortable..."
The woman held the car with one hand and helped me with the other hand and said, "Get up, let me see, no, I'll take you to the hospital."
Her hands were warm and rough, and after years of hardship, she was trained.
She is Fan Hui!
The moment she touched me, I was extremely surprised.
There are always people who meet you in the sea of people.
is either a relative or someone he once hated, but the important thing is that you use tens of millions of probability to make it a reality.
My appearance with me has changed a lot.
In a moment she will be her daughter, the girl who is willing to let her mother go.
I brushed her away and said no.
That's it, I touched her and slipped away this opportunity, and I was determined for a moment.
Brother's condition is getting worse and worse. Under the maintenance of the medicine, he lost his life and the longing for his eyes.
I went to the small street where the bank was running again. At the end, I followed Fan Hui to her current home.
Home in a small lane, she pushed the cart and said from a distance: "Son, mom is back, bring your favorite food, hurry up, come out."
A teenager leaned over and said: "Mom, don't shout loudly, do you know what others say..."
He was disgusting Fan Hui's love for him, and her eyes were full of him.
She has a home, but my brother and I have no home and only have each other’s existence.
I left sadly. On the second day, I pulled her and said, "Fan Hui, it's you, right? Your name is Fan Hui."
She panicked and said, "You are? Who... I don't call Fan Hui, you recognize the wrong person..."
She did not admit me wrong. She recognized me as her daughter, but she was unwilling to admit that my existence, my appearance, my thunder that disrupted her existing calmness.
She pushed the cart away, and I ignored everyone's surroundings and said, "Fan Hui, go see Zhong Qirui, he is also your son, okay?"
I was begging, longing, and seeking a glimmer of hope for my brother.
Although there is no vitality, Fan Hui is his last breath and his last rest.
Fan Hui was very proud and said, "I left back then, and I no longer admit it. That was an insult, a brand, I don't want to remember it anymore, and go back to the days when I couldn't look back."
She is a mother, the mother who is pregnant with me and my brother. Now she has hatred for our birth back then.
This is what I did not expect.
Can not blood ties resolve any unhappiness?
brother was looking forward to her reappearance and called him again, but she was determined and refused to see her brother, Zhong Qirui's sickbed.
Other people's accusations cannot do anything to Fan Hui's conscience, or softness, and she left with her head tightly without looking back.
Just like when I climbed to the top of the mountain, I didn't look back and left me shouting, I was nothing.
08
Brother finally didn't wait for Fan Hui to see him in person.
He cruelly unplugged the tube, and as I left for a moment, he left with peace of mind.
Zhong Qirui longs for reunion all his life and gains nothing in his life.
In his young life, what he is waiting for is the disappearance of life.
With his ashes, I returned to the village and buried him at the top of the mountain, the place where Fan Hui had climbed.
Old Uncle Zhong accompanied me and took me to the intersection, saying, "Can you come back? This is home..."
I looked at the weeds, and the soil fell everywhere, saying, "Without a father or mother, how is it home..."
I returned to the provincial capital and returned to the high school I was about to enter.
That is my brother’s dream, my future departure place.
I entered my favorite college and studied architecture.
hugged the current child, and my husband said, "You... study architecture to have a home, to fulfill your shortcomings, right?"
defects took root when Fan Hui left, and the brother left, making them even more and grow stronger.
father, Zhong Chengfu has news.
But he lived a wandering life. In addition to beating and scolding and asking for money, he was still the man who started to deal with Fan Hui. It was just that time made him more fussy and nothing.
Fan Hui never met her again. After having a child, I tried to ask about her on the street, but the street was demolished in a mess.
all the people in the alley moved away.
was originally a person who fell here, but no one still remembers anyone.
But I remember her. She is a woman who has had me and my brother. She is a mother. I have always placed Fan Hui in the place where no one mentioned it.
Mom, I still think of you, what about you...
