My name is Li Qian, I am 34 years old this year. I have been married to my husband Niu Yang for 6 years and have a lovely son.
I am engaged in cosmetics sales, and my husband is the driving school instructor. We got married after blind dates, and our relationship was very dull, just living together.
Before getting married, I was with my ex-boyfriend for 6 years. I thought I would enter the palace of marriage, but in the end I found out that he turned out to be a Neptune, so I broke up decisively.
After meeting Niu Yang on a blind date, we got married quickly. Although my life is average now, I have no regrets. I choose the road myself, so I can only move forward.
Due to the impact of the epidemic in the past three years, it has been difficult for all walks of life to make money, especially my husband’s driving school. He has a few days to rest for a few days, but he has no income without going to work.
Of course, my situation is not much better. Sometimes I can earn a basic salary, and sometimes I can get a commission.
In the morning, after I sent my child to school, I came to the company in my professional outfit. As soon as I sat at the work station, Manager Lin asked me to go to his office.
"Xiao Li, how is Mr. Wang's project from Shunfa? I gave it to you at that time, thinking that you are reliable and can cut off Shunfa's hard bone. I didn't expect that a month has passed and there was no progress at all."
Hearing this, I was a little nervous and said, "Mr. Lin, the recent epidemic has affected. If you go to Shunfa's location to discuss the project, you will be isolated, so I have no choice."
"You are making excuses." , Isn’t our city safe now? You can invite Mr. Wang here. "
" Is this OK?"
Mr. Lin said with regret: "You are an old salesperson, you should be clear about all the tricks. The business will be completed, and the bonus will be 80,000 yuan, and the salary will be increased by 2,000 yuan per month. You should think about it carefully."
I heard this generous reward and felt a little expectant. Because I am really short of money recently, my husband’s income is not high, so I can only rely on my salary, mortgage and car loan, and the pressure is really great.
"Mr. Lin, I will definitely cut off this hard bone in Shunfa."
President Lin nodded with satisfaction and said, "Prepare the contract in advance. I will give you the power this time. I hope I won't let me down."
I walked out of Mr. Lin's office and was under great pressure. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to call Mr. Wang. Unfortunately, I made two calls and no one answered them.
I shook my head helplessly. It’s really hard to work now, and I suddenly felt a little envious of the second generation.
All afternoon, I didn’t receive a call from Mr. Wang. After get off work, after picking up the child at home, I started to cook dinner and after I finished eating, I cleaned up the house. I was going to call Mr. Wang again, but to my surprise, the phone was immediately connected.
"Mr. Wang, I am Li Qian. Have you had time recently? I want to invite you to travel for a few days to relax."
"It turns out it is Xiao Li. The recent epidemic has affected me. I can't get out. If I can come here in a few days, I will contact you."
heard this, I was extremely disappointed, so I continued, "Mr. Wang, if the time is set, I will come and pick you up."
"Xiao Li is intent, it depends on the situation."
hung up the phone, I felt uncomfortable because I felt that Mr. Wang was just ruling.
In the next few days, I did not wait for Mr. Wang’s call. However, I still didn't give up. On the fifth day, I continued to call Mr. Wang. What made me happy this time was that Mr. Wang agreed to come and take a look.
I immediately told Mr. Lin about this matter, and Mr. Lin happily set up a dinner for the evening.
After I received Mr. Wang, I took him around the city for a long time and experienced the beautiful scenery of the ancient city. I knew it might be very late to go home, so I couldn't count on my husband to entrust my children to take care of them.
In the evening, I hosted Mr. Wang at specialty restaurant , and of course the wine. The three of us drank a bottle of white wine, but none of us got drunk.
I saw that the wine was almost drunk, so I said, "Mr. Wang, please check the contract. If you have any suggestions, I will modify it."
Mr. Wang lit a cigarette, and I immediately took the lighter to light it for him.
"Xiao Li, you are a little anxious, but I agree with your enthusiasm for work, so you should be decisive."
Hearing this, I felt that there was a possibility of success and said, "Mr. Wang, this is a contract I wrote for several days of overtime. Please give me some advice. "
Mr. Wang took the contract and looked at it. Mr. Lin and I were both worried. After reading it, he said, "No problem, I feel that this trip is worth it. "
A smile appeared on my face, so I quickly gave the contract to Mr. Lin. Mr. Lin waved his pen and signed his name, and now I am waiting for Mr. Wang to sign.
But Mr. Wang suddenly said, "Xiao Li, I will sign the contract after considering it. After all, it is a big business and you must not be careless. "
My heart was completely cold, and I felt that I was soaked again this time.
Mr. Lin suddenly said, "Mr. Wang, do you want to drink more? "
" I don't drink it anymore. I'm older and I can't bear the alcohol. Where is the hotel you booked? I'll go back and rest first. "
" is right next to me, I'll let Xiao Li take you there. "
Hearing this, I felt a little unhappy.
Mr. Wang suddenly said, "Xiao Li, thank you for your hard work. "
I took the contract and took Mr. Wang out of the restaurant. After Mr. Lin said goodbye to us, he went home.
I sent Mr. Wang to the hotel and he said, "Xiao Li, come in first, let's discuss some details. ”
After I went in, I asked, “Mr. Wang, what do you have any opinions on the contract? Please let me ask, I will modify it tonight. ”
Mr. Wang took the contract and said, “The contract is pretty good, I am very satisfied. "
I have some questions, and now I don't understand what to do.
Mr. Wang suddenly said, "Stay here, I'll sign it. "
Hearing this, I pointed at myself, and Mr. Wang nodded.
I understand why Mr. Wang has not signed it? In this way, I crossed the line.
The next day, Mr. Wang signed the contract. And I also got the bonus and a raise as I wish.
Although I won the project and received the bonus, I was always happy. I am sorry to my husband.
Something has happened, and there is no turning back. I can only fight my family desperately. OK, I can’t forgive myself for being atonement.
Since then, I left the company’s sales department and transferred to the administrative department. But the pain in my heart will definitely accompany me for the rest of my life.
Tears of regret have been flowing, I really regret it.
In marriage, you must be content with yourself and not do wrong things. Otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life.
(Stories are fictional, don’t take the right part, if there are similarities, coincidences.)
