A week ago, I went back to my old house to pack up my things.
I moved to a new house from here ten years ago and have hardly ever come back.
I don’t know the neighbors today anymore.
But someone called my name and knocked on the door.
1
I looked vigilantly through the cat's eyes. There were two people wearing police uniforms standing outside the door, one man and one woman.
The male policeman looks very young, and the female policeman is more deterrent.
I pulled the door open a small crack, and the old iron door creaked.
"Is He Xiaoxiao?" the male policeman asked.
Seeing that I looked alert, they took out their ID.
"Do you know Zhang Ru?"
I'm thinking hard.
The female policeman took out a photo.
The photo shows a scene of several students playing on the old playground of the school.
I quickly found myself in this photo, a doll wearing white pantyhose and lace princess dress.
At that time, school uniforms were not popular, so everyone could wear whatever they wanted. Among a group of people, my outfit looks particularly prominent and trendy.
I looked at others one by one, and outlined the word Zhang Ru in the poorest memory.
is the most inconspicuous person in the photo.
I looked at the policeman in front of me, confirmed the photo again, and nodded in confusion.
2
Zhang feels dead.
In mid-September, the temperature remained high. When I heard this news, it brought a brief cool air to this summer.
"We have never contacted each other except for high school. I just came back last week and packed up some things."
There are piles of old books in the living room, and the dining room outside the kitchen is equipped with instant food packaging.
Two policemen glanced at him for a week. The male policeman wanted to say something. The female policeman looked at him and the two exchanged eyes.
The male policeman seemed to be swallowed into his stomach. He sat back a little dissatisfied, and the female policeman leaned towards me.
"What's your relationship with Zhang Ru?"
"I have a good relationship with everyone in class. My relationship with Zhang Ru can only be said to be ordinary."
The male policeman still looked for an opportunity to interject: "But they all said you two are deskmates and have a good relationship."
I was stunned for a moment and reacted: "Did the person you asked before say this? There is a misunderstanding about this matter, I can explain it."
The male policeman looked me up and down, and hummed a little dissatisfied in his nose: "With women like you always have a slick attitude."
A woman like me?
I can probably understand what he means.
I love beauty like most women in the world.
I have never looked ugly since I was a child. At that time, students always like to say something about the class flower, and I am that flower.
Plus, my current job is to take online models. I take photos of the studio in the studio. I have to dress up and be exquisite. This is not only my life, but also my job.
But a woman like me can easily give him a impression of a man like him -
She must be very good at playing, and has many boyfriends who are proficient in human psychology. In three sentences, a man can spend money on her.
How ridiculous it is.
"Luo Zhenyu."
Female policeman helplessly scolded her partner who was missing in brain stem.
I finally understood why she used her eyes to try her best to stop the police from asking.
I turned around and only faced the female policeman: "Zhang Ru and I were indeed the same deskmate. At that time, for the sense of collectiveness of the class, our class held a one-on-one assistance group, not only to help with grades, but also to help with introverted classmates and integrate into the group. I was lively and I was separated from Zhang Ru in the same group.Zhang Rushi is a squin, and he doesn't have a good relationship with everyone, so it seems that Zhang Ru and I have a good relationship. "
When I looked back at Zhang Ru, I realized that this was such a silent person. I rarely even had complete events that I could say. In my impression, Zhang Ru's grades were neither high nor low, neither high nor low, and had no memory.
When I was in high school, students liked to play together, small groups grew up and excluded each other, and in the end the remaining ones were those who did not want to be friends and could only become friends. Zhang Ru was the bottom of this food chain, and with a group of introverted and kind girls who were also excluded, as well as me, who was a deskmate, I occasionally said a few words.
"Has Zhang Ru always been like this? "The female policeman asked.
" has always been like this. In fact, this help is useless, and sometimes it backfires. "
" Why do you say so? "
" Introvert and extrovert are intrinsic. In group life, introversion is a derogatory term. When divided into groups, it is more prominent. This is a disadvantage that needs to be changed. "I sighed, "So I could understand Zhang Ru's decision to drop out of school later. "
The policeman's eyes lit up for a moment.
" Can you tell me about the matter of dropping out of school? "
I really want to talk about it in detail, but I know very little: "Zhang Ru just mentioned to me that he is like a waste in school, and his parents also prefer brothers with good grades at home. So I want to drop out of school and go out to work. Later, Zhang Ru really dropped out of school and we never contacted each other again. ”
3
When the police asked, I couldn’t help but ask, “Where did something wrong with Zhang Rushi? "
Maybe I just gave the note, and the female policeman let me go: "I found it in the woods near the middle school in this area. "
I took a breath of air conditioning.
When I was a child, this middle school had already existed.
Because it is a city in the mountains, houses are all growing on the slopes, and even schools are no exception.
At that time, there was still a piece of grass outside the school gate after the school gate. The road that people walked was stepped on with their feet. The link outside the school gate was large The road is far away. In order to get home, many students often walk on the road with flashlights at night, and accidents often occur. Although
is still a distance from the river, it is windy at night and there are no blocks of tall buildings. It is whistling. There are often strange sounds in the woods at night.
So there are always rumors that the woods are not clean.
This is a rumor Words are used to scare students, but students would rather be scared than be forced to exercise after a day of tired study.
It was not until I was in my second year of high school that a long staircase was completed outside the back door of the school and the street lights were installed. But if I was against the street lights, the bushes would still be dark and terrifying.
When I came back this time, I passed the long staircase.
l3 Now ten years of long ladder has not changed. When I walked by at night, I was still timid and my steps were hurrying.
The long ladder is like a ladder in the night and the lights, and I can't see my head.
The grass and trees on both sides are deep, as if they are extremely dangerous.
I suddenly remembered something and grabbed the female policeman's hand: "When I came back last week, I passed by there and heard screams. This is so terrible. The students who walk the most through this road every day are the students. Why can’t they widen the road and turn on the street lights? "
" Parents have been making trouble many times, so the construction started to expand and renovate last month. As a result, Zhang Ru's incident occurred on the second day of construction, so they had to suspend it. "The male policeman finally got on the topic," and what's even more troublesome is that the woods have become the date place for students, and that's how you said the screams. "
The school is preparing to widen the path of the back door, but the next day of construction, a dead man was dug out
I retorted: "Why are you so sure that you are not a bad person? ”
He was confident: “No one reported the case, our police station is not a decoration, and it is not far away."
I hate his unmodestness: "If there are people like you in the police station, it is no different whether you report the case or not. "
"What do you mean? "He stood up suddenly, very tall.
The female policeman pulled him and was thrown away by him: "Don't think you are a woman. If I give in to you, you can talk nonsense. "
I also stood up, it was simply unreasonable: "Then why did Zhang Ru die in the woods? It's been a month now, and you can't catch the murderer in that simple forest, and you still need my help! "
" What a month, it's been more than ten years! "
" Luo Zhenyu, do you have to say everything! "The female policeman used absolutely high audio to cut off our quarrel.
" You just said that Zhang Ru was not killed recently, but more than ten years? "
The female policeman was helpless: "According to the investigation, this is the case. "
" has it been more than ten years? Zhang Ru's family did not report the case? "I was really surprised for a moment. A trace of sadness flashed across the face of the female policeman: "Zhang Ru left a farewell letter to her parents before she disappeared, saying that she would drop out of school and go to work. So their parents didn't care. After a year of disappearance, they reported the case and never found anyone. They thought it was Zhang Ru who didn't want this family anymore. Now that my parents learned about Zhang Ru's death, they couldn't accept it, so they came to the police station every day to wait for the result. "
Poor.
I can imagine Zhang Ru's parents' withered body. At that time, the boatman who was ferrying by the river was now unemployed and could only rely on the monthly support provided by his son. Perhaps the two old people had tried other livelihoods. Now their temples were gray and their eyes were dull, watching the child's body.
4
At night, I watched twelve o'clock to call my parents to video.
On the other end of the phone, the old couple was in the countryside in the south, and the sound of insects came from my mother's home.
Mother obviously disliked me calling her like this: "What are you doing? Don't sleep." "
" Happy birthday! "
second hand passed by twelve seconds, it was my mother's birthday.
I held the gifts prepared in advance to the camera. Under the indoor light, the gifts were in my palm. Fire color is gorgeous, yellow and full of life.
I saw the mother's smile on the other end of the phone, and then the smile that was deeply cut from the wrinkles. She turned her head and must have wiped away her tears.
Father came to the camera and said, "Oh, it's not bad, it's half a carat, now yellow diamond is expensive. Xiaoxiao is really my mother’s caring little cotton jacket. When can I stick to my father’s heart? "
My father is like this, he is so slick.
But he loved my mother from the bottom of his heart. When he got married, he specially got a 50-point yellow diamond with his own waistline code from another place and gave it to my mother. You know that it was the 1990s, which is really rare.
My mother likes it very much, from what I remember From the beginning, I listened to the story of the yellow diamond every day. She wore it every day and walked through every part of the river.
Now my mother has wrinkles on her face and her neck is empty. I want to fill her with the love for the rest of her life.
My mother finally packed up her excitement, as if she wanted to find her sternness as a mother: "Xiaoxiao, if you can't do it yourself, then go back and live. Those books will be taken back when your dad and I come back. "
My mother has been working hard for most of her life and always likes to do it herself. This year she finally retired, so I suggested that the two of them take advantage of the hot summer to go back to their mother's house to escape the summer heat and enjoy the rest of their lives.
"Mom, I am almost thirty years old, not three years old. You only have those books in your eyes, and it will be useless anyway. If you don’t feel happy about spending your honeymoon with my dad, I will burn it for you. "
" Hahahahahaha, I am worthy of being my youngest son. "My dad couldn't stop smiling," Ms. Li Suzhen is going to spend her first retirement honeymoon with me, and my youngest son is going to bed early. ”
I also smiled on the other end of the screen.
until the video turns black.
I was blowing the familiar wind outside the window, and a burst of unreasonable sadness eroded me.
I am so lucky to have such parents in my life.
It is hard to repay the kindness in my life, I can't do more, I just want them to be as loving as before, and be happy and healthy.
I suddenly thought of Zhang Ru again.
click to open WeChat, and there are constant news in the high school class group.
This is a group chat that a group of nostalgic people started.
But actually not many people are talking in it.
But a month ago, the group suddenly became active.
hasn't been clicked for a long time, and the message has been 999+.
I clicked on that WeChat group.
"I am now a math teacher, and I know that the math teacher was taught very well in the past."
This is a classmate who is now a teacher in school.
but no one answered his words.
"Zhang Ru's parents live in our area. The old couple cried every day and committed a lot of evil. Do you think that, the seniors killed Zhang Ru. Zhang Ru didn't say anything, and anyone could bully him." The topic of
lasted for a month, but it still aroused everyone's interest.
nothing is wrong, it is even more exciting than the stranger around you becoming the protagonist of the murder case.
"It's hard to say. I'll give you a melon. I also heard from my colleagues. In addition to Zhang Ru's corpse being found, other things were dug up near the corpse, but I don't know this."
This is a classmate who works in the police station.
"Can Zhang Ru be a love killer? Didn't He Xiaoxiao say that Zhang Ru and I entered the woods alone? Xiaoxiao was so simple at that time, and the whole class asked what was wrong with them."
"Hahahahahaha."
Seeing his name and everyone's smile, I still liked them as usual.
When I went to school, I was almost like a group pet. I had good grades, looked good, dressed beautifully, liked to be lively, and I was also lively. After so long, I was alive and didn't say anything. They still remember my full name, which is a great affirmation of me.
"Why is that person called me? I remember that I was thin and didn't talk like Zhang Ru. The two of them are quite compatible."
"I can't remember what he called me, but I remember that I transferred to school later."
"It seems like I was crazy. I heard that I committed suicide a year ago."
"That's what I said, love killing is also very likely. If I do something bad, I'm afraid that ghosts will knock on the door."
You see, there are some people who are not remembered even if they die.
I suddenly thought, if the police had not mentioned Zhang Ru's name, would it have become "that person".
I was about to turn off this boring class group, but I saw the latest news -
"What happened on the last day of Zhang Rulai's school? Didn't someone say that he saw Zhang Ru and He Xiaoxiao leave after school?"
"@Liu Yang, school bully, do you know?"
"How do I know."
"You were the school bully at that time, and there are still things you don't know about in the school."
5
The next afternoon, I decided to go and see Zhang Ru.
Looking at it during the day, there are indeed signs of construction just beginning. The surrounding plants and trees are suffering, and the long ladders for pedestrians can still pass. The cordon line surrounded by
seems to be being dismantled.
If you do not identify it carefully, the cordon and the broken branches and broken trees that have not been cleaned are mixed together and grow in the soil.
There are many spectators.
The long ladder was already narrow, and the crowd stood sideways on the ladder, and some people simply stepped on the soil.
I walked down sideways, and suddenly someone patted my arm: "He Xiaoxiao?"
I turned my head in surprise. It was a thin man wearing glasses.
Because of a pause for a second, he blocked the pedestrian behind him. He patted me and pulled me and leaned into the grass.
My stilettos stepped into the mud and almost fell down.
I was about to speak, but I found that there were five or six people standing in the mud, both men and women.
They were covered by trees, like hiding here and whispering.
I vaguely felt that these people looked familiar. Later, in everyone's explanation, I recognized these people as classmates in Zhang Ru's high school and I, but I never fully met.
This is like moving the WeChat group into reality.
One of the men said followed the chat content in the WeChat group last night -
"He Xiaoxiao now knows what Zhang Ru is doing in the grove?"
The men smiled.
Women seem to be reluctant to laugh.
The man pursues him relentlessly.
"So that night, you didn't see anything?"
I was honest: "I didn't follow you, that Liu Yang, didn't he follow you?"
6
I really didn't follow you.
When Zhang Ru and another person walked into the woods next to the long ladder, I happened to walk past there.
A boy squatted on a ladder and looked into the woods. I was curious and leaned over.
"Shh-Zhang Ru went in." He whispered to me.
Just as I was about to ask something, I heard crying from the woods.
"It seems that the couple is quarreling." He laughed, "He Xiaoxiao, you and Zhang Rushi are in the same assistance group. Do you want to help now?"
was already a little late at that time. The woods were pitch black, and you could still hear the sound of friction in the grass, accompanied by crying, as if you were fighting. I have a heart that wants to rush in, but I am afraid of the darkness in front of me.
The boy got up and walked into the woods: "Forget it, I'll go and help."
He walked in, shouting, "Stop hitting."
I didn't dare to follow him. This boy was the thorn in the class, and there were a group of younger brothers who were like the class. It seems that every school has such a group of people who have poor grades but are arrogant and domineering.
is not a boy from this small group. When watching them take a detour, girls are even more afraid of their jokes, and everyone avoids getting into trouble.
I don't want to get into trouble either.
hesitated, but I left.
But the next day, when I arrived at school, Zhang Ru sat beside me, with her head hanging down and silent.
I saw some holes in Zhang Ru's clothes and some scars on her body. The other seat in class
was empty. The person who fought with Zhang Ru in the grove yesterday did not come to school.
The boy who went in to persuade him to fight looked at Zhang Ru with a wicked smile on his face.
Zhang Ru dared not look directly into his eyes, lowered his head, and blushed like an apple.
To be honest, Zhang Ru's introversion and her parents' disregard for him all give me some pity.
Zhang Ru always looks so pitiful, like a dull gourd, not likable, but it aroused my sympathy.
"What's wrong?" I care about Zhang Ru.
Zhang Ru lowered her head and didn't speak.
I opened the book and waited for the teacher to enter the classroom.
The first class is the math class for the class teacher, and the atmosphere is even more depressing.
Teacher Li walked in and looked at the empty seat: "This classmate has taken a sick leave. After class, Zhang Ru came to the office."
Zhang Ru buried her head, and I heard a very small voice: "Can you help me?"
I confirmed it again, and this request was indeed spoken from Zhang Ru.
"Please help me."
Later, this request was flushed in Zhang Ru's face and no longer allowed my rejection.
"How can I help you?"
Zhang Ru carefully wrote on paper: "After school, go with me."
During the break that day, I mustered up the courage to ask Liu Yang, Zhang Ru and the man entered the woods, what happened. But Liu Yang denied that he saw Zhang Ru last night.
We started arguing, and Liu Yang's younger brothers also joined in.
The whole class watched, and the person who originally wanted to speak shrank his head and merged into the desk.
They are really a trouble, and I realized it deeply at that time.
Liu Yang smiled and said, "It's so funny. They went into the woods. Come and ask me, there's something wrong."
So I never got the answer.
When I was out of school, I was a little discouraged. Zhang Ru stood beside me quietly and timidly: "Please help me."
7
"He Xiaoxiao, aren't you leaving? Everyone said it's rare to get together so much and have a meal together tonight."
I was brought back to reality by a name.
Then I found that the crowd was already walking downwards.
The person who called me was thin and tall, wearing a pair of glasses, gentle and gentle.
"I——"
"Oh, it's because of you that you want to have a meal. We often see each other, you are a rare guest." He walked up a few more steps and pulled my arm up familiarly. The summer was hot, and the hot palm fell on my skin, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.
I couldn't help but feel kind, but I still moved his hand away and walked with him.
I unconsciously looked at him a few more times.
He seemed to have captured some signal: "You are still as beautiful as before, and your figure is getting better and better. This slim skirt and stilettos are really in our class, and you can't find a second one."
He shouted to the people below: "Do you think so? He Xiaoxiao is in our class, which is the blessing of the boys in our class!"
"Yes--"
Another laughter and echo.
"Other girls, don't be discouraged. As long as the people in our class are all treasures."
is gentle and gentle. I really look down on him.
But that face he just now, I finally matched his person with his name -
His name is Liu Yang.
is the boy who once stopped fighting.
That ladder walked for a long time, longer than I remember.
I always walk at the end, not because my heel is too thin, but now I don’t like the excitement very much. Looking at the joy of people, I suddenly feel a little sad.
At dinner, if there are classmates, there must be wine.
There is wine, and there must be persuasion to drink.
There is a urge to drink, and there must be a word of drinking.
I was in this bustle, but I couldn’t feel happy for a moment.
There were several times when I wanted to get up and block the wine for a girl who had vomited several times, but was stopped by Liu Yang.
Liu Yang winked at me and said, "Can't you see it? Those are interesting to her. Just like I treat you, I want to meet you."
Liu Yang drank a little too much, and I also had a lot of it. Fortunately, I took sobering medicine in advance, otherwise it would be hard to say whether I could go home tonight.
It’s enough to eat and eat, and when it comes to the delivery stage, it seems safer to match men and women.
You give it to me, I give it to you, it’s like swearing up some sovereignty.
Liu Yang took the initiative to say he wanted to send me away. He looked at the way, but I didn't refuse.
After parting ways, we are the only ones who have to climb the long stairs.
He is now an art teacher in school and lives in the school’s teacher dormitory.
He drank a lot today and was shaking when walking. I think it wasn't him who gave me, but I gave him.
Finally, he simply put his arm on my shoulder.
Although it is so disgusting, I can't throw people here.
"Give me your phone."
He really took out his phone and handed it to me: "Is there a job check before we get together?"
"When did I say I'm going to be with you?" I really couldn't help feeling disgusted, "What is the password, I'll call you a taxi."
He sarcastically said: "You kiss me and I'll tell you."
"What is the password."
Every hair of my hair was raised, and I wanted to move his arm away, but I didn't expect that his lips directly touched my face.
is like a bug in the puddle hatching eggs on my face. I screamed in shock, uncontrollably trying to push him away.
"Stop messing around, I will fall down."
He is like a spider, trying to climb up my body, wrap me up, and swallow me in his arms.
The sticky sweat, like a spider's silk web, is wrapped around the arms.
I held my breath and said, "Tell me what password."
He laughed out loud, stuck it in my ear, and accompanied by the breath, he said four numbers.
I couldn't stand it and fell on the steps. He pulled me to the woods.
I threw his phone into my bag, reached out and groped in the bag to find the fruit knife, and asked for help loudly: "Help--"
He turned around suddenly and covered my mouth.
It seems that I have sobered up most of the time: "What's your name?"
My lipstick may have been printed on his palms, with a suffocating and boring feeling.
"What are you pretending? Isn't it something you want to do? You've walked with me all the way, and now you're pretending to be innocent?"
He pressed me to the ground with a strong smell of alcohol, proving that he is still rational, but not much.
My bag fell to the ground, but fortunately one hand tightly squeezed it into the bag, so it didn't fall far away.
I can't see his face, but I can feel his barbaric aura, and I can even imagine his blood-filled eyes like wild beasts.
Go to death.
I thought to myself.
Go to death!
"You——"
He screamed.
I took out a sharp fruit knife from my bag, and with one hand towards his chest, he suddenly held it back.
For a moment, he was completely happy: "Bastard!"
I underestimated the power of a man, and the tip of the knife was approached by him to my neck.
I held the blade of the fruit knife with instinct, smelled the blood, and still tried hard to hold it up.
"You should go with Zhang Ru!"
"You are crazy!" He shook the surgery and held me down, "You don't really want to kill me, do you?"
The pain on his hands came late, but it was not so painful at this moment.
"You threatened Zhang Ru, Zhang Ru told me."
"Zhang Ru is not a good person himself. Can good people be threatened? It's because I thought in my heart."
"I won't let you go." I gritted my teeth and shouted suddenly, "Help!"
Liu Yang angrily threw me away, pointing at the dirty thing: "How did Zhang Ru die? I have a video!"
I suddenly didn't know how to speak, and my blood flowed back.
For a moment, I seemed to have hallucinations. I saw Liu Yang being swept by a gust of black wind, and his whole body was lifted down from me, and was pounced on the other end by the black wind.
"Be honest, don't move!"
This powerful young voice stunned me.
is somewhat familiar, it is the young male policeman.
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8
I am a witness, so I was taken back to the police station and wait for the result. In the office of
, only the male policeman took care of me at a loss.
He handed me a cup of hot water.
"Luckily I'm nearby, otherwise you might have lost your life. It's so dangerous." He frowned, looked at the skirt on my body, and handed me a blanket.
I was uneasy, my hands were still trembling, and my bandaged hands were like buns, and the water cup fell to the ground.
Fortunately it is a paper cup, only the floor is affected.
He went to get a mop, mop the floor, and wanted to comfort me, and finally said the three most useless words: "It's okay."
I wanted to ease the atmosphere and prove that I was not so uneasy, and joked: "If you don't show up, he kills me, can you sentence to death? What's the point of attempt now, and the other intentionally hurts people? So it's not the time for you to appear."
He can't understand my humor.
looked at it in a stern look, and at this moment there was another inexplicable sense of justice: "I understand your mood. In this kind of thing, everyone hopes that the criminal can be cut into pieces. But this is impossible. If the death penalty is directly sentenced to death, many victims will even be deprived of their chances of survival."
"I understand, so I respect the law very much." I nodded to him, "But with my simplest emotions, I hope it can be Lingchi."
This matter has been squeezed in my heart for a long time.
I regretted that I heard the sound coming from beside the ladder by chance. That day, I heard it, but walked away again.
It’s like I saw Zhang Ru walking into that forest. I heard it, but walked away again, letting Liu Yang walk in.
Liu Yang deserves to die. From the day he went to "stop the fight", I felt that he deserved to die.
This knife has been prepared in my bag for a long time.
I thought I could cut through the thorns and catch Liu Yang.
But now it seems that I can't do it.
I just have hatred, but I don’t have a strong enough heart.
I don’t even know how to have a strong heart to fulfill my wish.
The male policeman brought another glass of water and walked over: "What do you think? Why don't you refuse him?"
"I refused, but I didn't push it away."
"Walking with a man who has drunk wine is not a good choice." He frowned.
I looked at him, and the scene of him just knocking down the criminal appeared in my mind.
I reached out and poked his chest: "It's really strong, I've been practicing for a long time."
He opened his mouth, shut up, looked at me with anger, and finally moved away from me.
I suddenly laughed: "You can sue me for harassment, this is the police station, it is very convenient."
"If you can really be arrested, I want to take a record now." He hummed in dissatisfaction.
I laughed and relieved my anxiety: "Even in the police station, I can only swallow my anger for such things. But on the streets, in the workplace, in the invisible corners, countless girls are suffering such harassment.
"There is no substantial harm, it is just a verbal offense, or accidentally hitting the skin, or even just some hateful words written in the corner.
"Who can stand this? They can't make jokes when they say it loudly. They are fortunate to have a response on the Internet, but they cannot get effective solutions to reveal themselves that they still hurt the enemy by one thousand and lose eight hundred.
"There are a lot of harassment that has developed to the point of illegality, and it is also repeated temptations and accumulations. It is a woman's resistance that is ineffective, it is a man's courage to be obsessed with. ”
He seemed to listen to what I was saying, and his eyes at me changed a little: “I can understand your mood. "
I interrupted him without hesitation, stood up, the blanket fell to the ground, stepped towards him barefoot, and looked at him condescendingly.
"You can't understand, it's like you're still looking at my skirt now. Are you thinking that if I don’t wear such a short skirt, I will definitely be safe.This sounds ridiculous, as a man, do you think it is credible? "
"I——"
He sighed and lowered his head: "Cover quickly, I can't tell you." "
In the middle of the night waiting to take the transcript, we were all a little tired.
I leaned against the window and asked him, "How was Zhang Ru's body discovered? "
He changed his mind about me and stopped making things difficult for me. Instead, he became honest: "A female junior high school student discovered it. In the morning, the construction team found her lying on the ground and found the broken heads and skeletons that were turned out from the land. If the girl hadn't been next to the skeleton, a forklift might have ignored this case. "
" How could that junior high school female student wake up on the ground early in the morning? "
" She said that after school the night before, she walked into the bushes next to her in order to pick up things. As a result, the soil that had just been turned over was very loose, so she stepped on the empty foot, fell down, fainted until she was woken up the next morning. "
" What is she wearing? "
" school uniform, short sleeves, long trousers. Nowadays, aren’t boys and girls required to be the same? The school uniforms have been changed to pants. "
I looked at him, wanting to say something but stopping.
I want to tell him that a girl will not walk into the dark bushes at night without any trouble, nor will she step on the air so easily. Whether she is wearing a skirt or pants, it does not affect whether she will be hurt. Moreover, there are not only her in this grass, but also people, the girls who have never said it.
But I didn't say it in the end.
ml0 If one day they are willing to speak, let me talk about it, I shouldn’t tear their wounds open casually.
If Zhang Ru and that person entered the woods, I didn’t say it out loud and asked around, and it might not lead to the final tragedy.
and even after such a thing happened to me, I deeply realized why I couldn’t say it.
"Luo Zhenyu, are you a local? "
" is not. "
" Then you must not know that there is something unclean in that wood. Whenever it is dark at night and the wind blows in the river, they make strange sounds. In those years without a long ladder, those unclean things often appear, which will hurt people. Now that there is a long ladder, it still appears less, but these things are afraid of yang energy. If you have heavy yang energy, you can drive it away. "
" Are you talking about it? ”
I smiled: “You drove away today. "
Luo Zhenyu's eyes suddenly calmed down.
I suddenly remembered something and asked Luo Zhenyu to help me take out the phone in my bag.
I tried hard to unlock it with one finger.
I searched for Liu Yang's network disk, clicked in but found nothing. My head was stunned.
That day, Zhang Ru once told me that Liu Yang had a digital camera and he had the habit of recording and taking pictures. Every time he threatened Zhang Ru or other soft persimmons, he would take pictures. Their boys shared this secret.
I had to find those videos, and I wanted to let Liu Yang's group People pay the price they should have.
I said, I believe in the law.
but not this network disk.
I looked for a memo and found everything I could find, but there was no.
Finally I clicked on WeChat.
A group was topped at the top, with only a few people, which was the boys with Liu Yang at that time. Now this group is called "Give Blessings Sharing" -
The last news is tonight.
"He Xiaoxiao's psychological quality is really good. Like people who are fine, they also appeared at the crime scene. "
" The psychological quality is not strong, just like that person, and the school will not come the next day. "
" But Zhang Ru can be regarded as a romantic person who dies under the peony flowers. This big advantage was picked up by Zhang Ru."
" This is not a blame on Liu Yang, and he called him to find He Xiaoxiao. "
" He Xiaoxiao's background is so tough, but she didn't expect that Zhang Ru really dared. "
" Zhang Ru likes He Xiaoxiao, this is something that everyone knows. No one of you has read the diary written by Zhang Ru, and who can write the diary if you are serious? "
" Liu Yang, watching the show, let's say a few words, how are you and He Xiaoxiao doing? Have you won it? "
9
Originally, the female policeman wanted to send me home, but was stopped by Luo Zhenyu. He insisted on sending me back.
We walked along the layers of stairs together, and remained silent all the way because of fatigue.
Luo Zhenyu sent me downstairs.
When I was about to leave, he suddenly grabbed me. I suddenly shook his hand away and stared at him angrily.
"I'm sorry. "He spread his hands, "I just want to ask you, do you have any difficulties?" "
I looked at him in confusion.
He brewed for a while and said to me in a low voice: "It wasn't that I met you by chance yesterday, it was because I have been asked to follow you and observe you all the time. "
"What do you mean? "I was stunned.
He was in a dilemma and stuffed a note into my hand: "If you have anything, you can call me. "
When I got home, I opened the note. The front of the note was a string of phone numbers. The back of the note was written: Letter.
My heart was a bit slack.
It was too long, and even I almost forgot. The letter I ran away from home was given to Uncle Zhang at the riverside wharf in the morning.
l0 I suddenly felt uneasy.
I was angry and annoyed, I hated that I was weak and could not grab the knife, and I could not find those videos, and even the last trump card was shaking.
At this moment, another strange phone call came.
My anxiety became more and more serious.
I answered the phone and it was the voice of a middle-aged man: "Ms. He, I am outside the door, is it convenient to open the door? "
I don't recognize the sound on the phone, I just feel weird.
walked towards the door and met Maoyan. It was a man holding a briefcase.
I didn't make any noise.
The man holding a briefcase said to the phone in the cat's eyes, and the voice passed through my phone through my ears.
"Ms. He, I know you just went home. I am Mr. Liu’s lawyer, but I am here to help you now. I think you took Mr. Liu's cell phone to find a video. You can return your phone to me with confidence, because the video is not here, and if you don't return it, it's theft. "
I hung up the phone and placed my phone under the coffee table in the living room.
opened the door.
" come in and talk. "
He walked into the door and brought his own shoe cover, which was very polite.
We sat on the sofa next to the coffee table, and he keenly took out my phone I placed on the coffee table: "Ms. He, without my permission, the video is not suitable. "
He speaks softly, but every word is powerful, which makes me panic and uneasy.
I don't know what surprise he wants to bring me, or do I have the right to choose.
"We only hope that Ms. He can tell the police that all this is a misunderstanding and generously admit the relationship between you two. I think Ms. He’s impulsive behavior was just because Mr. Liu and you had a dispute over emotional reasons, and Mr. Liu just accidentally hurt Ms. He during the self-protection process. "
He is gentle and elegant, but it makes me angry: "Impossible! "
He smiled and handed over a business card: "Since that's the case, we can only hand over the video of Zhang Ru's accidental death to the police. Of course, if you have any ideas, you can always call. ”The moment the door was closed.
I collapsed on the ground.
I knew early in the morning that there were witnesses in Zhang Ru's death, and I knew better than anyone else.
But before I met Liu Yang again, I didn’t know that he was also a witness.
He took me and stuck my neck with a knife, which made me in a dilemma now.
10
I sat on the ground, organizing piles of falling books.
High school mathematics, many headaches books.
While sorting out, I counted down my time and wanted to find a way out for myself.
The book collapsed again because the foundation was crooked.
The collapsed books are like fallen leaves in the woods, falling beside me.
I suddenly remembered a name.
That day, Zhang Ru, who I sympathized with, begged me to help him.
I and him came to the woods.
He rushed towards me.
He apologized devoutly: "I'm sorry, if I don't do it, Liu Yang will beat me to death. I'm afraid of those people of them, I just want to not be beaten, I'm sorry, I really sorry for you."
I was at a loss: "Where is Wang Shiqing yesterday?"
"Wang Shiqing, she, me, Liu Yang, and..."
I remembered Wang Shiqing's introverted and gentle appearance, and always spoke carefully, as if I was afraid of disturbing others.
She is like air, living in the classroom.
I begged: "I'm afraid if you can let me go."
He said piously: "I'm sorry, but I really like you. I write you in one of my notebooks. Just think that this is my love for you. I'm really sorry."
No matter how old I move towards my future life, I'll always stay in that night of that year.
Now I think about it, it turns out that Liu Yang and those people have already suppressed a secret together.
like it?
From then on, I really hate this kind of like.
I think no one teaches them how to respect and how to like.
From that day on, I began to hate these inaction parents and boys who thought they were precocious.
Zhang Ru disappeared for a month before her parents began to worry because Zhang Rushi was a boy, a rebellious boy.
Why didn’t I call the police at that time?
Because we all think that everything has passed and the tragedy will not come again.
Until I heard it, Wang Shiqing left.
Thinking of this, I picked up the phone and dialed the numbers on the string of notes.
Luo Zhenyu quickly connected.
I said, "I want to surrender."
10
Interrogation room.
I think I have more or less fate with these two policemen.
It’s just that the atmosphere in the interrogation room was particularly cold, and I was like revealing my crime to two pieces of emotionless wood.
"At around 10:30 pm on September 27, 2006. Zhang Ru and I came to the woods. At that time, the long ladder had just been repaired and we were not allowed to leave. The muddy ground next to us was walking."
I paused and buried my head, not knowing how to continue.
"I pushed him and he fell down immediately. I heard the sound of gully. When I found him, I found that he was dead. It seemed that he had hit something in his head. There was a stone stuck in the back of his head, and it was not bleeding, but it was scary.
"That place has been repaired, and no one will go to the woods to construct again. At that time, it was still very remote, so I went to the nearby low house, stole a shovel, and buried the person. Later, I washed the shovel by the river and went back. The family didn't know.
"That's how I died, I killed him by mistake."
They were all quiet and didn't interrupt me anything.
Until I finished speaking the last word, the female policeman looked down at the transcript: "What about the motive for murder? You are classmates, why do you have to take action against Zhang?”
I bit my lower lip: “I hate him. "
" just because I hate him, so I killed him? "
The female policeman was aggressive.
But as always, I feel that this female policeman is no worse than any male policeman in her position. When she sees me as a woman, her language is gentle, and when she sees me as a suspect, she is majestic, which is admirable.
The female policeman knocked on the table: "Since you have said it, you have to tell the truth. "
The female policeman looked at Luo Zhenyu, and they seemed to be communicating with their eyes.
I couldn't speak, so I still couldn't open my mouth and said, "What did Zhang Ru do to me?"
sewed my mouth like a needle. Those words were even more difficult than Lingchi.
Luo Zhenyu whispered, "I'll confirm with you again. After you pushed him down, you went to his side and found that he was dead, right? "
I am sure: "Yes. ”
Luo Zhenyu looked at the female policeman: “Do you have something to say? "
I hesitated: "I started out because of self-protection..."
I couldn't continue, it was different from the woods a few days ago.
I could laugh and joke when I was twenty-eight years old, but I couldn't desecrate myself when I was young.
The interrogation room was so quiet that I could only breathe.
For a long time, Luo Zhenyu sighed: "You go out first. "
"Are you going to arrest me? ”
Luo Zhenyu shook his head: “Go out and drink some hot water and have a good rest. "
How is it possible?
" I'm obviously the murderer, I've made it clear that I've matched everything. "I don't want to leave the interrogation room, "Please arrest me, I surrender myself, I am the murderer. "
I saw the police sigh, and they shook their heads at me, a little disappointed, and the eyes seemed to tell me that there was no chance.
Just when I was still trying to confirm this fact, Luo Zhenyu finally couldn't help it and spoke: "Zhang Ru did not die immediately after falling down. He also had a brief survival action. We mastered the video and restored it to the greatest extent. And the most powerful evidence was found on the scene, the thing Zhang Ru desperately grabbed before she died. "
"How come you have videos? What Liu Yang gave to you? "I could almost hear my heartbeat.
The female policeman still stared at him, and he said something he shouldn't say.
But he continued, "Liu Yang's lawyer, submitted it to us. "
I felt a chill.
Liu Yang and his lawyer lied to me. If I promised him, they would throw me into hell together. What he gave me was not a choice, but just wanted me not to speak again. If Liu Yang came out, I couldn't imagine what he would do to me.
I could almost hear my breathing, and there was still a last bit of fantasy: "Do you have other evidence to identify the murderer? "
" a yellow diamond necklace. This necklace is very special and is a rare yellow diamond with an international certificate. In the early 2000s, this was rare. When we visited the school, we identified the suspect. And through the certificate, I found where the yellow diamond was finally circulated. "
I could vaguely hear my crying.
I raised my head and could only do the last thing, saying to the two: "Liu Yang has a video, which proves that I am protecting myself. Liu Yang's mobile phone has chat records here. They shoot videos many times and commit violence to hurt others. ” After I finished speaking, I felt that I was disintegrated into pieces.
Even all the shame was deprived.
I always cover my wounds and want to reveal less, so I just smooth it all out.
I want to protect those who are sympathetic, I want to protect my shame, and I want to protect the person I love the most.
I am too greedy.
The interrogation room fell silent.
is different from that scary at the beginning, but heavierly, even sighing with caution.
A crying sound suddenly came from outside the interrogation room.
We looked out the door at the same time, but we didn't look at anything.
Luo Zhenyu sighed deeply and stood up: "It's Zhang Ru's parents. They come to cry for a while every day. I have been looking for my son for ten years, and when I find him, it's the corpse."
I couldn't speak for a while.
I was filled with jealousy, and I was jealous of them being able to cry blatantly, tell them blatantly, and become victims blatantly.
When Luo Zhenyu closed the door, he said to me, "I'll go and see, you guys just sit here for a while."
door was closed tightly, as if to drive away those noises.
I felt as if I had been sucked and said to the female policeman, "They must hate the murderer to death."
The female policeman walked up and patted me on the shoulder gently: "You don't have to forgive me."
11
My mother is an excellent mathematics teacher.
In that era when stereotype mathematics was well learned, she stood out and broke the curse.
My father is a jewelry store owner.
He likes beautiful things. In that era when it was not open enough, he allowed me to pursue anything I felt beautiful.
Mother is strict and my father loves it. This is my family.
So I have lived like a little princess since I was a child due to my father's love.
was assigned to my mother's class in high school, which made me feel a little bit of joy, but my mother was selfless and did not allow me to feel any preferential treatment because of this.
I even suspected for a long time that my mother didn't like me.
So at that time, my relationship with my mother was very bad.
At school and at home, I deliberately called her Teacher Li, and I hid from her during school breaks.
But when my mother rushed into the woods to find me, I realized how much she loved me from her anger and regret.
Why did she run these absurd mutual aid groups because of her own grades? I think she must have thought so at that time.
The woods were very dark, and she was looking for the sound to grop.
My mouth was covered and I couldn't make any sound.
When my body weight became lighter, it was supported by my mother with her hands.
Mother pushed Zhang Ru down angrily.
But at that time, my mother still gently asked me to walk out of this woods and not look back.
But I looked back.
In the past countless days, I have never looked back before I can't see her.
I saw my always proper mother running down hurriedly.
I also followed the sound, ran down from the edge, following my mother's pace.
In the darkness, I heard my mother slap her down.
in the night sky, like thunder.
But Zhang Ru never stood up again.
I followed my lost mother for a night, walked every path she walked, and finally returned to the woods.
Zhang Ru's death, I am an eyewitness.
But I didn't say anything, I thought I didn't know.
Mother said nothing, and thought it was not known.
My father looked for us all night, but he didn't say anything, as if he didn't know anything.
I only ran to the dock early in the morning, imitating Zhang Ru's notes, and sent a letter to my uncle.
Later, my father hid those lace-edged skirts and the wardrobe was filled with brand new pants.
My father said, "Trendy jeans are popular now, look at it, are they very fashionable?"
I nodded, "I haven't like lace skirts for a long time."
I didn't lie.
Because I always have a dream.
I stand at the highest point.
accidentally pushed, and the person in front of him rolled downhill like a ball.
I was frightened and ran after the ball.
But I was wearing a lace skirt, the wind was very strong, so I didn’t dare to run too fast.
When the ball rolls to the bottom, it is stopped by a sharp-edged stone and turns into a broken watermelon.
The broken watermelon juice dyed my lace skirt red.
The river wind blows heavily.
I was flooded with juice. (original title: "Lace is guilty")
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