A few days ago, strong winds in Beijing cooled down and the house suddenly became cold.
Family family wants to change into cotton slippers. I opened the shoe cabinet casually and the first thing I saw was a pair of gray cotton drags. So he asked, "Dad's slippers, are you wearing them?" "Okay!"
But after two days of wearing them, he complained that the shoes were really uncomfortable to wear.
"How is it possible? Dad has only worn shoes for more than twenty days!"
"It's really uncomfortable. It feels low here, it's very uncomfortable. If you don't believe it, please wear it."
I tried it and it feels really uncomfortable. Except for the thick paper sheet on the bottom of the insole that actually exposed the bottom, the outside of the shoe seemed to be lowered.
"But there is no inappropriate appearance! This pair of shoes was bought in a nearby supermarket, so how is the quality?
Seeing that the appearance is still good, I couldn't help but feel sad. My father has worn it for more than 20 days, why don't I know! How uncomfortable my father is wearing it these days! If it weren't for my family, we might never know.
slippers were bought in winter three years ago. It was the end of 2018, and my father and I called to talk about going back to the Spring Festival. My father said, "Don't come back this year, let's go. "We were all very happy after hearing this news. First, although our father and mother had been to Beijing for a trip, we had not yet come to Beijing to work at that time, and our mother had never been to our house. Second, we saved us from rushing around, so we were all very happy.
So we sorted out the room in advance, made bed sheets and bedding, and of course other daily necessities, including this pair of slippers that we bought in the supermarket. Since we chose the eastmost room on the second floor, the window There are many households, and the heating effect in winter is not very good, so I bought a thick cotton mop with a gang for my father.
came to Beijing from the day of the Spring Festival travel rush on the 15th day of the 12th lunar month, and when I returned to the 10th day of the first lunar month, my parents spent a total of twenty-five days at our house. These twenty-five days are the longest time my father and mother have been in our house. It is also the hard work of my life that my father and mother gave me time and opportunity to take care of them.
What I didn’t expect was that this was actually my father. The last time I came to our house. I was three days away from seven months after I returned. My father passed away after suffering from illness!
With infinite nostalgia and reluctance, my father left us forever, and the only thing left for us was grief...
I kept this pair of cotton slippers and brought it from Xierqi to Chaoyang . Although the shoes in the shoe cabinet were packed again and again, I still put it inside just for That is the trace left by my father. When you see it, you will think of the past.
Writer Liang Xiaosheng once wrote: "If the closest person dies, you won't feel so painful at first, because you can't get rid of it. On the contrary, what's saddest is that in the next time, in a certain unintentional moment, when you think of him, you will see the snacks he likes to eat, the cup he used, your nose is sore, and your face is full of tears, and you will remember how good he should be. Perhaps only those who have experienced it understand that the most painful thing about losing a loved one is not the moment of losing it, but every moment when you think of him in the future. "
is indeed the case. Looking at the photos of my father and mother traveling in Hainan, looking at the water cups of my father who were brought back from my hometown as a souvenir, etc., when I saw things and thought of others, I always feel "Oh, how great it would be if time could go back. "
We miss our father, and we miss him hardworking, kind, persevering and strong all our lives, and never want to cause trouble to others. I also feel guilty and blame myself. What I blame is that father's love is like a mountain, but we cannot repay for so many years. Even the carelessness of me did not realize that the shoes my father wore was so unfit...
I hope there is love in the world, and the grass and trees are yellow. I am far away from homesickness, and tears are flowing in my heart...
"Sons want to raise but parents are not waiting for them", the most unpaid thing in the world is father's love and mother's love!
Today is Cold Clothes Festival , and I remember my father again.
I hope there is love in the world, warm in heaven, and good father!
