The boy I like, my life will always stop on Christmas Eve in 2018.
That day, he was going to confess his love to me.
But I didn't wait.
To be precise, I once passed him by in the crowd. I saw the man with messy hair and weird clothes. He was walking against the crowd and almost flooded by the crowd. I just glanced at it in a hurry and didn't stop.
He couldn't bear the humiliation and committed suicide that night.
1
"She is so young, can she come out to be our counselor if she is twenty-five?"
"I'm so young, don't you say that the school's is guaranteed to graduate school ?"
"...Haha, graduate school, who knows how to protect the law?"
I pretended not to hear the contemptuous and meticulous discussions below. , knocked on the book on his hand and said, "Hello everyone, I am your intern counselor and psychological counseling teacher. My name is Si Mo. I will be in charge of our class with Teacher Hu in the future. In the future, you can ask me to tutor if you encounter any problems in the class. My office is in..."
"How to tutor?" Someone below whistled, "I just broke up, why don't you tutor me alone?"
chuckled tacitly and harshly.
I pursed my lips and looked at the boy talking with my eyes - a fashionable outfit, with highlighted silver hair, earrings and tattoos, just like writing the word "dandy" on my face.
The classroom door was roughly knocked by the folder.
"What's the noise? Quiet!"
The man standing at the door was in his thirties, his striped shirt wrapped around his slightly fat belly, thin-framed glasses, slightly thick lips, and a neat greased head.
Perhaps for many students, this is just a male teacher who can be seen everywhere in school and pass by.
may also have a bit of aura specially brought by a role model.
But only I know how disgusting he is, these hands once slowly slid in from my collar, and how greedy the staring of these eyes could be.
"Teacher Si Mo, come out."
I responded, following him step by step.
This man is also my counselor in college, Hu Zhaoyang.
"Oh, to be honest, Si Mo is quite surprised. We have changed from teachers and students to colleagues." He walked into the office, naturally sat down on the sofa, patted the other side, and smiled, "What are you doing when you stand there? An old acquaintance, sit down."
I felt cold, and I was twisted with the corner of my clothes, and stood there.
His expression was so vicious that he turned cold, almost commanding, "Sit here!"
The fear embedded in his heart made me tremble for a moment, and he sat over quickly. Then he turned his anger and smiled, and directly wrapped around my shoulders. I could even smell the stench of smoke from his mouth and nose.
"Yes, you must know that you can be admitted to the postgraduate. I have said a lot of good things to the principal. The quota of the whole grade is limited, you know that too."
My voice is very small, "Thank you, teacher."
"A good child is to repay kindness." He patted my face gently, stared at me for a long time, and said, "Don't worry, there are many opportunities to thank you."
The phone rang in the office, Hu Zhaoyang changed his face instantly, replied with a few smiles and then went out.
Also the moment he closed the door, I slowly opened my palm, and the black portable monitor was shining.
And the other half was quietly resting on Hu Zhaoyang during the intimate contact just now.
The smell he left behind was still filled with in the air.
really makes me sick.
I got up, walked to the display cabinet, looked at a row of honor trophys and celebrity introductions belonging to Z University, and stroked the leaders with straight suits and hypocritical suits one by one...
finally stayed in the last frame.
Z University principal, professor and well-known philanthropist. It is said that it also has a place in the business world of this city.
Huo Zhengtang.
Let’s try my hatred!
Climbing back from the abyss step by step, losing the deep hatred of your lover.
2
A girl in class came to me and asked for leave.
Actually, I noticed her when I first entered the classroom.I was wearing a clean, slightly white denim overalls and tied a ponytail, just looking at my height and face shape, which was a bit similar to what I was when I was a student.
I took the fake note.
"Student Ye Die, right?"
But she looked even more indifferent, and looked at me with dark eyes and nodded.
"Let me take a look... your class has professional courses on Friday." I raised my face and looked at him gently, "Can you tell the teacher what it takes to take a whole day off?"
She turned her face a little disgusted.
"Inconvenient."
I was silent for two seconds, got up, closed the office door, and then opened the disposable cup to pick up the warm water for her, and smiled slightly, "Drink some water first, I am an intern teacher, and I can only approve the leave of a single class."
The cold and even world-weary face still did not turn around.
but spit out the answer that made me almost throw my cup.
"Abortion."
My pupils shrank suddenly.
"What did you say?"
She finally looked at me and paused word by word, "I, go, abortion, birth."
After saying that, he glanced at me and said in despair, "Sorry, teacher, you insisted that I say it. You are so clean, you heard such words for the first time? It's hard to imagine, right? Do you feel disgusting?"
's tone was sarcastic.
"I'm still a good student with national scholarship . I'm doing this kind of thing behind my back." She bent her mouth, "Don't say it's you, I feel disgusting."
I felt that the blood in my body was cooling rapidly.
Looking at the face in front of me, this face younger than me and similar to me actually appeared in my mind at the next moment.
took several deep breaths to barely suppress the wild heartbeat, so I called the Secretariat.
Then he pulled Ye Die and turned around and left.
3
Even if it is not Saturday and Sunday, there will never be a shortage of patients in the hospital corridor. Ye Die sat on the green painted chair in the corridor with her head down, bearing the eyes of every passing person.
is as pale as the corridor, growing to the point where it cannot be seen.
scent of disinfectant water.
rustling criticism and criticism.
And she sat in the dark, as if she had completely numbly accepted such an existence.
I walked out of the clinic, sat down beside Ye Die, and said in a scattered manner what the doctor told me to pay attention. She took the medicine box, said "um", just asked me, "How much does it cost in total?"
"I don't want you to give it." I said, "Ye Die, I don't ask you why, and I won't talk nonsense with anyone, you can rest assured."
She looked at me and suddenly, she laughed slowly.
The smile with the corners of the mouth curled up and the eyes are indifferent.
"Who are you me?"
"I am your teacher!"
She suddenly laughed so hard that she almost burst into tears.
"It's also the teacher who does this to me! Hahahaha... It's so coincidental, so coincidental, he also said, make me obedient, he's the teacher."
It seems that the heart is hit hard.
is indeed the worst expected result.
"Who?"
I asked.
"It's in the same office as you, my class teacher." She looked down at the sloppy doctor's advice on the medicine box, and approached me and said, "I don't plan to medicine to . I'm going to wait for two or three months. When the fetus is formed and beaten, I want to give it to him as a gift."
"Teacher Si Mo, what do you think of this idea?"
4
"...No."
"Why?"
"You can't beat him."
"No one knows better than me how big the protective umbrella behind Hu Zhaoyang is.
His father-in-law is in business, and his wife is rich, not to mention that he is the principal's lackey.
smile quickly faded from Ye Die's face.
"A fetus is not enough, what about my life?"
After she said that, she turned around and left without hesitation, decisive without leaving any room for anything.I didn't know how I rushed up, and even staggered for two steps before grabbing her wrist and hugging her tightly from behind, "Ye Die, Ye Die... Listen to me, don't do this, I beg you, don't bet on your future for such scum." The glass door of the hospital was pushed open with a lot of sunshine, but I couldn't feel the slightest temperature.
She raised her head slightly and reached out her hand to try to touch the sunlight.
said in an almost innocent tone, "Future? What's my future?"
"My mother, my friend, and you all advised me to forget it."
"It's useless to say that this matter is so big, it's disgraceful, and I'm going to swallow it hard. Sometimes I think..." She turned her head, and a big tears rolled in her eyes, "I think I was wrong."
-"Sorry, Si Mo. I really don't know how to face you, you with an infinite bright future. I think this matter is too dirty. From the moment I took the money, I felt that I was wrong."
also wrote this in his dead suicide note.
, that's not the case.
is not.
"Ye Die." I sniffed and adjusted my emotions, "Do you know why I went to graduate school at our school and transferred back to my former college to be a counselor?"
She was stunned.
"My favorite person died in the same place five years ago."
"So..."
"So..."
"So some things that may never look back after doing it, so let me do it, okay?"
5
I took the initiative to find Huo Zhengtang. He had just finished the meeting and was walking out of the conference room with his sponsor. He looked well-dressed and returned to the office after seeing the guests off.
Today, I deliberately wore a light-colored v-collar sweater, and my whole body was as gentle and harmless as the pearl pendant between my collarbone.
"Principal Huo."
He likes this kind of pure and flawless look dress the most.
closed the door with his backhand, Huo Zhengtang took off his glasses, "Xiaomo is here, are you still adapting to work?"
I walked behind him with a wink and slowly rubbed temples for him.
"You are not at ease with my work ability? But... Teacher Hu seems to have had a small accident." I leaned over and whispered a few times, and Huo Zhengtang's eyebrows were irritable, "Why did he make trouble all day long? Fortunately, he is just a female student."
-Lucky, he is just a female student.
If possible, I really want to pick up the scissors on the table and poke it into his throat. One, two... Countless knifes made blood splash, making his mouth unable to speak anymore.
but not.
I have been enduring it for four and a half years.
"Don't worry, I've solved it. She won't talk nonsense."
He patted my hand.
"I have some troubles to deal with recently. You tell him and don't cause trouble at this critical moment."
I said, "Okay."
Huo Zhengtang looked over with interest and looked at me scrutinizedly, "I remember you mentioned before that you wanted to share some things for Hu Zhaoyang, why don't you ask curiously?"
I did test it, but that time failed.
No matter how unpretentious Hu Zhaoyang acted, he had been with him for so many years, and he had the interests of the two of them, and he was considered a grasshopper on the same rope.
The old guy is very cunning and will not easily change the position of the people around him.
He is also afraid of leaks.
"If you don't tell me, I'm not qualified to share your worries now." I lowered my head, "But I believe that my ability and your vision will naturally make things play their greatest value."
Then he showed a smile of praise, holding my fat hand and exerted a little force, "You are indeed sensible."
"It just so happened that Hu Zhaoyang was busy with academic seminars recently, so I'll give you a chance." He turned on his phone and reported a string of phone numbers.
My body stiffened in an instant.
is like a bucket of ice water poured from the top of your head. The string of
has been memorized in my heart through countless repetitions.
In my memo, it was marked as "Ye Tongchen's dad."
My dead, my lover's, my father.
6
"Tell me down."
"Okay, what do you need to do?"
ten fingers tightly into the palm of your palm.
"Ah, you probably forgot..." Huo Zhengtang's tone was understated, "A few years ago, a student died in the same class. The school had already agreed to compensate, and the family had been making unreasonable trouble."
"It was calm for a while, but it started to make trouble again recently. What kind of terminal illness is he suffering from? Hu Hu probably wants to make another profit. Don't think about whether his son is worth that much money. Hu Zhaoyang is a teacher in the school after all, so it's more convenient for you to talk."
"Fifty thousand, if you can, just shut up with the money, no..."
Huo Zhengtang raised his hand and crushed a little flying insect on the table. A fleeting murderous intent flashed in those triangular eyes.
"Just come back and tell me, I'll solve this family."
7
I found the public telephone booth on the side of the road and dialed. I called
twice before I opened it. The moment I heard the old male voice over there, I almost couldn't help crying.
I thought that I should be able to do it after so long.
But he would remember Ye Tongchen and told me that his father had a good cooking skills and kept cooking for his mother at home. If we were together in the future, he would cook a lot of delicious food for me like his father.
can never wait any longer.
"Hey" the second time, I suppressed my surging emotions.
"Tongchen's bank card will receive some money later. Don't check the remittance party, and don't ask me more. Aunt's surgery is important." After
, I hung up the phone in panic.
transfer the money I saved with what Huo Zhengtang gave me.
8
Back to the employee dormitory, I turned on the computer and eavesdropped on Hu Zhaoyang's portable body.
will lose all the time once it is discovered, so I can't let it stay.
Fortunately, Hu Zhaoyang was restless, which also provided me with an opportunity to take advantage of. After connecting to
Bluetooth , the record was exported. I turned the text and looked at it line by line. Unfortunately, most of the dense things were filled with his high-sounding nonsense in class.
But none of these touched the key points.
Just when I was a little irritated and was about to give up, I suddenly saw a conversation -
"Hey, I heard that the principal's daughter is also taking the college entrance examination this year. Her grades should be good, right?"
"It's not bad, a vase, and the one who entered Luogao was all made by our top guy with money. Do you know? It's useless to go to a good school, and you're still hiring a tutor? But Huo Ruzhu looks good, just like her mother, and her face is so watery..."
"Director Hu has drunk too much, so dares to say this?"
"What's the point of not daring to do this?"
I captured the keywords and quickly remembered them.
For so many years, Huo Zhengtang has protected his daughter well, especially after Ye Tongchen's accident, he transferred to school. No matter how I checked, I couldn't find out the news, and I was afraid of alarming the enemy.
finally captured the information from Hu Zhaoyang.
Huo Zhengtang's daughter, Huo Ruzhu, is in the third year of high school, and goes to school in Luohao, a key provincial key.
It’s a coincidence that I was in Luogao in high school, and I couldn’t understand the enrollment system in the school. Most of them were good students, and a small group of them were top in the county town, but some of them were forced into it through the back door, and they were usually arranged in international classes.
In this way, she can basically lock her position.
I calmly logged into the QQ number covered in dust in the corner, and found Huo Ruzhu in the grouped column.
click to enter and open the chat box.
What kind of expression would a person express if he suddenly receives a message from a tutor who died four or five years ago?
——"Are you there? Ruzhu classmate."
