text/Chu Mo Qingyi‖Today's Toutiao account exclusively released
The woman's name is Xiaohe. When she gave birth to her, the lotus pond at the door of her house sprouted. At first glance, Xiaohe showed her sharp corners. At this time, the midwife walked out of the inner room and told her father who was sitting under the eaves that it was a miserable man. It took a lot of effort to get her down.
does it carry a handle?
Midwife said nothing.
Father's face immediately became muscular. Then, I said to myself, and there were three.
In other words, before Xiaohe, she already had two sisters. She was a third child and was a child. At that time, her parents risked being fined and worked together to get her down. Before she wanted her, she was originally expected to be a boy who could continue her incense, but it turned out to be a flower.
At this time, there are orchid and osmanthus at home. This, my mother said, it’s called Fang. Lan Gui Qifang is also neat and tidy. Maybe her future home will be carried forward.
Although my mother had never been to school, she still recognized a few words. Because her ancestors studied, she seemed to have such a study at home, and the name of the study was called these four words.
So the first daughter was born, and she gave her the word Lan without saying a word. When her second daughter came out, she hesitated for a moment and thought that it would be a pity if the word Gui was a boy.
But unfortunately, there is no way. Since we were born, we can only treat everyone equally. So the mother comforted her father and said that we are not paying attention to equality for men and women. As long as we cultivate these two daughters well, let them go out of this land and go outside, no one dares to dislike them.
After hearing this, my father sighed heavily, saying that it was not something that he didn't dislike, but because of the incense problem. My family has been single-handed for three generations. Once it was broken in my hand, you said where should my parents' old face be put, and what should I face them?
After listening to it, my mother remained silent. After a long time, she sighed softly and said, "Let's just take a few years of slow down, at least I have to wait until my health is well done."
When my mother gave birth to osmanthus, she bleeded heavily, causing her body to lose weight. After giving birth, she lay in bed for half a year. She finally got up, but found that her fierce body had disappeared, and replaced by a weak look.
like this, you have to manage a family and raise a pair of young girls. You can imagine how hard it is, so the father didn't dare to say more, and just put his eyes on his mother's pale face and said that he would raise more chickens and just make up for it.
Unexpectedly, my mother's supplementation was done for almost three years. In the past three years, it was not because my father pityed her mother's body and allowed her to recuperate, but because she could not get pregnant at all.
When I was pregnant, my eldest daughter could already go to school, and my second daughter could also leave her mother's hands and play house independently. Perhaps because of the lack of these two children and tripping around her, the mother suddenly felt much more relaxed, and at the same time, she felt that all the functions of her body were slowly recovering. Although she could not recover until she had a child, at least she would not be exhausted and breathless after working.
So, at night, the demand in that aspect increases, and as the number of times is frequent, the hit rate increases. Finally, after my father worked hard, he felt that if he couldn't do it, he would probably have to go to the hospital to check it out, but he didn't expect it to be done.
Not long after, the mother secretly told her father that she hadn't come.
My father couldn't remember it for a moment, so which one should I ask?
You said there is one more, just the one for each month.
, my father woke up now, and when he was happy, he was so worried that he would forget it. He said ok, "Okay, I said, "Why can't I do it? If it doesn't work, why would there be those two little guys in front of me?" I feel relieved now. I'm still worried that you are not good at your body. Now, it's fine, and I'm all right. I'm talking while trying to find cigarettes.
The hand was held down by my mother and said that when you twitch this at this time, it will affect the one in your stomach.
My father was stunned. He thought about it and felt that his mother made sense. So for the first time, he quit smoking for the embryo that was not anything in his belly, but was just a peanut-sized embryo.
quit smoking, but his mood was getting high, so he released his excitement with alcohol. That night, his father got drunk and said that the happiest thing in his life was that his mother was pregnant again, and that his hope for the rest of his life was settled.
However, although her mother has it, she was worried because she didn't know whether it was a man or a woman, and she thought about it. But if this happens, wouldn't it take until she was born to know it? So she ignored it and took care of her belly first.
Ten months pregnant, once gave birth, I didn’t expect to be a daughter.
Now my father was silent. My mother knew that behind this silence, she was blaming her for breaking the incense in his house. Although she dared not say it clearly in words, the heavy sigh did not explain it.
But all this can no longer be repeated, but even if it can be repeated, so what? Should I put it back again and wait for God to see you and send another one to them. If you sign for another girl in
0,000, it would not be a waste of time, and you also know that it would be impossible. Why did she just force it even though she knew it was impossible? So her mother didn't care about why her father was talking in her ear, saying that we should wait for a little while and we wanted another one.
, do you have to go? I have been struggling for two days, and now I have a third one, and I am still worried about what to use to support me. I still have to wait to drink the northwest wind. My mother rarely loses her temper, and now she is angry with her father's disregarded attitude, so she speaks harshly to her father for the first time.
is actually not a harsh word, but rather a reality to wake up my father.
Fortunately, my father is not the kind of unreasonable person. Although he has regrets, he also knows that if he continues to be born, with his ability to support his family, this family will probably often face the phenomenon of not being able to make trouble in the future.
So, I could only sigh again and said, "Cook these three first." Also, I think the name of the Sanyatou is not good. The powdery smell is too strong, so just call it He, Xiaohe, harmony makes money. What do you think? Look at the lotus pond in front of our house, since this girl was born, it seems to be growing well. There are so many dragonflies all day long, and maybe they will be a good person in the future.
The mother thought about it and felt that it was the same. She thought that her father had learned something and began to think about her daughter's future.
Unexpectedly, one early morning, my mother was still making a fire in the stove. Suddenly, she saw her grandmother reaching out with one head and waved to her father sitting in the inner room. Her father looked into the stove with the corner of her eyes and saw that her mother was busy adding fire to the stove, so she waved her hand to her, meaning that she would talk outside.
The mother and son were muttering in the courtyard outside for a long time, and then the grandmother left, leaving her father standing alone in the middle of the yard, looking at the stove. At that time, the mother had cooked the family's breakfast and wanted to go out to the vegetable garden to pick up a few handfuls of vegetables to serve the porridge. When she looked up, she happened to meet her father's eyes. She found that her father wanted to dodge, but it was too late, so she simply smiled at her.
Maybe this smile relieved his father's tension, so he mustered up the courage and said to his mother, "You come out, I have something to discuss with you."
What's so serious about it? My mother put her hair together with her hands and walked out. Suddenly she remembered something and said, "Where is mom?"
is gone.
Mom came here early in the morning. Is there anything wrong?
is nothing, I just came over to discuss with us and said that there was a family in the neighboring village who liked our Xiaohe and wanted to adopt it. The father simply followed his mother's words and directly told the story that he was still hesitating and not knowing how to speak.
What did you say? I want to give our Xiaohe to someone. My mother’s idea is the idea you had in your mind from the beginning.
Don’t think too much, either, you think it is, a few days ago, my mother heard Aunt Zhang next door say that her mother has a distant relative, who has been married for more than ten years and has no children, so she wants to adopt one, saying that the family’s family is quite wealthy. In addition to the one-acre and three-point land at home, the couple also do some small business. The only drawback is that there is no child around her knees.
probably wasn't it because of Aunt Zhang's words, but my mother was anxious to ask Aunt Zhang to help me inquire. No matter why my mother didn't like Xiaohe, it was all her business. The child belongs to us. I just want to hear your thoughts. Have you made up your mind to send Xiaohe away?
In fact, Xiaohe came to that family, maybe she was lucky enough to have no worries about food and clothing.
You mean we can’t afford to support our Xiaohe.
doesn't say that, but thinks that if a good person takes us away, we will be under less pressure, and maybe we can consider asking for another one.
A son, this is the result of your mother and son avoiding me and muttering.
The father did not dare to face his mother's eyes, but just looked outside. At this time, the sky was bright and there were people carrying farm tools to go down the field one after another. He thought he would not work again, and he would probably do much less work than others today, but he had not eaten breakfast, and his mother's anger was obvious.
But now my father doesn't care about anything. He wants to take care of his stomach first. He has to eat his fill before he can get the energy to go to the field to work. So he skipped his mother's anger and went into the house by himself. Regardless of whether there were any side dishes for porridge or not, he first drank a few bowls of porridge, and finally opened the steaming grate on the stove, took out two large corn steamed buns from it, and delivered them to his mouth as he walked.
I don’t know if it’s because of being anxious or absent-minded. I usually walk the familiar path. Today, when I was crossing the threshold, I suddenly tripped by my own feet and fell directly to the ground, breaking several ribs. This is equivalent to breaking the backbone of the entire family. During the period of time when they are about to be raised, all the burdens of the family are pressed on the weak woman of the mother.
I thought that when my father recovered from his injury, he would be the main force of this family. Unexpectedly, this fall caused his father's lumbar spine to cause problems, causing the lumbar disc herniation and he could not do heavy work.
Since then, the father has never mentioned Xiaohe’s giving away people, and his mother’s shoulders have been carrying the burden of this family as heavy as they are, and they have carried their backs day after day. After carrying their backs on their backs and bent their backs, they finally carried their three daughters into humans.
The most promising Xiaohe finally helped her to be proud and became the first college student in this family to go out and go into the city. Several years later, when her mother was old, Xiaohe also settled a house in the city and planned to take her into the city, but her mother couldn't bear to leave the family, the one-acre and three-part land at home, and the old friend who was old with her.
Xiaohe said, Mom, Dad has my sister, I discussed with my eldest and second sisters, and Dad will be taken care of by them. As for living expenses, the three sisters will share them and I will call them back every month, so you can go to the city with me. In fact, if Dad is easy to move, I want to take him out together, so I will provide you with me alone.
Mother said, "With you, we will be content, but your father can't do without me, he needs me, so on the other side, as long as you live a good life with your son-in-law, you will be the greatest filial piety to your mother."
Finally, no matter how Xiaohe used her three-inch tongue or she couldn't tell her mother to go to the city with her, there was no way, so she could only take the time to run to her parents' house more, because there was the person she cared about the most. If her mother hadn't been her mother, she would have been taken away by that family back then.
And the couple who wanted to adopt her, when they were about to be confused, suddenly the old clam had pearls, and they had their own flesh and blood, and they were also a girl. If she really gave that family, would she still have a chance to study?
Xiaohe didn't dare to imagine this because she only knew that the current daughter of this family was so big that she couldn't read many words, but she used her parents' hard-earned money all day to live her so-called exquisite life.
Such an unbearable life, how can you know that it is not a failure of your parents' education. So compared with the two, she has a deeper kind of favor for her mother, and she tries every means to find opportunities to repay her mother.
However, her mother would never give her this opportunity. That day, Xiaohe suddenly received a call from her elder sister, saying that her mother was not good enough.She couldn't remember it for a moment and asked stupidly where she couldn't do it. Because in her mind, what flashed out of her mind thought it was her mother's old problem. It might be that her back hurt so much that she couldn't straighten her waist and her back became even more hunched, so she said casually, and I'd better take her to the city. It was so soft that I'll be hard with her this time.
The eldest sister on the other end was already crying, saying that she was gone, do you think this is useful?
! Now that Xiaohe's three souls were thrown away from the seven souls, it was like a person who lost his soul, and was rushing home.
When I go back, of course I will never see my mother again. The eldest sister said that the last sentence of my mother's death was only two words.
woman.
What is a woman?
is like a mother who is strong. Or do you still keep yourself in a world called home like your elder sister or like her, or do you use your mother's weak shoulders to tiptoe to see a better world outside, so you run to a farther place and see the mountains and rivers farther away.
However, they all have a common name, that is, women.
Xiaohe thought, this is probably what her mother wanted to express. As a woman, it is not easy, and she is also drunk because of this identity. When will it be heavy? It is true that life will bring long regrets to the east.
Because as long as the day is, you are destined to bear more pain and more tears as you are a woman. Otherwise, how could there be a beautiful woman who has a weak life in a tree of flowers, and the spring breeze has already been stolen Pipa.
What's more, there is also the saying that beauty has a weak life in ancient and modern times.
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