What I thought was eternal, it turned out to be a joke.
1.
When I received the call, I was drawing at home, drawing a plum blossom with pink petals, which were stacked and looked very beautiful.
"Do you know who I am? You have occupied Xu Ke for so many years, give him to me." The other party said with confidence.
hung up the phone, and I sat in the study, stunned for a long time before I realized that I slowly applied the plum blossom petals one by one again, and tears poured out like a flood that broke the dam.
I am 50 years old this year and am a university teacher who teaches university art.
Xu Ke is my husband, the same age as me, and used to be a colleague. 10 years ago, he went into business and did his own business.
Xu Ke and I are college alumni. He studied tourism and art. We met at a sophomore class reunion.
Xu Ke chased me.
We stayed at school for graduate school after graduation.
After going to work, I entered the same university. I started working as a counselor for three years.
The counselor deals with students, and there are many trivial things.
Every student is a microcosm of each family and has various situations.
Sometimes it is the student who suddenly suffers from illness and goes to the hospital in the middle of the night, and sometimes it is the student's parents who keep asking questions by phone.
I have been not good at dealing with people since I was a child, and I was overwhelmed with it, and I even collapsed.
The most difficult time was Xu Ke who accompanied me.
Later, I adjusted to the teaching post and was as happy as a fish in water.
When we got married, Xu Ke discussed with me that we should live our own lives and let it go without children.
I looked at him with a eager look on his face, thinking about raising children with all kinds of shit, peeing, and farts, and agreed.
We live in marriage and music. Every holiday, we go out for vacation. He said he spoiled me as his daughter, and he did it too.
I have never entered the kitchen for so many years. Xu Ke is at home, he is cooking, he is not at home, I eat in the cafeteria.
I didn't occasionally do it myself after he went into the sea.
The woman just said that she had been with Xu Ke for many years and had a son, 8 years old.
How can I believe it and how can I be willing to do it?
I can’t imagine that I left Xu Ke and would have no children in the future. What should I do?
I kept walking around at home, and everything at home was still the same as before. Yesterday we moved succulent together, and Xu Ke also said succulent was as precious as my child.
I think of my dead mother. My mother always advises me to have a baby and have someone to take care of when I get old.
I think I'm pretty good like this, I didn't listen.
My mother said, Meizi, in this world, except for the body that belongs to his own, the child is his own, everything else is not his own. I scoffed at that time, Xu Ke treated me as his daughter, and his husband was his own.
I was so proud that my mother had no choice.
Thinking about it now, I really regret it.
I asked my best friend Yuzi to come out and sit down. Before she could sit down, she looked furious. Meizi, envy you. She is leisurely all day long. Is my stinky brat at home arguing with me? I really want to stuff it back into my stomach.
"What's wrong?"
"Don't you say that you took the postgraduate entrance examination? You have been squatting for a few years at home, and you have already said that you have lost several battles. This year, you said that you will not look for a job and continue to review."
"You can review and prepare for the exam while working,"
"I don't want to, saying that you are distracting your energy is just escaping reality."
"Plum, I really regret it. It's great to do DINK , don't worry about it."
"You regret it, I regret it, you should have a child. It's better than having a family outside the home now," I said quietly.
"What's wrong? By the way, what's wrong with you today? I'm not in a good mood, so I'll just say I've gone." Juzi looked concerned. Our good friend since high school, she knew that I wouldn't look for her if I had nothing to do on weekdays.
After listening to me, Orange looked heavy. What did you think?
"What can I think? The mistress is forced to the door, and my son is 8 years old. I am old now and can't give birth to a child. What do I think is important?" Thinking of the situation I am facing, I can no longer pretend to be calm, and tears burst out from my eyes.
"This Xu Ke is really not a fucking thing. I said DINK and I am raising children outside."
"By the way, do you know how his business is doing? Financial status?"
I shook my head at a loss. I have always relied on Xu Ke in life. I don't want to worry about anything. I look like I have enough food and fun every day. I don't care about how his business is doing?
Orange sees me like this and understands it.
She crossed the table and held my hand, "You don't have to worry. You said the original wife, you can choose to ignore it. The mistress will always be a mistress, and the son will always be an illegitimate child."
When he returned home, Xu Ke had already arrived home.
The stall where I changed my shoes, he had already taken my shoulder bag with laughter. Wife, the rice is cooked, the third one, your favorite durian beef soup.
Xu Ke smiled, everything seemed to have not happened, and I doubted whether the call I received in the morning was wrong.
I pinched myself, pretending to be calm, everything was as usual.
One night passed, Xu Ke didn't mention a word, and I didn't say anything. It seemed that the woman couldn't help herself and went directly to Xu Ke to force the palace, not daring to tell him.
2.
When Xu Ke went out early in the morning, I pretended to sleep in and didn't wake up.
When he went out to go downstairs, I quickly got up, called a taxi, and squatted downstairs of Xuke Travel Agency.
At noon, Xu Ke went downstairs to the opposite canteen for dinner, and then returned to the office building.
others have no exceptions.
At 4:30 pm, Xu Ke went downstairs and walked all the way, so I asked the rental to follow slowly. The rental master took the money, and he had food and drink, and he didn't have to drive. He was very excited.
said all the way, Big sister, are you a plainclothes policeman, right?
I glanced at him, and he quickly woke up like a dream and said, "Don't ask, don't ask, keep it confidential."
Xu Ke walked for about 15 minutes, came to the gate of a primary school, and stood at the gate of the school.
After a while, a thin boy rushed out of a bunch of children coming and going, ran to Xu Ke, raised his face and said something to him.
I took out my phone tremblingly and adjusted it, and then took a photo of it.
Xu Ke led the boy and continued walking, entering a community.
Taxi can't get in.
I got out of the car and waited for them to walk away.
Then I went to the entrance of the community and the security guard stopped me. I quickly pointed at them and said, "My cousin."
The security guard looked at me, probably because I was fair-skinned and beautiful, and I looked amiable, not like a bad person, so I let me in.
From a distance, they entered building 3. They got on the elevator. I walked closer. Unit 3. The elevator reached the 9th floor and stopped.
I quit and continued to wait in the taxi.
An hour later, Xu Ke came out and returned to the office building.
I hurried home. Half an hour later, the sound of Xu Ke opening the door came. I was already sitting in the study and drawing my plum blossoms.
Xu Ke saw that I was at home, said hello and went into the kitchen to cook.
Dinner is durian rice, the style is as usual. While I eat it, I look as happy as I am, and my heart is overwhelming. This person is a pity not to be an actor.
I often hear people say that people have two sides, and it turns out that way.
Half a month later, a private detective handed me a stack of information and used the money to do business, which was reliable. The hostess of Unit 903,
3, Unit 3, is Li Ping, 40 years old, the child is 8 years old, Li Ping is unemployed, and has primary school education.
Li Ping's family is in the countryside. There is a younger brother who lives in 903 now. He is unemployed and often plays in the Internet cafe opposite.
used to be a waiter in a hotel.
It seems that Xu Ke has always been his own considerations without showing off. My university teacher, only daughter, and his parents are very knowledgeable and have family property. Compared with Li Ping, the balance must be on my side.
Li Ping must be eager to get ahead, so she made that phone call.
I told Juzi to help find a girl, she must be smart and beautiful, and she can play games. Juzi agreed. One day after
2 months, Xu Ke went home very early.
looked angry after returning home.
I asked him in surprise what was wrong. He didn't say it, just said that he was not in the mood to cook tonight and asked me to order takeaway.
I finished drawing the last plum blossom and ordered the pizza and ate it satisfactorily.
After that, Xu Ke went home very early every day, looking absent-minded and resentful, and said nothing.
One night after one month, I received a call from the police station saying that Xu Ke was fighting with someone.
I hurried over. Xu Ke's face was bruised and swollen. A young man in his 20s opposite him was also bruised and swollen. He looked angry and cursed.
"Damn it, you old beast, you lied to my sister."
I pretended to be scared and asked Xu Ke, what did he say?
Xu Ke patted me and said madman with gritted teeth.
After returning home, Xu Ke didn't say anything and I didn't ask.
Life is as usual, several classes a week, and go home to eat and sleep.
On the night, I was painting in the study, and Xu Ke was cooking fish in the kitchen, and someone knocked on the door.
Xu Ke took an apron and went to open the door.
I didn't hear any movement in the study for a long time. I thought to myself who was coming, so I came out to see it curiously.
I saw Xu Ke standing at the door and pushing and shoving a woman. I knew who was coming?
The woman came in directly over Xu Ke.
I didn't even change my shoes when I saw them.
"You don't know me, I know you, my name is Li Ping, and there is a boy with Xu Ke, who is 8 years old."
I looked at Xu Ke blankly, and Xu Ke quickly explained, Wife, believe me.
The woman sat down with a swagger, "A hen that doesn't lay eggs, I've been tolerating you for almost 10 years, so let it go."
I looked at Xu Ke with tears in my eyes, "Is this what you said you love me?"
I didn't care, turned around and went back to my room to cry.
I listened quietly by the door. Xu Ke and Li Ping were quarreling, and Li Ping was threatening him and wanted to sue him.
Xu Ke was so embarrassed that he was yelling at her, ignorant of his good deeds.
After the woman left, Xu Ke told me that Li Ping met when she was a hotel service staff member. Xu Ke drank, and Li Ping took advantage of the situation and later became pregnant. She took the initiative to give birth to the child.
I finished listening motionlessly. I was thinking that the explanations seemed pale and powerless to the other party, nothing more than self-motivation and self-comfort.
"What are you going to do?"
"Wife, you won't be angry when I said."
"Say"
"The child is innocent, I can't bear to leave it. Li Ping sent her home."
I thought to myself that I am not innocent anymore?
"I'm going to take the child back. There will be someone to take care of him when he gets old. What do you think?"
I smiled bitterly, believing in a man's mouth is worse than believing in a ghost.
The second year after getting married, I became pregnant.
was just in the process of teaching at that time and was under great pressure. Xu Ke said let’s go, I thought the future was long, and I would have an abortion in 50 days.
Later, Xu Ke advised me to DINK, but I agreed without thinking too much.
went to the hospital to do arm contraceptive measures.
I swear to say that Dink is him, but now he is the one who can't bear to leave his children.
"No, I can't overcome the hurdle. There is no need to discuss this matter in the future."
From then on, I will continue to do whatever I should do. Xu Ke became more and more careful at home.
3.
That day, I watched TV news at home, and the donor was my dad.
Xu Ke looked at me in disbelief. Did you tell my dad about our affairs?
"No, respecting the will of parents is filial to children."
Xu Ke held his head without saying a word.
A month later, Orange told me that things were done.
On the third day, Li Ping came to the door crying.
It turns out that Li Ping’s younger brother had a girlfriend and liked her so much.
Girls need to get married only if they have a house.
Her younger brother was looking for Xu Ke at home.
Xu Ke said there was no money, and later the girl taught her younger brother that she could mortgage 903 and then take out a loan to buy a house.
My younger brother looked for Xu Ke, but Xu Ke refused. The younger brother beat Xu Ke up.
Li Ping is a brother-supporting demon, she agreed.
At that time, Xu Ke left a hand, and the name of the child written in 903 house was written, and the mortgage loan was only paid by Li Ping.
Just like that, Li Ping was carrying millions of debts, her younger brother got the money, and was taken by the girl to buy futures .
has lost most of the money, and the girl has also blew it. My younger brother is drunk and drunk at home all day long.
Xu Ke was so angry that he was trembling. What should I do if I screamed in a stack of voices?
Li Ping was crying next to her, what should I do? I don’t have money to pay back my monthly loan.
Immediately afterwards, the epidemic came, Xu Ke's business plummeted, and the tourism industry was unable to do business.
Xu Ke sighed all day long.
Half a year later, Xu Ke and I filed for divorce. Over the years, we have no savings on eating, drinking and having fun. He is the party at fault, the house belongs to me, and the deposit is divided into part of it.
When divorced, Xu Ke sighed, what a good life in the past, but now he is owed a lot of debts, what should I do?
I smile, I had known that it would be a shocking scene, why should I fall in love with you?
