brought your family of three to my office, but I heard you say in a bad tone that you had just apologized, and asked me why I called you here. I told you that it was because of your father's condition, but you didn't appreciate it at all and asked me to help contact your father's attending doctor.
Is there something you can’t tell me?
You muttered that you have been hanging out in bars all year round, and it seems unreliable at first glance. But that day I was dragged away just like you, okay? Why do you hang out in bars all year round? folded his arms helplessly and leaned back to , and heard your father unite with you again, saying that there was nothing to say about the illness, but you should talk to me about the matter in the bar. The accounts from last time haven’t been settled yet? What account and how to calculate it? I'm afraid even if I have to settle accounts, I should be the one to settle the accounts with you, right?
Perhaps you felt guilty, so you and your mother stopped Lin Jianguo and did not continue the topic. Seeing you as a family of three, quarreling on the surface, but actually caring for each other, is so real, warm and smoky for a family that is used to being separated due to illness and is afraid of being held back.
Your mother explained that Dr. Gu asked you to come, so after I revealed that I was Dr. Gu, you were speechless and embarrassed for a moment. You even said like a primary school student that you didn't know I was Dr. Gu, and you said hello honestly and obediently.
Actually, I didn’t care about the episode just now, because in my heart, the patient’s health is the most important and serious thing. Sure enough, when your mother asked about Lin Jianguo's condition, she was cautious and slightly uneasy. I also chose my words carefully to avoid worrying you in vain. After all, what I guessed and suspected was only a relatively bad possibility. Without review results, everything was just speculation.
Seeing the patient's stubborn attitude and being very resistant and uncooperative, I could only feel anxious secretly. I know that you and your father are biased against me. Maybe communicating with Gao Xi in advance and asking her to come to you to talk about this will have the best effect. But I still know Gao Xi's style of doing things, and probably she won't interfere too much and persuade you to review...
At this moment, Gao Xi appeared. Your mother was responsible before asking directly and she had already made it clear. Why is she asking you to reexamine again?
I looked at Gao Xi with a slightly guilty look. After all, this was her patient, but I called her over without communicating with her in advance, which also caused her trouble.
Gao Xi probably also understood the cause of the problem and was very protective of me. I looked at your father, met his eyes, and nodded in agreement.
However, in addition to the patient's continued insistence not to be hospitalized, you actually asked Gao Xi if he should reconsider it, and said you can't just let me say what I said, right?
Your mother seems weak but has a high "family status". She prevented you from participating and kicked you and your daughter out. Then she communicated with Gao Xi and me and said that she would be hospitalized for treatment first.
In the meantime, Gao Xi took advantage of the opportunity to look at me reproachfully, expressing her attitude and extreme disapproval.
After the person left, I knew that I would inevitably have a small "dispute" with Gao Xi, but I did not regret making such a choice. Compared with her unhappiness and lack of support, if she had missed a more accurate inspection, thus If it causes bad consequences, then this process is nothing at all.
I took off my glasses, prepared to accept Gao Xi's "accusation", and then apologized to her with a "good attitude", saying that I should have told her in advance. But regarding the things I suggested to review, I feel that I did nothing wrong and I still stick to my attitude.
Although Gao Xi understands my personal style, he also supports my approach from a medical perspective. But she was very opposed to me in terms of being worldly and unwilling to cause trouble. She said I was joking about my own future, but I only considered it based on my experience and didn't want to let go of any possibility!
She emotionally cited examples of patients complaining about doctors, saying that in the end the doctors were well-intentioned but were held accountable. I know all this, but all I want is someone who follows his true heart, treats illnesses and saves lives.I don't want to give up any possibility. Although she sees that you obviously have opinions about me, I say that I am just making a suggestion. After all, hospitalization is not inconsistent with her plan, right?
Compared with her excitement and anger, I calmly asked her to stay calm. That's all the business of others, and only a few people...
Gao Xi paused for a moment, tentatively wanting to take this opportunity to continue persuading me. She said that since I still have great enthusiasm for treating diseases and saving people, I would like to transfer to another department. Do you want to think about it again?
I felt a pain in my heart. I closed my eyes to hide my emotions and shook my head. But I had no choice but to say firmly in front of her: I have decided!
She just started to persuade me that if it was because of the teacher's incident, it had nothing to do with me... But I have heard too many such words! When I got tired of listening, I couldn't help stroking my eyebrows to control my emotions, and then left quickly on the pretext of a meeting ~
I went to the rooftop alone to adjust my mood. This place has become my "secret base". My life is simple, with a small circle and not many friends. Whenever I encounter troubles and unhappiness, I always have to find a place to adjust.
The wind blew slowly, suppressing the upset. The teacher's departure became my heartache, making it difficult for me to pick up the scalpel. Everyone tried to persuade me to comfort me, but the real crux was my powerlessness. I always swore that I could cure the teacher, and I thought it was a success after the operation, and I waited for it to get better, but in the end it ended like this...
I don’t want to leave here, and I don’t want to violate my original intention of being a doctor. But now that I tremble when holding a scalpel, how can I stay in this position? Although Gao Xi's advice was well-intentioned, it was hard for me to accept. Too much helplessness eventually turned into ripples, gradually spreading out, until the surface calm was restored again...
Personal opinion of this issue Small details:
1. Gu Wei's "habitual actions" are shown here, hugging his chest with his hands This was the first time he performed this action in front of the schoolmaster. Later, after the two became familiar with each other, the schoolmaster also talked about this action. Do you still remember it?
2. Although Gu Wei pretended to be sick in the school, he had the intention of teasing her and said that he would perform an operation on her immediately, until he forced the school to admit his mistake. However, when talking about Teacher Lin's condition, his face was extremely serious, which shows that his sense of responsibility and serious attitude as a doctor are not affected by the patient's attitude towards him.
3. After Gao Xi arrived, the two looked at each other. Gao Xi learned from Ms. Li that Gu Wei suggested another reexamination, while Gu Wei lowered his head guiltily and avoided looking. As mentioned in the previous article, Gu Wei knew that Gao Xi was responsible for this patient, but he did not communicate with Gao Xi in advance. It was not that he forgot, but he knew that Gao Xi would definitely object, so he called to make an appointment. And the "guilt" here is actually just a little embarrassing.
4. Although after Lao Lin's family left, Gu Wei said to Gao Xi, "I'm sorry, I should have told you in advance." But in fact he had no intention of apologizing, and he would still do so even if he chose again. His words were actually an excuse for blaming Gao Xi for his previous sentence, and then showed his attitude.
5. Gao Xi's consideration of the doctor-patient relationship is not unreasonable. She is afraid that Gu Wei will be like the doctor she mentioned, with good intentions but no good rewards. But at this time, Gu Wei didn't take it seriously, and he didn't expect that he would actually encounter a serious medical incident later.
6. Faced with Gao Xi's attempts to find opportunities and comfort, Gu Wei acted extremely impatient. Even when Gao Xi was about to turn the conversation to this topic, Gu Wei had already noticed her intention and showed his displeasure. The look of patience comes. Resistance from the heart will never go away no matter what. Doomed to be in vain ~
7. Gu Wei was in a bad mood and ran to the rooftop to calm down alone. Later, Lin Zhixiao and Lin Zhixiao would come here frequently, laying the foundation.
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