This is the second year of my depression. I cried at the moment when I was diagnosed with depression in 20 years. I really don’t know why I got depression. There are also many obstacles in the treatment. Time and mood improved a lot. I thought that the depression was not so good, so I stopped the treatment, and it slowly relapsed until March 21. In March I didn’t care at all that I could get through and be fine, until August. I can’t stand it anymore. I’m getting worse and sicker. It’s very painful. When I’m out of breath, my heart beats up and my chest feels so tight. I have more and more time to cry inexplicably. Every day I always feel that I don’t deserve to be in this world. , I want to escape, every time I commit suicide, the blood flows out with a knife through my hand. I am quiet again. Every time I feel so happy, watching the blood flow a little bit, I feel comfortable, happy and quiet, but I am afraid that one day I will really What should I do if I succeeded in suicide? If I am fed up with this life, I want to have a life like a normal person. Now even my parents think I am neurotic. I am so neurotic and speechless to me. What should I do? I really die. What should I do,
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