text/Jianghu Monologue Column
On January 8, 2014, a woman was recuperating at her home in Sydney, Australia. Her expression was very painful. The torture of the disease for several days made her suffer. It was not until the last moment of her life that she recalled her life.
In order to make herself feel at ease, she did not hesitate to coax her husband to come to Australia to recuperate, just for the last trace of purity before her death, there was something in her heart that she could not let go.
Peking University Talented girl Li Ying , a girl who was written into her work by the famous writer Gu Cheng , and later married the famous editor Liu Zhanqiu. She devoted her whole life to love.
Li Ying's works are not widely circulated, but her emotional dispute with two writers Gu Cheng and Liu Zhanqiu is impressive.
When she was young, Li Ying was crazy about love, and made her absurd and indulgent practices a symbol. I wonder if she would regret her behavior when she recalled her past before she died?
Li Ying in Gu Cheng's eyes
Gu Cheng is an excellent writer. He once made many readers admire him and wrote the word "The night gave me black eyes, but I used it to find light" and became a poet of the Misty School.
In his eyes, he was full of praises of youth, and he only hoped to live in his ideal world.
In order to realize this dream, he did not hesitate to give his own children to others for raising them. As long as it does not meet the variables in the planning life, Gu Cheng would give up.
Gu Cheng’s wife Xie Ye is also a literary enthusiast. In her heart, she supports whatever her husband wants. She believes that as long as she depends on her husband’s worldview, she can feel different fireworks on earth.
is the most ideal way to express their love, but for children, it is an irresponsible approach.
Xie Ye cares very much about the relationship between husband and wife and is happy to tell the story of their encounter, including Li Ying in the same dormitory.
Li Ying is also a literary lover. She has a good impression of her husband Gu Cheng as Xie Ye mentioned. She invited her to go out many times and finally formed a four-person group to meet with her poems.
During the dating, Li Ying tentatively showed kindness to Gu Cheng, but Gu Cheng did not object to this and never broke the relationship between the two.
interfere with the marriage of best friend
Xie Ye is older than Li Ying. The two live in the same dormitory and take care of her like a sister. They often tell stories of meeting Gu Cheng. She did not expect that Li Ying would fall in love with Gu Cheng because of her envy.
One day, Gu Cheng and his wife were about to leave school, but Li Ying couldn't stand Gu Cheng leaving and confessed to Gu Cheng in front of Xie Ye. Gu Cheng also had a good impression of Li Ying, the little girl.
Li Ying thought Xie Ye would resist her. When she looked to the other side, Xie Ye calmly accepted Li Ying's existence and was willing to maintain an intimate relationship between the three.
Li Ying interfered in the marriage of her best friend, and in the end she became a more intimate relationship between the three. After a while, Gu Cheng and his wife left, leaving only Li Ying waiting for graduation alone, and the love about her still did not stop.
The second lover
Why is Li Ying a talented woman?
Because she also graduated from Peking University, she expressed her willful concept of love in a book " Love Yi Meier " that she wrote, and she could be together as long as she liked it.
After Gu Cheng left, Li Ying met Liu Zhanqiu, who was 28 years older than her. He was the editor-in-chief of " Poetry Magazine " at the time. Li Ying happened to work in "Poetry Magazine", so the two met.
Liu Zhanqiu's maturity and consideration gave Li Ying a different feeling. In the book she made, she described the marriage process of interfering in Liu Zhanqiu many times, and made the relationship between the two public.
If Liu Zhanqiu had no family, the two of them would not have to worry so much, but Li Ying's youth and beauty moved him and he started an extramarital relationship.
Why is Li Ying talented and ridiculous?
Because Li Ying has never stopped her correspondence with Gu Cheng, and in reality, she maintains a lover relationship with Liu Zhanqiu, and her view of love has become the source that supports her writing.
Li Ying experienced these two men in the first half of her life, which means that she also had to pay the price for it in the second half of her life.
Liu Zhanqiu was worried about his family and did not divorce his wife. But Gu Cheng, who was far away in New Zealand , mentioned in his letter that if Li Ying wanted to live there, facing the choice of two men, Li Ying resolutely chose Gu Cheng.
Two women work together and one husband
Li Ying received Gu Cheng’s longing in the letter and decided to go to New Zealand to start another life, and serve Gu Cheng with her best friend Xie Ye.
In New Zealand, Gu Cheng and the three of them started a deformed love triangle. Xie Ye accepted Li Ying as the third party. Gu Cheng enjoyed the tenderness of two women.
This is Gu Cheng's most ideal life. A woman is responsible for daily life, and a woman is spiritual companionship. The three people live on the island of Zhiliu.
Li Ying did not expect that the time she was with Gu Cheng was her most unfree time. Compared with the mature Liu Zhanqiu, Gu Cheng exposed his crazy desire to control.
In Gu Cheng's heart, his partner must unconditionally obey his ideal world, and Xie Ye is such a woman, sandwiched between them, she cannot breathe the air of freedom.
In order to escape from this life, Li Ying took advantage of the couple's outing and left this unbearable place to look back.
However, the dispute between the three people did not end. A year later, Gu Cheng's wife Xie Ye committed suicide. In order to remember the days when the three of them were on the island, Gu Cheng wrote a book with the title of "Ying'er".
Change your name and marry Liu Zhanqiu
Because most people can't accept the story of three people living together, Li Ying suffered a lot of disputes. She hated the troubles caused by the name of Li Ying and hoped that a man could become her life-saving straw.
After Liu Zhanqiu learned about Li Ying's experience, he chose to face it with her and persuaded her to change her name to Maggie. The two eventually became husband and wife. Liu Zhanqiu's maturity gave Li Ying a peaceful life.
Li Ying spent her whole life giving for her view of love. Two men appeared in her life, allowing her to enjoy love that ordinary people cannot understand, but she could not persevere for a long time and could only appear awkward.
Some people say that Li Ying’s life is not worth it, while others say that the ending is still good.
Only the parties involved know all this. We can only see their lives from the works. In order to cover up this deformed past, Li Ying kept explaining it in different words, and in the end it was a waste.
Cultural people have had their own views on love since ancient times. We can fall in love with works, but we should still consider their love carefully. Do not try the method yourself, which will harm our lives.
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