Today’s Toutiao Madam Qinghe’s original, plagiarism will be prosecuted!
Around nine o'clock this morning, I did a routine nucleic acid test for . I wanted to go out to see my friend, but when I walked to the gate, the security staff refused to let me go out, saying that the community was temporarily closed because there were confirmed cases in our community.
I tried to get out of other channels because I could have walked out of the community from a pharmacy or an underground supermarket before.
But this time my abacus failed and these channels were closed.
I had to go home obediently.
My friend also expressed regret when he heard that I couldn’t see her.
After banning again and again in the past three years, I am really a little depressed.
I was very fragile at that time.
I will cry if I have a little thing.
Sometimes I lie on the bed at night and cry non-stop, thinking of many grievances.
For example, there was a male colleague who I thought he was very nice to me, so I treated him with all my heart and treated him like a biological brother. I only told him the most private things at home.
But, what is the exchange for?
is the only information I told him, and he cheated me so badly!
The sadness that kind of
is simply indescribable.
I have cried for too long, and I have always been crying.
But I can only kill my teeth and swallow it in my stomach.
Because even if I confront him, he will not admit it, and I will only be more painful at that time.
So I can't tell others about this. To put it bluntly, what he did directly affects my future.
Although I don’t have much room for progress, I can accept not making progress, but I can’t accept being cheated of him so hard that I can’t make progress.
From then on, no matter what setbacks I encounter, I just like to cry.
My husband kept persuading me to take these things lightly when he saw me like this.
Actually, I also want to take it lightly, but I’m very sorry.
I feel so uncomfortable when I think about these things. For a long time, I feel like I haven't come out.
Therefore, every time I am banned at home, I stay at home in a semi-depressed state.
Once, I was banned for three months, and my weight gained nearly ten kilograms, and my overall condition was particularly bad.
It was at that time that I started to write novels on headlines. Although
is not written very well, it also has support and encouragement from many friends.
Therefore, I think playing headlines has a curative effect.
Every time I write a novel, I keep my emotions fluctuating with the love, hate and hatred of the characters in the story, and I fall into it.
In short, the troubles in real life seem to be much relieved.
Later, the elder brother brought his wife to my house as a guest.
Although he didn't talk about that matter directly, I knew he realized the heavy harm that he did not pay attention to doing things.
So he expressed his apology in another way!
I think that things have come to this point, do I still want to continue to resent?
Maybe there are some things I don’t have in my life, otherwise how could I meet him when I shouldn’t have met him and get bitten by him?
So I don't resent him much.
In fact, it is quite uncomfortable to always have resentment in your heart.
But at work, I still dare not date him when I saw him again.
is so terrible. His sinister heart is something I can't imagine that he has always been kind to others.
I went for a physical examination a few days ago, but when I came out, I found that some parts of my body were not very good. I thought this must have something to do with my depression all day long.
Friends don’t know if they have experienced such experience of being cheated. They suffer losses but cannot say that. They are very depressed and are particularly hurt.
is lying on the sofa. I don’t know how many days the closed community will be. The ambulance has been pulling people outside near my house.
Thanks to my neighbor for not being infected, otherwise we would have been pulled away together.
Stay at home and don’t cheat your neighbors!
When you cheat your father, you have no choice but to be a father. If you cheat your neighbor, you will be scolded!
Finally, I hope the epidemic will pass soon!
or make it a big flu, and it is harmless to get it, you can heal it yourself!
also hopes that my depression will improve day by day, including my body.
Because when I was joking with my husband before, I said I wanted to live to be over 100 years old, but now I haven’t finished half of it yet, so it’s a little bad. Is it because I’m too high to estimate my life span?
When you are in a good mood, you feel that it’s so good to live. I really hope to live forever.
is retired and you don’t have to go to work every day, just do something you like, that’s a happy time!
I wish all friends can be happy and face the bleak life under the overwhelming epidemic in recent years!
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