Recently, Cui Jin updated his news and revealed that he suffered from severe anxiety disorder. He would feel dying every night, accompanied by shortness of breath, which often left him breathless.
Anxiety disorders are usually caused by excessive stress. Now the family's accounts are all controlled by Cui Jin. Although shooting a video seems simple, you need to know what people like to watch, the shooting angle and camera, the atmosphere, and then edit and review, the subtitles and highlights in the later period, and the coherence and quality of the content all need to be carefully considered.
It is easy to shoot a video, but it is difficult to shoot a high-quality video. This requires a lot of thinking. All this pressure has been put on Cui Jin. Now he wears many hats, including operations, logistics and design. Cui Jin still has four responsibilities.
If it is just fine for a few days, the pressure will increase every day. No matter how smart a person is, his knowledge and ideas are limited. There will always be a time when the output of ideas will be exhausted every day. This is where Cui Jin's pressure lies.
Anxiety disorders do cause a sense of near-death, because the neuroendocrine system is disrupted after anxiety, and neurotransmitter imbalance leads to emotional panic. In severe cases, there is a sense of madness, a sense of mental and physical suffocation, and a sense of impending death. Cui Jin's situation is already serious.
Cui Jin’s physical and mental problems were also caused by family reasons. Both Jin’s mother and Jin’s sister-in-law saw Cui Jin’s efforts and the responsibilities on their shoulders, and comforted him and said that he had worked hard, but Li Leyou was the only one who did not post any updates. There was no response.
Li Leyou’s attitude aroused dissatisfaction among netizens. Cui Jin is Li Leyou’s elder brother and a person who supports Li Leyou’s schooling, just like Li Leyou’s father. However, Li Leyou did not reply at all. Too Ling People were chilling. Netizens said that Cui Jin really made the wrong payment.
Is Li Leyou really not grateful? In fact, this may not be the case. Li Leyou is just an ordinary girl. She is not that shrewd and not so sophisticated. Her gratitude is also practical. Since the summer vacation, Li Leyou has been in her mother's noodle shop. I work as a waiter and help my mother solve problems. Maybe it’s just because I’m too busy that I can’t see the news.
Moreover, Jin’s mother has always taught Li Leyou that after graduating from college, he should become a useful person and return to his hometown to contribute to his grandparents and fellow villagers. Li Leyou also regards this as his own goal. How can he say that she Not grateful.
I believe that Li Leyou will study hard in private, share Cui Jin's worries and reduce Cui Jin's life pressure. This is the love between brothers and sisters in a family. If Li Leyou was not motivated and grateful, Jin's mother would not have raised Li Leyou for so many years.
