With the pictures on the Internet, I didn’t expect that a person who always felt that he was abandoned by life would be able to realize his writings. I tried to contact this person who gave me a huge reward. When I received this huge sum of money, my heart couldn't calm down for

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Unexpectedly, a person who has always felt that he is abandoned by life can actually turn out the words he writes.

I tried to contact the person who gave me a huge reward. When I received this huge sum of money, my heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Who was he? Could there be any intention?

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In the spring of 2019, I had just arrived in Xichou County to take the teacher recruitment exam . I came to Kunming alone dragging my suitcase. I made up my mind that I didn’t want to wander anymore and must find a job to settle down.

But the night I first arrived in Kunming, reality hit me hard. It was hard to find a job. It was either located in a remote location or did not provide food and accommodation.

This scene is the same as the difficulty I had finding a job when I just graduated. I promoted myself in order to survive. I was afraid of being eliminated by the world. There was a bit of sadness and exhaustion in my loneliness.

Due to the crazy exams and illness in the past few years, I basically had no savings and owed a foreign debt of 6,000 yuan.

As soon as I got off the high-speed train, I didn't bother to rest. I found a small hotel to put my luggage, and then went to find work. I didn't dare to rest or call home.

At that time, I was very confused.

I want to make some money in Kunming, but I also want to stick to my love a thousand kilometers away. I am in a dilemma.

I rented a small hotel after looking for a job for a day. At night, I still woke up and kept browsing 58 city and submitting my resume.

In order to find a job that provided food and accommodation, I even applied for jobs near the funeral home, but when I thought about having to work overtime until early in the morning and not having any transportation, I gave up.

I decided to go to remote suburbs again and try my luck.

At dawn the next day, the message page showed: Someone has tipped your article. I opened

and took a look and received a reward of 2,000 yuan.

Tip screenshot

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The first thing I thought of was my boyfriend, so I quickly called him. After getting a negative answer, I got in touch with the tipper.

I wanted to return the money to him, but he told me that this was his wish and that I didn’t need to pay anything. It was just that my article resonated with me and he felt that I was very similar to him in the article. Before

, I would also receive rewards from readers, but they were always tens of yuan and never exceeded two hundred yuan. This sudden reward of two thousand yuan made me tremble.

But soon, I was relieved of my concerns.

I had just arrived in Kunming and I was running into obstacles in finding a job. I needed money for food and accommodation. Since he had already tipped me, I tried to return the money to him, but he refused.

In order to solve the urgent needs of life, I decided to leave these two thousand yuan.

At that time, the withdrawal of Jianshu was very fast, and I received the money immediately. This money gave me strength in my difficult situation, and I seemed to see hope.

After getting to know me, I learned that the person who rewarded me was an uncle who was over 40 years old. He said that his child and I were not much different in age, but his daughter had grown up in the company of her parents and family with good clothes and good food. I can't understand the hardship of life at all.

He spent one night reading all my articles. From short books to official accounts, those seemingly inconspicuous words have left traces of his empathy.

Giving roses to others leaves a lingering fragrance in your hands. In fact, I started tipping not to gain sympathy from everyone, but to record the different fireworks in this trivial and unpredictable time.

It is precisely because of these sympathetic supports that I can go further and further on the road of literature.

I have always felt that I am a very unlucky person with a bad background. I tried to use the college entrance examination to change my destiny, but I failed to perform well in the college entrance examination. My college entrance examination results were the worst among all my mock exams.

I did not choose to re-study, nor did I choose to continue to pursue an undergraduate degree. Instead, I obtained an undergraduate diploma through a self-study exam.

But because I relied on my high self-esteem to stick to the major I loved instead of choosing a major that is convenient for employment, I have gone through countless detours.

So many difficulties are added together and become a big mountain in my mind.

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words have accompanied me through many years of confusion.

Whenever I want to give up life and myself, words always bring me back to reality and a beautiful life again and again. I keep compromising and resisting.

My stubbornness also paid off at a certain moment.

Sometimes on the official account, I will receive a reward of one or two hundred yuan. Yesterday I took a look and found that the income from the official account alone was more than 3,000 yuan.

I never thought that words could be monetized.

originally thought that words could only heal life, but never thought that words could still shine into real life.

At this moment, after working hard for a long time, it finally paid off.

When I was in college, WeChat was just emerging. I only had a few dozen WeChat friends, and public accounts had just taken over the market.

But I did not seize this opportunity to write an article. Instead, I continued to go my own way and published several blogs on my own social software. It was not until the second year of my graduation that I wrote an article that was plagiarized and sent to our local TV station. superior.

I suddenly realized that my literary talent can also be displayed in front of the public.

Of course, that's just the beginning.

In order to prevent my article from being plagiarized again, my friend helped me apply for a public account. Once I wrote it, I got out of hand.

The cities I have traveled through and the people and things I have experienced will be engraved in the text forever. Every time I read the tearful part, my heart seems to be deeply torn.

I remember that in 2018, I rushed to that city to find my first love, carrying large and small bags. Along with the discomfort caused by motion sickness, I still did not forget to open the laptop I carried with me, and typed word by word. keyboard.

Only by writing those few words can I get a moment of joy in my heart.

I have always felt that my life should not pass by so lightly. At least there should be something worth remembering.

text has become a more memorable existence than photos.

The more experiences I have, the more things are worth recording. Don’t be afraid of obstacles and long journeys. Go and experience and grow. As you walk on the road, the words will follow me and cheer.

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