My Liberation Diary, in the "Gu Mei CP" line, we can feel the common growth and transformation of Meizhen and Orange, but visually, we can feel that Orange has changed a lot, from the original expressionless to even expressionless The fierce image of decadence and indifference was transformed into a shy state with a smile on the lips and even a gentle face.
( I still have to praise Son Seok-jiu's acting skills, vivid, cold and cute, which made us fall in love with the character of Mr. Goo).
But the changes in Meizhen in this drama are actually very big. But the process of her transformation from cocoon to butterfly is implicit and silent, like a gurgling stream, trickling into my heart. This is related to Meizhen’s character and family environment. Meizhen lives in a family with many children. As the youngest child in the family, she is indeed the most sensible and understands the hard work of her parents.
Parents are busy making a living. In order to give their children a better life, they will neglect to care about their children. Sometimes the family is obviously very close to each other, but their hearts are separated. In order to balance the relationship between the children (without favoring any one), was somewhat concerned and even swallowed the words he spoke, so he could only remain silent. It is obvious that Meizhen is not good at words but has a clear heart and is more like her father.
Meizhen said to Orange, "You won't let me fall into the abyss"! In fact, Meizhen has the potential to become a black person. It is even said that she has been hovering on the edge of blackness. It was the appearance of Orange that made her recognize herself and learn to reconcile with herself and life.
When she said this, Meizhen was preparing to make a big fuss at her ex-boyfriend's wedding because she refused to pay back the money. At one point, the fuss was about to become unending.
Do you still remember that annoying boss, who would hold on to Meizhen every time and do anything wrong? What did Meizhen do? She quietly looked at the man inside in the tea room, that The darkened eyes seemed to say, "I know about your affair, let me see how you end it."
Min-ki and Qizhen accidentally hit Meizhen while they were fighting, and Meizhen threw her shoes into the air. . . , do you think that under the guise of being quiet, gentle and sensible, Meizhen actually has a strong dissatisfaction with the world, and if she suppresses it for a long time, there is a potential risk of erupting, like a time bomb. . .
Summarize Meizhen’s life before she met Tangerine: lack of family warmth, no love between siblings, the family seems to be independent individuals, just working together; In the workplace, her work ability is not recognized by her boss, and she is not recognized by her male colleagues. They are said to be unattractive, they are said to be unsociable by their female colleagues, and they are criticized a lot for not joining the club. . .
Such a powerless sense of oppression, I believe many friends are affected by empathy . You will have low self-esteem. Will you resist going to work every day? I will have low self-esteem. People who lack love will gradually lose their self-confidence and self-esteem. As time goes by, As time goes by, you will think that you are useless.
This kind of love :
is not simply "love", it may be praise, it may be affirmation, it may be loved, it may be noticed, it may be loving others, just like in the body, Like the lack of emotional lines, this feeling is as if "the eyes cannot see, the ears cannot hear, the mouth cannot speak, and the tongue cannot taste" .
At this time, I will make a wish like God, hoping that someone will save my helpless self. Life is too boring, So "something good will happen to you today" frequently appears in Meizhen's shots. So after Meizhen saw Orange who drank all day long, she instantly understood the inner suffering of Orange.
No one would like to live like this. She was deeply involved in it without knowing it, but when she saw a person like herself, she... She would have "heroic" feelings, so she put forward a "worship theory" for Orange. couldn't tell whether she wanted to save Orange or save herself. No matter what it was, she told herself to try to change first. . .
So what did the orange bring to Meizhen? As Orange played the role of "boyfriend", Meizhen immediately told her female colleagues that she had a lover, with a sweet look on her face, and also criticized her unattractive remarks. And Orange did verify Meizhen's imagination of picking her up from get off work at the coffee shop, "Yeon Meizhen's dream came true."
He took great care of Meizhen when he was eating and walking. Orange was a "perfect boyfriend" and gave Meizhen great encouragement in words, "I admire you. You must recognize yourself, be honest and beautiful." "Zhen...", Tangerine filled up the lack of emotion in Mei Zhen, and her heart gradually became fuller.
On this originally lonely road, the two people had always been alone, but now they had a partner walking side by side, and the two people gradually fell into each other's hearts. 's heart was gradually filled up, and then he found that the things he originally cared about and the idea of "destroying them" gradually disappeared along with love.
Because of Orange's affirmation, encouragement and love, she became more confident and dazzling. She also made new friends and could fight directly with her "mistress" colleagues instead of digesting it alone. learned to release her emotions and vent them without any worries. No matter how suppressed it is, these changes are all changes in mentality, changes that are invisible.
During the three years when Orange was away, Meizhen relied on Orange's "love". Those messages that had been sent to her always imagined that you were by her side and never left. Meizhen relied so much on Orange, she She has been looking forward to his reappearance, so when he called "I am Goo", Meizhen instantly forgot the "blood of revenge" and found herself.
In this life, maybe she has been looking forward to this person, the "only" in her life. The lovely Meizhen even changed her number in anger because Orange didn't call her. Haha, how lucky that two souls who are so compatible have found each other's destination; how lucky that in the darkest moment of life, you became my light. . . .
Note: The picture is taken from the network
