On March 26, 1989, the sunset under dusk emits a bloody light. Not far away at this moment, a neatly dressed boy suddenly walked onto the winding rails.

Shanhaiguan on March 26, 1989, the sunset under dusk emits a bloody light.

Not far away at this moment, a neatly dressed boy suddenly walked onto the winding rails.

He wandered for a long time, and when the sunset ran out, he chose the most comfortable place and lay on it.

There is a backpack next to him, containing his four favorite books.

Not long after, a train rushed over.

A moment the train flew by, a huge flower suddenly bloomed between the world. This flower is even more dazzling than the crimson sunset.

That's it, the boy left, leaving what he called the end of humanity. He was going to a very far place where there were houses facing the sea and spring when flowers bloomed.

Although the young man's life is forever frozen at the age of 25, he has left the best poems for the world.

He is Haizi.

1964 was a star-studded year. Celebrities such as Jack Ma , Maggie Cheung were all born this year. In fact, in addition to them, in this year, a boy named Cha Haisheng was born in a remote mountain village.

However, no one expected that Cha Haisheng would become the most famous one among the surname Cha. Later, Cha Haisheng gave himself a pseudonym - Haizi.

Haizi is from Chawan Village, Huaining County. The village is located in a field in the northern suburbs of Anqing City, where Haizi spent his childhood and youth.

There is a pond less than ten meters in front of this old house, and there are several locust trees and peach trees beside the pond. In the spring of March, peach blossoms are in full bloom, and locust flowers are in fragrance. In May and June, the center of the pond is full of red and white lotus , which is really beautiful.

Sometimes, Haizi would beg adults to pick a lotus flower, plant it in a bamboo tube filled with water, and place it on a low table in front of the bed. On a quiet night, you can listen to the crisp and tender sound of lotus flowers, and then enter the dream of the fragrant lotus flowers.

When he was a child, because the old house was very close to the pond, he would often take his younger brother to the pond to fish. In autumn, I will also dig sweet potatoes in the field. This is the earliest childhood in Haizi's memory, like a painting and like a poetry.

1974, with the demolition of the old house, all these beautiful scenery became memories. Haizi was only ten years old at this time and was sent to Gaohe Middle School, five miles away from his home.

Since going to school, Haizi has become a "child of others". He has a super memory and a smart brain. Of course, these things were inherited from his father, Shi Zhengquan.

1933, Zhang Zhengquan was born in Huaining Tea Bay. He was originally named Zhenquan. "Zheng" is their generation. Later, because I got the wrong word when applying for my ID card, the name Jing Zhengquan was created.

The family has lived by farming for generations. Because his family was very poor, he had no money to let Zhang Zhengquan go to school. But Shi Zhengquan has a strong memory and insight. He became an apprentice at the age of thirteen. He learned to sew through the oral of an old tailor.

When he was fifteen years old, he walked on the street with rulers, scissors and chalk to sew clothes for villagers. In his twenties, he became a famous "gold medal" tailor in his hometown.

号号号号号号号号号号号号号号号号号, and in his later years he could only write his own name. Perhaps it is the reason for this, and Jae Zhengquan attaches great importance to children's education.

When Zhen Zhengquan discovered that his son Haizi had a strong memory, he begged a friend in the village who was a teacher and asked him to teach Haizi to read and read.

In order to allow all four Haizis in the family to read and write, Shi Zhengquan borrowed a lot of money.

And Haizi lets Zhengquan see hope, he knows that his son is a genius. At the age of four, he participated in a recitation competition. He was admitted to middle school at the age of ten. When he was fifteen, he was admitted to the Department of Law of Peking University with a score of 60 points exceeding the admission score.

1982, while at school, Haizi began to write poems. After graduating in 1983, Haizi was assigned to work in the Philosophy Teaching and Research Department of China University of Political Science and Law in Beijing.

When I first started working, my salary was only 90 yuan.But he still sent 60 yuan back to his hometown every month to help his younger brother go to school and buy daily necessities for his family. So soon after each salary is paid, Haizi becomes penniless.

When he was the poorest, Haizi could only wear a thin dress in winter.

Once, he walked into a restaurant and asked the boss: "Give me a glass of wine to warm my body, I will read a poem for you, okay?"

The boss looked at him with a charity look and said to the waiter: "Give him a glass of wine and let him go."

This incident later spread to a friend. Every time he joked, someone would always come out and joke.

But no one knows that this incident has caused great harm to Haizi.

Haizi started writing poetry in 1982 and created more than 2 million words of writing works in seven years, many of which have become classics.

The poet's life is lonely, he always seems out of place, and no one wants to make friends with him.

The classmates gathered together to play cards and chat, and Haizi also wanted to join in, but those people said to him mercilessly, "Let's go, you're not doing anything."

Many people around him looked down on him and threw him aside, leaving him alone to endure loneliness.

Fortunately, at a poetry seminar, Haizi met his lifelong best friend Luo Yihe for the first time.

Haizi's poetry style is free and unique. Luo Yihe was deeply shocked by Haizi's talent when he first read it.

In the days that followed, poetry became the strongest bond between the two. Luo Yihe became Haizi's best listener.

During college, because of Luo Yihe's company, Haizi had the long-lost warmth.

However, even Luo Yihe did not expect that Haizi would commit suicide.

On March 26, 1989, Haizi committed suicide by lying on tracks at Shanhaiguan, Hebei with four books, ending his 25-year-old life.

htmlFor more than 0 years, there have been many different opinions on the reason for Haizi's suicide.

However, before Haizi committed suicide, he left 5 suicide notes. The unsealed suicide note mentioned two people - Chang Yuan and Sun Ge.

Whether it was written to parents or Luo Yihe, each suicide note was filled with accusations against Chang Yuan and Sun Ge. The letter said that he suffered from schizophrenia , which was caused by Chang Yuan and Sun Ge.

Later, the police found out from the suicide note that Haizi was indeed suffering from severe schizophrenia. Therefore, the relevant departments launched an investigation into Chang Yuan and Sun Ge mentioned in the suicide note.

As a cadre, Chang Yuan also submitted a written report. Chang Yuan mentioned in the report that he was surprised by what Haizi mentioned in his suicide note. Because he and Haizi are friends, the two have never quarreled. Finally, the investigation into the cause of Haizi's death pointed to schizophrenia.

But some people believe that Haizi committed suicide because his achievements were too high, and it was difficult to write first-class works. This made Haizi feel painful and lost, deeply tortured, and gradually moved towards schizophrenia.

However, no matter what the cause of Haizi's death is, the most painful thing is his close friend Luo Yihe.

After Haizi's death, Luo Yihe suppressed his sadness and began to implement Haizi's last words - to organize the poems. But this is not an easy task. Back then, it took a full ten years for Lu Xiaoman to organize the poems of Xu Zhimo .

In theory, Luo Yihe could choose to sort out Haizi's poems slowly and carefully, but he felt that time waited for no one.

Within two months after Haizi's death, Luo Yihe sorted out all Haizi's poems and published them.

Shortly after Haizi's poem was published, "Facing the sea, spring flowers bloom" was like a breeze blowing across the Chinese land, and countless people were fascinated by Haizi's poems. Haizi also changed from an unknown person to a "great poet" in people's hearts.

Unfortunately, in order to clarify Haizi's poems as soon as possible, Luo Yihe worked day and night, crazily overdrawing his body. After sorting out Haizi's poems, Luo Yihe had huge problems in his body, and finally died of cerebral hemorrhage due to overwork.

When Luo Yihe died, Haizi passed away only two months ago.