My father wanted me to enter the palace for my sister, just because I am a legitimate daughter and she is an illegitimate daughter.
Sister told the whole story of how she rescued the young man who was in trouble in the countryside.
After entering the palace, the emperor held my hand excitedly and asked me if I still remembered how to make the vegetable dumplings. I said I did.
Then I made the vegetable dumplings that I had made hundreds of times at home again and served them to the emperor.
tastes exactly the same as what my sister makes.
The emperor never asked about anything about the past.
I am a noble concubine under one person, but the queen position is vacant. He said that he can take the title of queen after I give birth to a child.
But he never touches me, how can I give birth to a child?
He probably wanted to repay his kindness, so he only provided me with glory and wealth, but never favored me.
It doesn’t matter, I just want the honor and disgrace of my family.
One year later, I am still a royal concubine, the only one in the harem, but not the queen.
My father asked me to work hard, after all, the Jiang family was pointing at me. Father and brother are useless, they only know how to climb the dragon and follow the phoenix, but they don't do their job well.
Brothers are doing evil in my name, in the land of fish and meat. But the emperor repeatedly condoned it, which puzzled me.
But I gradually felt that it was wrong for me to sacrifice so much.
The days in the palace were lonely and I always had nothing to do.
When people are empty, they want to seek some comfort.
I am sixteen years old, and sometimes I feel itchy when I see the young and handsome emperor.
But I don’t know how to hook up, so I was embarrassed to find a topic several times. He doesn’t want to be close to me either, so forget it.
This may be it for the rest of my life.
My family is becoming more and more disappointed with me, and my husband doesn’t care about me either. I didn’t expect that I, who had been spoiled since childhood, would now be so lonely.
Recently, a sudden change occurred in the family, and her mother died of a sudden illness. The second sister was blamed on the eldest princess .
These things hit me hard and I suddenly became ill.
I wrote to my third sister to accompany me, but there was no response.
Now that my sister is in charge of the family, she resents me for taking away her honor and refuses to visit me.
There is an epidemic in the city. It turns out that I am not in a hurry, but I am suffering from the epidemic.
, that’s it.
After two months of being in a daze, I survived.
It is said that my sister found the good medicine and saved the people.
The emperor asked for medicine for me and saved me.
He still has me in his heart, right?
is cured, really cured. But my brain is burned out...
I don't want to be a good girl anymore and live in confusion.
"Your Majesty, let's make peace." During dinner, I took a mouthful of porridge and said this calmly.
He seemed not to hear clearly and had no reaction.
"Your Majesty, you don't love me either, and I don't love you either. My mother's family is not helpful to the royal family, and I am not your savior." I said it as if I usually reported the expenses of the harem, without any emotion.
He heard it clearly this time, but there was no anger or surprise, just exploration and fun.
"You already knew that, didn't you." I thought he might have suspected me, but I didn't know that he already knew that I was just a fake.
Moreover, after knowing it, he did not blame me.
"Have you been sick for too long? Let's go out and relax tomorrow." He hesitated and did not answer.
"I said we should make peace with each other, I..." Before I could finish my words, his cold and sinister eyes were cast over me.
"Say, why don't you say anything anymore." His voice was cold, so cold that it made me shiver.
I didn’t dare to say anything anymore. I just stared at him, for fear of missing any clues and risking my life.
The emperor wiped his mouth gently with a handkerchief, then folded it and placed it next to the bowl. Without saying another word, he stood up and left.
Call...
"Zhu'er, change my clothes..."
The maid touched my back and was startled.
I don’t dare to mention the matter of reconciliation. The desire that can be born gradually grows, becomes more intense, and overflows.
I used to think that if I die, I won’t have to think about anything.
I have died once, but I feel that if I live, I will have everything.
can be alive, how can it be so easy.
My father found me and asked me to leave the palace.
I don’t understand. First of all, how can I leave the palace just by saying I want to leave?
"Rebellious girl!" Her father slapped her in the face, showing no trace of his past love and expectations.
"It's been almost two years since you entered the palace, and you haven't even given birth to a daughter, let alone a prince! Now the Jiang family can't count on you, but it's your eldest sister who is trying to live up to your expectations!" My father suddenly acted like a villain, which made me scared and unfamiliar.
"Eldest sister? Jiang Chun?" It seems that the Jiang family has recognized her identity.
"Yes, eldest sister. I have given her motherhood. Now, she is the legitimate daughter of the Jiang family. She is also the county head personally named by the emperor."
Good... really good... Jiang Chun.
"So, everything stolen should be returned, right?" I stood up and wiped the blood from the corners of my lips, raised my head and said to my father, "What's mine, I will pay back. What's yours, father, you will have to pay back sooner or later."
I saw that he was shaking with anger, and raised his hand again.
"Father, I am still a noble concubine." I didn't have much confidence in what I said, but it was enough to scare him.
Looking at his leaving back, I was not as sad as I imagined. Perhaps, after two years in the palace, I have already seen through this person and this family.
I was eventually deprived of my concubine position, but I was not demoted to a commoner, but became the only Jieyu in the harem.
My sister is getting married to King Chen.
That King Chen has a bad reputation, he is sinister and treacherous, and everyone says he is a disaster.
But the emperor thought of his brotherhood and never hurt him. On the contrary, he was provocative at every turn.
The emperor has suffered a series of setbacks recently. I think his throne may be about to be lost.
But I don’t have time to care about him anymore, because the Jiang family is gone.
His father died tragically at home, seemingly seeking revenge. Today's Jiang Mansion has become the pure county chief's mansion.
I don’t know who ruined my reputation. Now I have become a vicious concubine who is always scheming, bullying my eldest sister, misbehaving, and cruel.
My father doted on his concubines, destroyed his wife, and let his eldest daughter live in the countryside, which was also despised by others.
It is said that when I brought my eldest sister back, my mother obstructed her at every turn and harmed her. Hahaha, how is that possible?
Back then, my father and mother were already engaged. My father was relegated to another place, and he met the eldest sister’s mother and they made a private marriage for life.
Later, my mother relied on the power of her mother's family to take my father back to get married, and step by step she stepped into the empty position of prime minister.
My mother never knew about the existence of my eldest sister until a peasant woman came to visit her again.
Mother cried for a long time, thinking that if she knew that her father had broken the engagement and had a wife, she would never marry him again.
But no matter how much the mother hates her father's betrayal, the eldest sister is innocent after all. She can be taken back and raised.
Although her mother cannot treat her as her own child, she can never be treated harshly!
I was deposed from the palace because of the crime of deceiving the emperor, but fortunately the emperor missed his old relationship and sent someone he trusted to guard me.
He has never come to see me because he is also under house arrest by King Chen and Princess Chen.
The life in the cold palace is not too sad. My mother taught us not to be arrogant since we were young. Can stand high and squat low.
Two months passed, and finally someone came to see me.
"My sister is no longer as elegant as she used to be." The eldest sister was gorgeously dressed and looked at me with disdain.
"Sister, why are you doing this?" I was puzzled and aggrieved.
"Put away your tears, there are no men here, no one will be bewitched by you!" The eldest sister's words were sharp, but I couldn't figure it out.
When have I ever confused a man with my tears? Except for the Emperor, I have never had contact with a man since I was a child!
"Sister, do you blame me for entering the palace? But didn't you secretly tell your father that you didn't want to enter the palace when you had someone you loved? My father felt that he owed you, so he sent me, who he had loved since childhood, to come in..." The more I spoke, the more aggrieved I became, and I cried.
My whole life has been taken advantage of by my family, but now everyone doesn’t appreciate it.
"Is it okay if I don't give it to you? If I don't take the initiative to give it to you, why don't I wait for you to send people to insult me and then pick on my tendons and hamstrings before I give it up!"
The eldest sister's words surprised me. How could she think so! How terrible! How terrible!
"Eldest sister, we have never harmed you. I tried to get close to you, but you never paid attention."
When the eldest sister heard this, she smiled disdainfully, "You are just a trick. Just because I am eager for warmth, you use hypocrisy to deceive me. Let me work for you!"
I think the eldest sister is crazy and is full of words, but I don't want to say any more.
"You should be familiar with this cold palace. You will also be familiar with the rats and cockroaches here. You will be familiar with the humiliation and torture here." The eldest sister's eyes were as if they were quenched with poison, scarlet and terrifying!
"Jiang Xiyue, it doesn't matter if you don't remember. I will let you remember. You will pay back all the suffering I have suffered. It's a pity that you don't have a child. If I had known better, I wouldn't have abolished the Dog Emperor. I would have given you a child so that you could watch him die of exposure!"
She became more and more crazy as she spoke, crying and laughing.
I know, she got the wrong person. Someone must have bullied her, so she recognized the wrong person.
The door was closed again, and there was endless darkness again. She had the windows nailed shut so I couldn't see the light.
After being frightened by her, I fell ill again.
I often had nightmares during my illness. I dreamed of killing my eldest sister and using very horrific methods.
Have I really done this?
"I want to see Princess Chen." This was the first time I spoke in such a long time.
"It's the Queen!" the palace attendant outside the door reminded.
Well, the Queen... King Chen has indeed rebelled.
After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the eldest sister in phoenix robe arrived.
"I didn't bother you, but you came to the door." The eldest sister pinched her nose, yes, the smell in the room was too disgusting.
"Jiang Chun, I had a nightmare. I dreamed that my mother and I bullied you, and the emperor used you to torture you, and even conspired to kill the only one who loved you, King Chen." I said and suddenly laughed, how ridiculous, right?
"So, is all this true? Why don't I remember? Is this a past life?"
She was speechless, and she lost her previous excitement, as if she didn't care about all this.
But he didn’t deny it. Perhaps it was really the retribution of the reincarnation of cause and effect.
"I understand, you are here for revenge, and now I understand everything. But Jiang Chun, I owed you in my previous life, and it was that person who did it in my previous life. I have not sorry for you in this life..." I just wanted to understand, but I felt wronged again.
The eldest sister did not speak, but her eyes moved, and it seemed that she could not answer me.
"Jiang Chun, my father sacrificed my happiness to make it up to you. Although my mother doesn't admit you, do you remember the time you fell from the wall and she rushed to save you? The lady from Lin Shangshu's family insulted you as a bastard. The second sister rushed up and had a fight with her. When she came back, her father punished her by kneeling down. Later, her legs hurt when it was cloudy and rainy.Third sister..."
I counted every detail of these years, but she yelled at me to shut up.
Shut up, just shut up. If she could see this, she wouldn't do this to me.
"Third sister is gone. My letters home have never been answered. When she died, did she secretly give you the wedding dress she had embroidered for you? That mandarin duck is so ugly, don't laugh at her, she has not been good at being a girl since she was a child. "I'm so angry that my chest is so tight.
I have no energy to breathe, and I don't want to exert any effort.
"Your Majesty...is he still alive..." I don't know why, but I suddenly remembered the smiling face that doesn't belong to me.
"The Imperial Physician! "The eldest sister suddenly shouted excitedly. But I shook my head, my family was ruined, why should I be left alive...
In a daze, I saw the emperor.
I asked him: "You knew I was not your sister, why did you marry me. Marry me and don’t love me. "
He looked haggard, tears slid down the wounds on his face, and he took a breath in pain and said: "I just wanted to thank the girl who saved me in person that day, and I had no intention of marrying her. But when I see you, I want to marry you. "
" When I held your hand, I knew you were not that farm girl. And the clarity and innocence in your eyes are completely different from her viciousness. "The emperor touched my cheek and smiled hard.
"It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I don't have the ability to love you. I don’t want to be an emperor, I also yearn for freedom, and I can’t give you stability. Moreover, your eldest sister poisoned the vegetable dumplings that year. If I have sex with you, I will be poisoned and die. "
He said, but I was not surprised. The eldest sister is here to take revenge. She will kill everyone who has hurt her.
The emperor in his previous life was a man who was extremely obsessed with power, cruel and cruel, and full of lies. But he is not the same in this life. , He is kind-hearted and yearns for freedom.
But none of this matters anymore. The eldest sister just wants revenge. Even if we are not those people, she still wants revenge.
"Your Majesty, we can't live. The eldest sister will not let us live. If I were to die, could I be with you? "I mustered up the courage. Is this a confession?
He nodded and kissed my lips.
We finally consummated our marriage, and we have been married for three years. But knowing that he also likes me, I suddenly felt that death is not so terrible.
We exhausted our last strength, Lying on the bed waiting for death to come.
I couldn't see, and I seemed to have lost my breath. But somehow, I seemed to hear the eldest sister crying again, and she said she regretted it...
If I could have an afterlife, I would like to see the mountains and seas
(End)
