Morning Glory lowered her head and revealed a faint fragrance. The ward full of disinfectant smell blocked the sunshine outside the window that wanted to probe in. Chen Zimei looked out the window, she was waiting for a belated returnee.
But this wait is far away. She knew that this person would not come. As the clock rang, she was finally far away on the other side of the Pacific Ocean. Chen Zimei closed her eyes forever on the hospital bed in New York and left the world in loneliness.
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In the 1911 year, the domestic revolutionary storm reached its peak. As advanced youth, Li Dazhao and Chen Duxiu were at the most central position in culture at this time.
It is also in this environment that Chen Zimei, as Chen Duxiu's youngest daughter, has worn an extremely halo since she was born, but it is also in this way that the youngest daughter is welcomed at home in a burst of baby crying.
. Chen Zimei's appearance made him very happy , so he named it "Xi'er". I hope this little girl can be happy all her life, and her name is Chen Zimei.
Chen Zimei grew up holding her in her palm when she was young. According to legend, Chen Duxiu has a study that no one can enter, but his youngest daughter Chen Zimei can enter.
Even when Chen Duxiu was working in the room, Chen Zimei could sit aside and eat fruits, look at comic book , and accompany her father.
is just a daughter who made her father so "preferred" to her, but she did not expect that the second half of her life would be so hard and difficult that she would die in a foreign land.
The father naturally has an impact on his favorite little daughter for his children's education issues, but compared with other children, he is still particularly tolerant of Chen Zimei.
When other children are out of school, they will see their stern father. The father seriously asks them about their learning situation. When the father faces Chen Zimei, he will smile. No matter what mistake Chen Zimei makes, his father will not scold her.
But perhaps it was this excessive spoiling that Chen Zimei developed an overly willful and innocent and romantic personality in her personality, and all of these made her suffer later.
Unfortunately, such beautiful memories were broken until Chen Zimei was 13 years old. It turned out that there were cracks in her parents' marriage, and her mother Gao Junman is also a woman with an extremely arrogant temperament. After divorced her father, she would never look back.
Chen Zimei also followed her mother to live in Nanjing, but the mother and daughter's life in Nanjing was not satisfactory, and it was even a bit miserable. Gao Junman took Chen Zimei to live in a small wooden house in Nanjing, and her life was very hard.
At that time, Chen Zimei was still very young and didn't understand why her parents divorced, but she also saw her mother's despair from her pale face. At this time, the burden of life was gradually pressing against Chen Zimei, because her mother's illness was getting worse and worse.
Because of the burden of life, Chen Zimei had to work while going to school at a young age. While studying, she also had to work to earn medical expenses for her mother and tuition for her younger brother.
And this kind of life lasts for six years. On the day when Chen Zimei finally became an adult, her mother Gao Junman closed her eyes forever and died of illness in the bed.
Chen Zimei, who has been fighting with life, finally couldn't suppress the tears in her eyes, and finally cried next to her mother's cold body. Her sadness made her unable to say a word.
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People say Original family will affect a person's life, This sentence is perfect for Chen Zimei. The most beautiful memories of her childhood are all in that vague father.
Chen Zimei likes men as gentle as her father. It doesn’t matter if that man is older than him. It’s precisely because of this reason that Chen Zimei fell into a vortex.
Such a man named Zhang Guoxiang walked into her eyes. , a mature and steady man, suddenly made Chen Zimei sink.
It's just this old man, but he has other intentions. He is greedy for Chen Zimei's young beauty, but Chen Zimei is unaware of it. Chen Zimei also told her father the news, but her father saw through this man's trick.
It was just that the father was arrested in prison for the affairs of the revolutionary party. He could not confront the man directly. When his daughter came to the prison to find him, he said, "Zhang Guoxiang is a liar. You are young and ignorant, and the consequences will be unimaginable!"
did not expect that his father would oppose his relationship so much, which made the rebellious Chen Zimei very angry. The father and daughter quarreled in prison, and ended up with disagreement and .
But the facts prove that the advice of parents is often very meaningful. Zhang Guoxiang was not wholeheartedly towards Chen Zimei, and he had a wife and daughter at that time.
But even so, the two entered the marriage hall without hesitation. After Zhang Guoxiang learned that his father was obstructing his marriage with Chen Zimei, refused to let Chen Zimei visit his father again.
But the marriage between the two was not as happy as expected. In 1939, Chongqing was attacked, and Chen Zimei and her three daughters got separated, which brought her marriage with Zhang Guoxiang to an end.
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Chen Zimei came to Shanghai alone after divorced Zhang Guoxiang, and met her second husband Li Huanzhao here. After falling in love, the two became husband and wife and gave birth to two children.
It’s just that Chen Zimei never talks about her life experience to others, and won’t tell her husband and children that her grandfather is the father. is just that the more hidden it is, the easier it is to be discovered by others.
Once after dinner, the eldest daughter Zhang Shude asked Chen Zimei curiously: " Dad said that my grandfather was Chen Duxiu, is it him?" When Chen Zimei heard this, she was furious and said, "Don't ask again."
Because in her heart, father is the pain that cannot be mentioned casually, and it is also the most beautiful memory in her life. has come to this point, but it is unbearable to look back on the past.
In 1997, Chen Zimei smuggled to Hong Kong by herself. She and her son spent a short happy time in Hong Kong, and then went to the Chinese district in Canada.
It’s just that life overseas is not beautiful . Chen Zimei can only rely on the obstetrics and gynecology knowledge she learned before to maintain her life. After she finally saved money to buy a villa, all her savings disappeared.
In 1997, Chen Zimei, who was plagued by illness, could no longer pay the apartment management fee, and was eventually sued in court. At this time, she was penniless and had no children around her.
There is no way, she can only choose to ask for help from the outside world. she told the newspaper and the Chinese rescue area that she received a relief fund based on her father's identity.
But when she received the $9,000 relief fund, Chen Zimei was not that happy. was surrounded by loneliness, and she wanted to see her child very much, but she didn't wait until she died.
Summary:
Sometimes the most precious thing in the world is often lost only when you lose it. The farthest distance in the world is the separation between heaven and man. Chen Zimei regretted her life and closed her eyes in loneliness.
Maybe she remembered her father's advice and her mother's whisper when she lowered her eyes, but it was too late. time is ruthless, but memory is cruel.
