As a female writer who can leave a deep impression on many readers in modern history, Zhang Ailing has been the subject of research and discussion for future generations. Her writing is delicate and sensitive. People who have deep feelings about life will have a deeper understanding than ordinary people when reading Zhang Ailing's writing.
In addition to her writing, the most amazing thing about Zhang Ailing is her love life. In her emotional experience, she met scumbag men and true love, but in the end she was alone. It was not until later that Zhang Ailing's situation in the United States can be seen: she had an abortion at an advanced age and could not keep up her energy all day long. She could only stay in bed and watch TV. She was not discovered until a week after her death. Why is this?
Unfortunate native family
Modern psychology theory often holds a view: a person's native family plays a decisive role in the person's growth and the formation of early values. Therefore, many early educations attach great importance to the cultivation of the native family. This view also applies to Zhang Ailing. Zhang Ailing’s life was unfortunate from the beginning.
In terms of family background, Zhang Ailing has better resources and an excellent background than ordinary people. In the 1920s, Zhang Ailing had everything that ordinary people could not envy. Zhang Ailing's grandfather was an important minister in the late Qing Dynasty, and her grandmother was the daughter of the famous minister Li Hongzhang.
Logically speaking, a woman from such a scholarly family and a powerful family should be very decisive. At least she has achieved very good results in business or other social fields, but Zhang Ailing's life trajectory is obviously different. Let’s start with her parents.
When Zhang Ailing was born, her family was still very wealthy. After all, relying on the family property accumulated over generations, the family lived a very comfortable life. However, during the Republic of China, it gradually began to decline. At that time, the wealth accumulated by her family was basically consumed.
When Zhang Ailing's father became the head of the family, her family was no different from ordinary people. Although assets in can be consumed, people's behavioral habits cannot be changed in one day. Zhang Ailing's father is a typical second-generation official. Under the nourishment of his early family life, Zhang Ailing's father developed many bad habits of the young masters of the old society.
So after gradually declining, Zhang Ailing’s father has not yet completed the transformation. Faced with such a man, Zhang Ailing’s mother resolutely filed for divorce. The reason is actually very simple. The reason why Zhang Ailing’s mother married her father was because her father was wealthy at that time.
But after all, Zhang Ailing’s mother was a talented person who studied abroad and was one of the first people to wake up during that period. Therefore, in the later period, her mother looked down upon her father’s inactive living conditions and filed for divorce.
If parents divorce at an early age, it will inevitably have a certain impact on the growth of their children. After the divorce, Zhang Ailing's father became increasingly depressed, and his living condition deteriorated day by day. What's even more ridiculous is that her father blamed his wife's departure on his two children.
So since the divorce, Zhang Ailing's father has never treated her well. In daily life, in addition to giving her a cold look, he scolds her constantly.
Over time, her father's violent behavior caused very serious harm to Zhang Ailing's body and mind. Repeatedly, Zhang Ailing's personality also changed seriously. She became introverted, had low self-esteem, and was not good at communicating with others.
Emotionally unhappy
This kind of family situation will definitely have an impact on Zhang Ailing's overall development. So in order to avoid the pain of reality, Zhang Ailing began to read a large amount of classic literature, trying to drown herself in the ocean of knowledge, so that she could temporarily escape the pain of real life.
This behavior has achieved certain results, and Zhang Ailing, who read many books in the early days, laid a very good foundation for her future creative path. So just after she became an adult, Zhang Ailing was already a famous talented woman in Shanghai.
Under such circumstances, and Zhang Ailing was already good-looking, there were many young talents pursuing Zhang Ailing at that time, and the first person who made Zhang Ailing fall into the quagmire of love was Hu Lancheng.
Before meeting Zhang Ailing, Hu Lancheng had already been a veteran on the road of love, so it was very simple for him to win over Zhang Ailing. The ignorant Zhang Ailing was attracted by Hu Lancheng's sweet words and felt that Hu Lancheng had talents that ordinary people did not have, so the two quickly established a relationship and got married soon after.
As a result, it didn’t take long for Zhang Ailing to discover that Hu Lancheng was a philanderer, had bad habits that were hard to change, and even cheated on her during marriage. However, her early childhood life did cast a shadow of very low self-esteem on Zhang Ailing's mental state.
caused her to still have nostalgia for this person even after she and Hu Lancheng separated. This is why she still responded when Hu Lancheng took the initiative to contact Zhang Ailing. However, after being tortured too many times, Zhang Ailing realized that people like Hu Lancheng were hopeless.
She was disheartened in the end. Although she had experienced several relationships, she was always in a low-profile position in the relationship. After experiencing several blows, Zhang Ailing chose to leave this land that made her sad and move to the United States to live.
A miserable female writer in her later years
After arriving in the United States, Zhang Ailing was alone, and she also had to consider her future life. Naturally, she would not stay alone like this, and it happened that she met Lai Ya while in the United States. Because the two people have crossed paths before, their encounter in a foreign country will naturally give rise to different emotions.
Just like this, Lai Ya and Zhang Ailing fell in love and got married, and successfully lived a married life. There is a big age difference between Lai Ya and Zhang Ailing, but they don't care about this when they are pursuing love. But before Zhang Ailing had her last marriage, she became pregnant.
Zhang Ailing was already 36 years old at the time. Thinking that she was about to get married to Lai Ya, she did not choose to keep the child, but went to the hospital to have an abortion herself.
No matter what reason Zhang Ailing had for this abortion, it would cause great physical and psychological damage to her later. After that, the two began to live a happy life, but God was not kind to her. Shortly after their marriage, Lai Ya fell into a serious illness and passed away, leaving Zhang Ailing forever.
After experiencing so many hardships in the first half of her life, Zhang Ailing had long lost confidence in life, so after her last marriage ended completely, she moved to a very cheap apartment.
In the days that followed, Zhang Ailing’s daily life was to lie in bed and watch TV. She didn't go out to relax or communicate with other people, which led to many people not knowing the news about her. It was even a week after her death that she was discovered by the then landlord, which was sad.
Conclusion
Zhang Ailing has written a lifetime of female tragedy stories. She is using her own feelings and delicate writing to tell all women about the unfairness to women in the world, but in the end she does not know that she is a living tragedy. The
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