I usually open the class, and the effect is also good, but one day the expert came to listen to the class and became nervous. I felt that it was not as good as usual.
Later, I wanted to listen to a class from a very good chief expert, but he said he would rather not.
He is knowledgeable and an expert that even a teacher can't ask.
I have also tried to ask other teachers, and everyone's answers are the same, they are humble on the surface and say nothing can be heard.
Tell me that you know others, everyone should have the same idea as me: if there are other teachers listening to the class, you will feel a little uncomfortable.
It seems that even teachers who have been in class for decades still have some disconfidence in their hearts.
This reminds me of a case in Zen.
Shouduan was unable to enlightenment for a long time when he was practicing Zen Master Yang Qi Fanghui. Seeing this, Yang Qi wanted to give him guidance in time.
One day, the Zen Master Yang Qi Fanghui asked Shouduan who was his former master. Shouduan replied: "Monkey Yu Chaling."
Yang Qi said: "I heard that Monk Yu accidentally slipped and realized it, and wrote a verse. Do you remember this verse?"
Shouduan replied: "Remember: I have a pearl, which has been locked by dust for a long time; now the dust is gone, and it shines through thousands of mountains and rivers."
Yang Qi left with a smile after hearing this.
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The next day, he went to ask Yang Qi early in the morning, why he was laughing yesterday.
Yang Qi asked back: "Did you see the juggling clown yesterday?"
Shouduan said, "See!"
Yang Qi said again: "You are not as good as that clown."
Shouduan asked, "Why did the teacher say that?"
Yang Qi replied, "At least you like others to laugh, but you are afraid of others to laugh."
Shouduan therefore realized it.
Writing this case is to remind yourself that modesty is important, and self-confidence is so rare, even if it is "general trust".
remind yourself at any time: You don’t even plan to be a funny clown. Relax, what’s there to be afraid of?