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I have never dared to read the novel "Fang Siqi's Paradise of First Love" by Taiwanese writer Lin Yihan . The book
tells the tragic story of Fang Siqi, a 13-year-old girl, who was sexually assaulted by a cram school teacher Li Guohua. After that, Fang Siqi finally collapsed and went crazy, while Li Guohua still lived peacefully.
The beautiful girl Fang Siqi loves literature and admires Li Guohua, the Chinese teacher of the cram school. But the kind and innocent girl did not know that Li Huaguo had a dirty soul under the skin wrapped in literature.
After Li Guohua deceived Fang Siqi, he told her that it was "love". He used the girl's self-esteem to firmly hold the "prey" in the palm of his hand, allowing him to vent his dissatisfaction in life and satisfy his wanton distorted desires.
Just when Fang Siqi was violated and she didn't know how to tell her, Liu Yiting, her close friend like twins, had a rift with her because of Teacher Li Guohua's love for Fang Siqi.
Fang Siqi once told her own experience as someone else's story to her parents, hoping that her parents would realize her own misfortune, but "Why is that girl so showy!", a word from her parents disappointed Lin Yihan Absolutely, keep your mouth shut forever.
On the one hand, Li Guohua's intensification, on the other hand, the misunderstanding and alienation of her best friend, on the other hand, the parents' disgust for a victim like her, Fang Siqi's inner world has completely collapsed...
It turns out that during the avalanche, there is really no snow Innocent.
If it was Liu Yiting or Fang Siqi's parents, whoever noticed the girl's strangeness, even if they were a little aware and paid a little more attention, maybe the ending of the story would have turned a corner.
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However, what is unexpected is that the tragedy of reality is far more tragic than the story.
In February 2017, " Fang Siqi's first love paradise " was published in Taiwan, and won many awards such as Taiwan Openbook Annual Best Book Award and Taiwan Blog Bestseller List TOP1 in the coming year. Lin Yihan, the author of
, was quickly pushed to the public and was once crowned the title of a popular beauty writer.
In April 2017, when Lin Yihan was interviewed, she was still in the eyes of thousands of viewers, a girl with a good voice, beautiful, beautiful, intellectual and gentle.
However, one week after the interview, Lam Yihan was found by the police to commit suicide at home.
Later, Lin Yihan's parents spoke out and confirmed that the story written in the book was the true record of her daughter being seduced by a famous tutor in a cram school when she was in high school.
Born in 1991, Lin Yihan has a beautiful face and a good family background. His father is a well-known " Tainan strange doctor". He has an older brother who is studying in the Department of Medicine of National Taiwan University. .
Lin Yihan, who is handsome and intelligent, originally had an infinitely bright future, but his life fell into darkness when he met the demon male teacher in the cram school.
In an exclusive interview a week before his death, Lin Yihan said that at the book sale site, a reader told himself that her friend had the same experience as Fang Siqi, and she hoped Lin Yihan could give this friend some words of encouragement.
Lin Yihan finally wrote this sentence in the book: I wish you good health!
She said that it is difficult for girls who have been sexually assaulted to find happiness. So, she can't say wish you happiness against her heart, she can only wish the girl good health.
Later, when Lin Yihan committed suicide, she and her husband separated. Although she has said that her husband and his family are tolerant and loving to her, she is grateful.
But in the end, Lin Yihan was still locked by the curse and lost the ability to be happy.
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"The stories in this book tormented and destroyed my life."When Lin Yihan said these words to the camera during his lifetime, no one thought that it would become a prophecy.
This poor girl, even if she has the success that the world envy, still feels that she is a waste.
Because of the book Li Guohua, who is still practicing, can still see his sign while walking on the road. He is not dead and will not die. Such things are still happening. Therefore, she feels that she has no success or failure.
If it is really like Lin Yi What Han said, her writing this book is powerless to change the social status quo, but the people we see should not be indifferent, and the society should not be indifferent.
Because of this, it will only make more "Fang Siqi" crazy and make more The "Lin Yihan" lost his life, but the sane "Li Guohua" lived well, and even continued to do evil unscrupulously. The story can promote the society's attention to sexual assault, and even promote legislation. I think all this will be worth it. I think this is what Lin Yihan would like to see in the sky.
So, dear girls:
You must not only have the ability to identify others, but also have the awareness and methods to protect your own personal safety, but also have the courage and means to face the wicked and repel them. You must have a powerful weapon to defeat the devil.
You can't hide from the bad guys forever, thinking that the bad guys will stay far away from you, because no one can hide for a lifetime. And the cowardice of hiding will only make the bad guys more arrogant .
This world is beautiful, but it is also full of darkness. The appearance of Bao Yuming in
gives us more reason to believe that beasts like "Li Guohua" have always existed.If we appease and ignore the "Li Guohua" people, it will give them a signal and confidence to continue to do evil.
"I choose to forgive him, because then I can live. But you can't forgive him, because then other girls can live." Hurt.
