Goodbye 2020: Another summary after many years

From 2005 to 2010, I kept writing a summary to myself at the end of the year, from qq space to Renren.com. Later, I worked, got married and had children, and never wrote about it again. Because of the busy work and the various things in life that make me overwhelmed, there are too many things to write.

has been there for several years, and at the end of each year, I can always see the special program of " Art Life "-"Warm". I will also learn to give myself some keywords to summarize my year. Unfortunately, it's gone now. Later, I used WeChat, Renren.com and are no longer needed, and I have never read what I wrote before. Why did you decide to write again this year? Because this year is a bit idle, I quit my job, and my child goes to school.

When the epidemic started at the beginning of the year, I just returned to my hometown. After a lapse of six years, I returned to my hometown for the New Year. The new village has just been built, and many relatives in other places have returned to their hometown. I thought that there would be a lively Spring Festival, but I didn't expect that there was an epidemic. The people in the village were very conscious and basically didn't walk around for New Year's greetings. Also because of the epidemic, the week’s holiday was extended. Living in the small courtyard of my hometown for more than half a month was also a quiet time. At that time, I firmly believed that the countryside was safer than the city, the ground was bigger and there were fewer people.

then thought of SARS in 2003. At that time, I was still attending high school in the county seat. There were no computers and mobile phones in the school. Afterwards, the school was closed. The only information I could get was the number of sacrificed nurses. At that time, there was also a panic. Everyone was buying Isatis root and . I called my mother and said: The school is closed and we are very safe at school. You are outside. Or else buy the packaged Isatis root. Then my mother asked my father to spend more than 30 yuan in the town to buy a pack of Banlangen for me and my sister. At that time, my monthly food expenses were less than 50 yuan. I blamed myself for this for a long time.

Of course, I still believed that SARS would pass soon, just like hiding in a cave, always believing that the war outside would be won. It still is. Although the epidemic has lasted for a year, I still firmly believe that this battle will be won.

The end of 2020 is coming, snow is coming, and the temperature has dropped to -14℃. Just in time for my husband’s business trip, I mustered up the courage to drive my children to school. On the road, I saw a mother and daughter riding on an electric bike and fell down because of a slippery road. Then I was very lucky to get a driver's license this year. At that time, I wanted to write a thank-you letter to my husband: Thank you for urging me to sign up for the driver’s license test. In the summer, I will practice driving with me and take the test.

is also in the last few days, and his father who lives with his sister in Beijing suddenly fell ill. On the same day, his sister and brother-in-law were on a business trip. Later, the neighbors helped him take him to the hospital for an examination, and then hurried to find his cousin. Fortunately, things are going in a good direction. But after this incident, my sister began to consider whether to abandon the development in Beijing and come to a city with me. And I began to consider the need for a second child.

I saw Zhu Guangquan’s summary for 2020 early this morning: the grass is bearing its seeds, the wind is shaking its leaves, we have to live a happy life.... We are also working hard and want to live a happy life, but we always feel that we are just persevering in confusion. When

is helpless, I always hope to meet someone who can guide me. And as a middle-aged person, I have also learned that everyone has to go their own way in life, have to face it, and solve all things by themselves. There are more and more things encountered, and more and more things can be handled. This is the harvest and growth of these years of life experience.

The flag set at the beginning of the year took two years to complete. Then, it's time to look ahead to 2021. "The door is low, but the sun is bright." With so much positive energy in 2020, I hope in 2021 that I can find the next direction for my efforts. . .