We all fell and touched, and were confused, and unknowingly, and spent most of our lives. We felt sad, helpless, sad, and had nowhere to put it... Maybe this year is our most sad year! Because I was cheated on the Internet, the online loan was overdue. My older child’s grades in

We all fell and bumped, and were confused, and unknowingly, and spent most of our lives. We felt sad, helpless, sad, and had nowhere to put it...

Maybe this year is our saddest year! Because I was cheated on the Internet, the online loan was overdue. My older child’s grades in the second year of high school have now dropped seriously. The younger one has to send him back to his hometown. Whenever I think about this, I can’t fall asleep for a long time.

Look at the single digits of money that can be used on mobile phones, the income is three digits, mortgages, online loans, and children's living expenses, which makes me breathless.

I originally wanted to find a place to work quietly, and I would go to set up street stalls when I had time at night, but this road was not feasible due to the epidemic. Today I went to find a new job. The probation period was 4,000 yuan per month, and after the probation period, I couldn't finish it at night and had to work overtime. During the interview, I said that the job was under a lot of pressure and was fast-paced, and asked me if I could adapt. I said I could give it a try.

This year, it is the most important thing for me to have a fixed income job. I can’t let my mortgage expire in any case. If the online loan expires, I can still negotiate. If the mortgage expires, there will be nothing left.

I am still struggling to persist because I want to give my children a stable home. I don’t need to be too big. At least it is warm and not too gorgeous. It was friendly and not too luxurious before. It was happy before.

More than a long life, I hope that those who care about me and those who care about me will go well, be healthy and safe. Although I am in debt now, I will work hard to earn money to pay back the money I owe as soon as possible.