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of our age must be the pioneer of in China! Of course, I didn’t take the initiative to become DINK, it was a bitter tears.
In the past, my wife and I worked in the same public institution. She was extremely young and graceful; I was tall, handsome, cheerful and humorous.
She is from the art and art team of the unit. I saw her performance once and was deeply attracted by her gentle and graceful figure.
Since then, I often can't fall asleep. Her figure is all in my mind, which is exactly: A beautiful lady and gentleman are good friends, I can't find it, and I'm thinking about it...
It's not just me thinking about it. In the whole unit, God knows how many men who are restless have so much affection for her.
Yes, she is the dream lover of all the singles in our unit.
I think I must take action so as not to be taken first.
So, I spent a meal and begged my colleague to introduce her to me.
The beauty of the first meeting is naturally not to be mentioned.
She said that I gave her a feeling of being down-to-earth, very secure, and she is a married person.
Furthermore, there is an old senior in our unit who is an old acquaintance with his parents. The old senior understands face and can calculate and tells her parents that I am sincere and have a promising future. Only then did her parents allow her to have a try with me...
I don’t have to say anything about her. It’s not that The soul is surging and deepening!
After a while, the feelings were mixed, and she agreed to date me formally.
Under the moonlight, beside the lotus pond, we lean on each other, I promise her to be beautiful, she will accompany me for life;
I often ride her 28-bar and wander around the streets and alleys of the city; she would take off her father's sweater and knit it into a scarf, a beige-white, thick and warm scarf; I often make her best meals for me; and I would invite her to eat her favorite wontons and oil cakes.
Even if I am in the same unit as her, I will still write love letters to her with all my heart, which can be regarded as a little romance between me.
is now so old that I feel dizzy, and I always remember the past, but my heart is still beautiful. If something happened later, I think she and I would be an enviable fairy couple and will be together for life.
In the past, cars and horses were very slow, and they only loved one in their life. The love of that era is really nostalgic...
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In fact, she and I had children. We are both healthy and can have children, but luck makes people feel miserable. Our first child has miscarried...
I saw her sad and mournful, and suffered a lot. She was also thin and lost a whole circle, and I felt very distressed. I really can't bear to part with her because I love her so much.
So I comforted her and said:
I don’t want children anymore, just be DINK. In this life, I will only spoil you, you are my queen...
She heard this and looked at me with ripples.
When she takes care of her body, we are married. That day, I personally put on red high heels and colorful high heels for her; I still used the 28-bar to pick her up, carry her back home in the wind!
entered the yard, and I picked her up, rotated, kissed her, and was intimate. I said to her loudly:
Entered this house, you are the wife of my mediator, I will treat you well for the rest of my life...
She immediately smiled like a flower, her face was shy, her eyes were half-closed into crescent moon , which was very charming, and it made me fascinated...
After marriage, I didn't plan to have children again, but soon, she became pregnant again. For me, I feel happy inside, but I am afraid that she will suffer and be tired, so I don’t want to have a child.
can be seen that she is happier than me. Treat the children in the belly carefully every day, for fear of accidents caused by negligence.
But you can't stop what you should come, and you can't ask for what you should not come.It’s true: 0,000 is fate, and there is no way to deal with it!
About the fifth month,
was covered with clouds that afternoon, and it was almost snowing and it was dark.
I am still working at work. She wants to go out to eat a bowl of wontons. She hasn't walked a few steps before she walked out. A rapid car ringtone approached. When the reaction started, it was too late. It was too late. She was knocked to the ground, and the bicycle and the rider both fell and pressed on her belly...
The severe pain caused her to faint.
The result can be imagined. She bleeded heavily, almost causing "one corpse and two lives". Fortunately, the doctor urgently rescued her and saved her life. However, the child was gone. This child with a cute heartbeat and vital signs gradually became... gone!
, it’s my fault for being shallow, or my destiny is destined to have no children!
The child is gone, I am nothing more than grief. In addition to this, she also suffers physical pain, which is much more painful than me.
There are a lot of fluid in her chest, pelvic cavity and abdominal cavity, and there are still some cracks in her pelvic cavity. After recuperation for a long time, I barely recovered, but the sequelae are still very serious and my health has not been very good.
And I, since I was beaten to the ground, I had already left the west before my two children had landed. I was extremely disappointed and was extremely lush. My seven souls lost my six souls and had no spiritual work. I simply quit my job and went home.
Later, after thinking about it, people can never be disguised and they still have to live in the future. It happened that time was the climax of reform and opening up, and many people went into business, so I discussed with her and went out to explore.
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With all our savings and the compensation from the perpetrators, I went south with great enthusiasm, wanting to become a trendsetter in reform and opening up.
Because a classmate took up a job in customs, I took advantage of this relationship and went to the back door and started purchasing goods from Hong Kong. I have a good vision and the goods I buy are rare things that are difficult to see in the mainland. They are either fashionable, fashionable, or unique, and are very popular in any case.
Don’t underestimate this kind of business. Although it is not very decent, it makes a lot of money. The profit is not only considerable, it can be described as the word "huge profit". Not long after, I made a lot of money, so I bought her good-looking, fresh clothes and sent her a lot of living expenses. Knowing that she was in poor health, I bought a large number of high-quality supplements and Chinese herbal medicines from Hong Kong to nourish her body. Because of the heavy bleeding last time, I was really scared.
I told her to just take care of her health and don’t think about other things.
I was very worried about her, because I felt guilty and blamed myself for not giving birth to a child, so I often comforted her and said:
We have lived this life, and it is actually very good. Both of them always feel like they are in love, you will always be my queen...
In fact, during that time, she should have suffered from depression . She always blamed herself for not protecting the fetus in her belly. The child's westwardness was hard to get rid of, and sometimes she even slapped herself, and then she whimpered and kept crying...
I was busy with business and it was difficult to take care of both ends, so I could only take time to call home, chat with her, and chat until she was sleepy and rested.
The times have changed, and the days have passed day by day. Gradually, her mental state has improved a lot and she no longer mentions her children. I think she has no longer the thought of having a baby under my influence.
In the future, I was still doing a reselling business outside. She returned to work in the unit. Although her life was dull, she was very stable. I will still give her pocket money in a lot, and once I go back, I will bring her a gift.
Later I bought a building and a car. I was the first person among my relatives and friends to live in a building and drive a car. They envied me.
(In that era, buying a car was more prominent than buying a house)
But gradually I found that I communicated less and less with her, perhaps because I was getting together. sometimes doesn't even make a phone call once a week, but I don't think it's so important.
It turned out that she would save the pocket money I gave her every time. This was what I only knew after the financial crisis in 2008 caused me to go bankrupt.
That year, I had already opened an electronics processing factory in Dongguan . When the financial crisis came, I misjudged the form. Not only did I not shrink my funds, I increased my investment. I never thought about going back to the pre-liberation overnight, and it led to my overdevelopment! Owe more than three million in debt!
In my almost despair, when she learned about it, she took out the savings she had saved over the years to help me clear my debts, and there was still a surplus of 1.5 million.
Only then did I realize that she saved all the money I sent to her over the years, which I never expected. I don't know at all how much money I have sent to her over the years, but she helped me solve all my debts.
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is old and has no intention of drifting away.
has a deposit of more than 1.8 million yuan. She has retired and has a lot of monthly pension. There is no need to worry about living a well-off and stable life. I don’t have the energy to make trouble anymore, so I simply entered a leisurely and retired life.
So I planned to spend my old age with her...
I have loved fishing since I was young. I invite my old friends to go fishing almost every day. Sometimes it’s the whole day when I go, and I only get home when I light the light. During this period, she accompanied me two or three times, but she felt bored and never went there again.
But from then on, I always felt that she was worried... and was worried.
Until one day, I used to go out fishing. Before I could put down my preparations, I received a strange call.
should have happened on the same day. I usually refused to answer the unfamiliar phone calls because most of them were selling phone calls. But somehow, he answered the answer without hesitation that day. The answer to
doesn't make me feel bad, but it almost made me collapse and scared my soul.
The other end of the phone is another old man’s voice:
Hello, my name is Zhang Yongjun, I don’t mind you calling me Lao Zhang. Well... I thought about it for a few nights before I decided to call you. I had no intention of telling you the following facts, but now I have to say it. Actually, Arqiong and I have been together for almost twenty-five years. We not only have a son, but now we have a grandson.
Hearing this, I seemed to be hit by Gorray, and I stood there in a daze like a wooden sculpture. My anger disappeared and my head was drowsy.
Then Lao Zhang continued:
If you don’t believe it, you can request it through my WeChat friends later. I can show you a video, and you will understand everything after watching it.
chose to call you at this time because our grandson is going to live during the day. Please give up Arjun to me completely for the sake of the child. I have lived for twenty or thirty years alone. I have lived for the rest of my life. Now I want to give my children a complete home with grandma!
hung up the phone, and I dullly passed his friend's request. Soon a video was sent. I opened the video anxiously but panic.
is good. The old woman with slightly frosted temples in the video is her. She has been married to me for more than 30 years.
was wearing a crimson Ni coat I gave me the next year. The bun was still so neat and uncluttered, and the dress was decent. He was holding a baby boy in his arms, and he was having fun, and his face was smiling.
Standing beside her was a young man with a slender figure, about twenty-four or twenty-five years old, looking very much like her, no, to be more precise, it was carved out of the same mold as her.
The young man smiled and said:
Mom, take a rest first and bring the child to Xiaoyu. My dad bought you your favorite wontons, hand-wrapped ones, go and eat them quickly, it will be no longer delicious when it gets cold.
Seeing this, my heart was cut by a knife, and the pain made me almost faint on the ground. Originally, it was difficult for me to feel heartbroken by the age of sixty, but that day, I was extremely sad.Although it can't be said that I was crying, my eyes were blurred by the tears. In the
video, every warm and happy scene is like a sharp knife stabbing my heart. I am not jealous of other people's happiness, but a master there has had a very good relationship with me.
That night, until it was dark, as if ink was pouring, my soul returned home like a soul...
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The next morning, I went to check the bank remittance records for so many years. It turned out that the number I sent to her was far more than the ones I had saved for me. In other words, she took the money I sent to raise the child for others, and paid for her son to buy RV , and got married!
I asked for one million and a half million in my deposit, and the house was transferred to my name, asking her to take the 300,000 she saved, and leave the "our" home with the fine and soft clothes and gold and silver jewelry!
That year, my factory went bankrupt and went bankrupt. It was indeed a downturn for two or three years. During this period, I didn't go out of the door and kept her going. All the family expenses, including my tobacco and alcohol money, were supported by her. I was very ashamed of this.
Now thinking about it, I am still too stupid! In the end, the clown is me.
I once suggested that I would use more than 1.8 million yuan in deposits to manage finances, operate funds, and choose funds with very little investment risks. The main reason is to avoid being free all day long, easily getting sick, and easily suffering from Alzheimer's disease .
To be precise, I am talking about taking care of these deposits for her, in other words, the money is still hers.
She pondered for a while, then hesitated and said that the money was saved by her salary over the years, so she didn't dare to pay it anymore. Besides, she was old, so there was no need to mess around.
I saw that what she said was reasonable, so I gave up!
On the evening of the day when I went to the bank to check the records, she rushed back in a hurry. Seeing her panic expression, I guess the old Zhang had already told her the result.
I was half lying on the sofa, sucking and spitting out smoke rings. She hurriedly pushed the door and the sweat on her forehead fell to the ground like a broken line. The first thing I saw when I saw me was: Please listen to my explanation...
Until this time, a ball of unknown evil fire broke out from my chest and rushed straight into my forehead, but I did not explode, but held back and tried hard to calm myself down.
I can't show my resentment, pretending to be clear and there is nothing wrong, and someone said:
OK, I'll listen to your explanation, you can tell me.
It turns out that Lao Zhang is her junior high school classmate. After joining the work, the two of them had a brief time together. They were dated secretly and no one knew about it.
Later, because I was doing business outside for many years, I couldn't take care of each other at home and outside. After a long time, she suddenly felt sad. In addition, the matter of the child made her feel very depressed. It was at this time that Lao Zhang divorced, and by chance, they met.
On a long night when the cold rain knocked on the window, she made a mistake that a married woman should not make. It was precisely because of this mistake that she could only give up and make a mistake to the end.
She is pregnant and has Lao Zhang's flesh and blood.
This is something she would never expect, she can still get pregnant.
I have to say that this is indeed a very strange thing, and even I was shocked!
How many nights have she wanted to go over and abort this child countless times, but the nightmare of the past kept emerging, she was scared, she also wanted a child, she loved the child.
She said that she loved me and wanted to spend this life with me without any doubt. The accident that night was unexpected. She and Lao Zhang were just an impulse and a muddle, and that's all.
Later, while I was doing business abroad, she secretly gave birth to the child. Looking at the fat and pitiful baby boy, her heart suddenly felt a hint of wetness.
She decided to raise this child herself!
In fact, when things came to this point, I felt ashamed. I no longer wanted to listen to her explanation, so I interrupted her and said:
For so many years, the money I gave you, in addition to helping me pay back the debt, has also helped him in his house, right?
She nodded and lowered her eyebrows, silent. He looked like a child who had made a mistake, his face was red with shame.
After a long time, she nodded and said:
Yes! When my child got married, I gave him a total of 1.3 million yuan, 800,000 yuan to buy a wedding house, 200,000 yuan to buy a car, 300,000 yuan to give him a bride price, and another 180,000 yuan was given to him. I...
After saying that, her face became redder.
... It's really hard for her. She's almost sixty years old, and she can still blush like this.
So, you will leave this last deposit of more than 1.8 million to your son in the future?
No no no... This is our money to protect ourselves from aging, and I have never had any evil thoughts! The one and a half million of them were saved by you who sent me back then.
I...I'm sorry for you.
I sneered:
Now I'm sorry to me? It's too late, you've been hiding it for too long!
I thought about loving you too much at the beginning, and in order not to let you suffer, I resolutely chose DINK. This is good, but it will make you have a happy family. And I was alone...
I was servile outside, working hard to earn money to you, and sending it to you in large quantities, but you are the only one who wants to work together to grow old. I never thought that you would raise children for others with my hard-earned money... Why didn’t you tell me earlier? Then I can choose my new life again!
Finally, I ended our conversation with "I will shine on the moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch" .
is already like this, there is nothing to talk about. It’s better to be at peace with each other and never see each other again!
Finally, I finally realized a truth: people will never live for someone in their lifetime. Be your own master, be your own master of destiny, control your own destiny, don’t live for others, we must live for ourselves!
You think you are a person’s world, but in fact, to the world, you are just a person!
I have to admit that this incident has hit me hard. Although I won’t cry all day long, I have been confused for a long time, like a corpse and wandering around all day. The idea of living is meaningless several times because I feel that I have lost everything.
Now I don’t think so. I not only want to live a wonderful life, but also take good care of myself.
Therefore, I often travel, hold the wind and sit in the moon, and appreciate the beautiful mountains and rivers of the motherland. I also met many old ladies, but I never thought that I would have to be with me when I was old, and I could just walk alone in my life.
Although I have no children, and no wife, I am not worried about the issue of retirement. Apart from the cost of travel, I still have about one million yuan in family funds. When I was preparing for the old man to walk, I sold my house and found a nursing home with the best conditions to move into it. It was also enough for me to be peaceful in my old age.
is written at the end, remember that The years are long, please be kind to yourself!
(The full text is described in the tone of my uncle)
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