I am Zhang Yue, and I am 30 years old this year.
I grew up with my grandma.
When I was young, I didn’t know what fatherly love and motherly love were, so I followed my grandmother all over the hillside.
There is no one else in the family, only my grandmother and me,
After I became sensible, I realized that I am really the only one who is a child without a father or a mother.
I like autumn, but I am afraid of autumn.
In this season, people at the entrance of our village sit at the base of the wall with stools.
Every time I pass by them, they will look at me with pity, and even ask me directly: "Do you miss your parents?"
I always pursed my mouth and said, "I don't want to."
actually, I asked my grandma, where did my parents go?
Grandma said, "Your parents have gone to far away and can't see it."
I don't know how far away is.
Later, I still knew from other people's gossip that my father died in a car accident.
My mother went to work in a barber shop in the town, but in fact she was doing something that could not be seen. My father found out that he was chasing me to the town.
My father was hit and killed by a cart while chasing my mother,
My mother ran away and didn't know where to go.
I don’t hate my mom, more, I want to meet my mom more, and I want to know what it feels like to have a mom’s child like a treasure.
However, I never told my grandma what I think.
Because I was raised by my grandmother,
is the money she brought in with baskets of vegetables on the street and sold them all day to raise them.

Before I graduated from junior high school, I learned from others to drop out of school and work to earn money.
At that time, it was really not easy to work. I earned less money and was exhausted.
I am young and honest, and I am always bullied, and I only cost 200 to 300 yuan a month.
When the aunts in the village chat together, they always listen to their preaching, whoever girl married a rich man would enjoy her happiness all of a sudden.
My grandma is getting older and older. I am a teenager and I am not capable, so I put all my hopes on getting married.
At that time, the mediators for me were basically the most ordinary rural people. I looked down on them, and others said that I had a high vision.
Seeing that my good friends were all married, I didn’t even have a family in-laws, and even my grandmother advised me,
I still didn’t give up.
20 years old, the opportunity came,
The first time I met Zhou Peng .
I was working as a clerk for a hardware store in Changsha at that time, and Zhou Peng was a major customer of this hardware store.
Zhou Pengren looks average, 8 years older than me, and is a divorced man.
The first time I saw him get off the off-road vehicle , I knew that this man should be the man I want to choose.
so, after several contacts, we got together.
When I was with Zhou Peng, I had money to spend without having to go to work and I also had my own house in the city.
The first time I got pregnant was after half a year of being together. I happily told Zhou Peng that I was pregnant.
Zhou Peng told me in panic: "Abort it, we are so busy now, how can we have time to take care of the children!"
Zhou Peng gave me some money and took me to private hospital for surgery.

The second pregnancy, Zhou Peng and I made a request to get married, but Zhou Peng refused.
Zhou Peng said: "My ex-wife and I haven't finished the divorce procedures yet."
is different from what I expected. I thought Zhou Peng would divorce. As long as he loves me and treats me well, I am willing to marry a divorced man.
not only did he not divorce, but his son is five years old.
The three years we have been together are like a dream.
I woke up from my dream, and it’s time for me to walk out of the golden cage that Zhou Peng made for me.
After I sold the house that Zhou Peng bought, I went around alone and found no place to live.
I am not educated and want to find a decent job.
I finally started working as a beauty consultant in a beauty agency.
After several years, I finally became a professional beautician.
Sister Zhou is the best one for me among my customers.
Sister Zhou is 14 years older than me. Because she is well maintained, has a good personality, and likes to wear casual clothes, she looks like she is in her thirties.
Every time Sister Zhou comes to the beauty salon, she will definitely order me to let me serve.
During the chat with Sister Zhou, I knew that Sister Zhou was a divorced woman who lived with a 24-year-old son.
Sister Zhou is rich and her son graduated from a prestigious university. Although she is a divorced woman, her life is really enviable.

Later, I heard from Sister Zhou that she likes to drink a kind of fruit tea . Every time I arrange fruit tea for Sister Zhou when she comes.
Gradually, we became good friends who could say everything.
Going to Sister Zhou’s house was also invited by Sister Zhou.
Sister Zhou’s home is very big, with large floor-to-ceiling windows, and the sun shines directly on the floor, and the cats in the room are nestling lazily.
Zhou's son, Zhou Yang wearing glasses, typing the keyboard on his hand desperately, the sun shining on Zhou Yang's fingers,
's fair fingers seemed to be spring-loaded, making my eyes dizzy.
Sister Zhou smiled and said, "My son is just a keyboard warrior, don't worry about him."
Zhou Yang glanced at me, then lowered his head and continued to type in the keyboard.
until he had dinner, and Zhou Yang came over from the computer.
I found that Zhou Yang really looks like a cat.
The eyes are bright and crystal clear. Looking through the thick lenses, it looks like a blue ocean.
Zhou Yang likes computers, and the guys who eat are also computers.
One day, Sister Zhou made perfect appearance from my store at nine o'clock in the evening, and my computer suddenly turned black.
My sister Zhou looked at me anxious and said, "My son can do it for you in a few minutes."
She recommended Zhou Yang's WeChat to me.
When Zhou Yang came, I was already asleep at the cashier at the front desk.
I don’t know how long I slept, I only know that when I woke up, I was wearing Zhou Yang’s coat, and it was already 3 a.m. on my phone.
Zhou Yang did get the computer done in three to five minutes.

It is the late autumn season again. When he and I left the beauty salon, the surroundings were very quiet, with sparse street lights on.
I rubbed my face and said, "I'll treat you to dinner."
We went to Pozi Street in Changsha and ordered a seafood porridge .
Camel porridge was very slow, and we waited for half an hour before we came.
Forgot who opened the mouth and who stopped first.
a pot of porridge, and I drank it until dawn...
Later, Zhou Yang really fell in love with me,
, but, I also fell in love with this older boy who is 6 years younger than me.
When it was okay, Zhou Yang took me for a ride, went to climb mountains, and went to eat food that I had never eaten before.
is with Zhou Yang, my heart is young and wanton.
I don’t know when it started, but I deliberately avoided Sister Zhou.
I know that one day, Sister Zhou will find that I already exist in her son's life.
On the first anniversary of my stay with Zhou Yang, we went to Zhangjiajie to take a hot spring. What surprised me was that Zhou Yang actually posted a close photo of us on his circle of friends.
I know that this day will come sooner or later,
I came back from Zhangjiajie and before I could enter the beauty salon, I saw Sister Zhou's car blocking the door of the beauty salon.
Sister Zhou got out of the car, reached out and slapped me hard.
I know, it will be here sooner or later.
Sister Zhou scolded me with the most vicious words: "I introduced you to my son, didn't you let you seduce my son, and you don't look at yourself, are you worthy? Are you worthy..."


Sister Zhou scolded me for an hour. When she couldn't curse, Zhou Yang came and pulled me away.
Sister Zhou pulled Zhou Yang, and Zhou Yang pulled me.
I am very glad that Zhou Yang did not let go of my hand.
When I was with Zhou Peng, I only knew the pleasure that money brought me, and I didn’t know what love was.
Zhou Yang is different,
Every time I see Sister Zhou, my heart hurts.
I have countless expectations, Sister Zhou can accept me as her daughter-in-law, even though I am not perfect.
Zhou Yang said, "I will marry her. No one can do except her."
Sister Zhou sat on the ground, cried and called me a vixen, saying that I was trapped by Zhou Yang...
several weeks have passed in a row. Every time I go to work, Sister Zhou will make a big fuss at the door of the beauty salon.
I can't continue working,
I can't see Zhou Yang even more,
But as long as Zhou Yang doesn't let go of my hand, I will stick to it!
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