It's almost two years since my husband ended his short life.
Many times, I feel that everything that happened is not true.
Many mornings, I woke up with a doubt: Is he really gone?
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But during this period, after two years of perfect counterattack and turning myself into a calm and gentle person, I suddenly realized that I could let him go.
Thanksgiving replaces sadness and anger.
All doubts disappeared.
He accompanied me with long details in this life, and inspired me with unexpected departure.
Everyone is here to save you, this sentence turns out to be true. I also said this sentence pretentiously when I was young, and even enlightened others earnestly.
later, my present. I really understand this sentence.
There will be other happenings. The people we love, those we are loving, and those we will meet in the future are all here to save us.
Infatuation, love, or requests and satisfaction... will all be there. But you will gradually let go while asking but not getting it.
I will let you go, your practice has been completed;
I will let you go, you no longer need my companionship;
I will let you go, you have other encounters to go...
I will love, that's all.
My persistence is no longer firm.
All the people who are still in sadness, no matter betrayal, no matter whether they are disappointed, no matter whether they disappear... please let go.
Only by letting go can you know that everything has a reason to happen and everything is inevitable in the future.
I've loved you, it's very important.
I let you go, it is more important than loving you.