Han Tiantian was more confused than Su Wan.
She never thought that someone would talk about this matter.
After listening to this, Su Wan understood that something was wrong.
Memories came to mind, and Qi Yan's strange behavior when he saw him at the dinner was explained at this time.
The words he said were nothing but "come home with me".
So she and Qi Yan have the same family.
In Su Wan's mind, she remembered how Su's father and Su's mother would avoid Qi Yan whenever he mentioned it in front of her. All of this became justified at this moment.
It’s not that it’s inexplicable, it’s just that he is the one who was kept secret and not informed.
But isn’t this her memory?
Su Wan raised her eyes and looked up. Everyone at the party was chatting with friends they hadn't seen for many years. The lights in the hotel began to become dazzling at this moment.
The captain of the basketball team who came to tell everything had already fled when he realized that the atmosphere was not right. Only Han Tiantian and Su Wan were left in this corner.
"So you knew it from the beginning, but you didn't tell me, right?"
Su Wan's voice was very cold and a little tired.
Han Tiantian was speechless. She knew that continuing to deny the facts at this moment had no meaning. Su Wan was a smart person. If she wanted to investigate this matter, there was no way she could not find it out.
"I didn't mean it."
Han Tiantian reached out and grabbed Su Wan's wrist: "Su Wan, don't be angry... I really didn't mean it..."
"It was Auntie who asked us not to be with you. Mention Qi Yan in front of me..."
Hearing this, Su Wan raised her eyes and looked over, then spoke slowly.
"So my memory has nothing to do with my words. If you decide to tell me, I will know. If you don't tell me, do I deserve to know nothing?"
Her voice gradually became colder.
Han Tiantian knew that Su Wan was going to be really angry, so she pulled her out of the hotel: "Shall we go home and talk about it? If we go home and talk about it, I will tell you everything I know."
Su Wan didn't have any reaction. , just got into the car with Han Tiantian with a cold face.
She didn't understand why everyone was hiding this matter from her.
even includes Qi Yan.
What she couldn't accept the most was why Qi Yan helped Han Tiantian deceive herself?
At night, the sky fell into darkness.
The vehicle slowly parked on the side of the street, with only the dim light of the street lights shining down, making it look lonely.
The two got out of the car side by side. Han Tiantian knew that she was in the wrong and followed Su Wan into the house without saying a word.
Su Wan turned on the light, and the two sat down opposite each other.
The soft sofa sank into him almost instantly.
Han Tiantian carefully raised her eyes and looked at Su Wan, her expression was not good.
"You did meet in college... At that time, you had many suitors. I don't know when you came back from the library and told me that you liked a senior..."
"This senior It’s Qi Yan.”
“You chased him for three years, and Qi Yan’s personality remained cold. Later, you got together and got married not long after...”
"After getting married, you often told me that he was not bad to you, but he was very busy every day, could not see people, and always had a sense of alienation. Later, one of his first loves... a first love sent you The news, after you saw it, you got divorced."
"After the divorce, you went abroad to relax... and there was an accident. You already know what happened next."
Han Tiantian finished everything tremblingly.
After listening to this, Su Wan suddenly felt an inexplicable discomfort in her heart.
It turns out that the years I lost can be explained in just a few minutes.
"You were very sad at that time, and my aunt and I couldn't bear to see you. You forgot Qi Yan when you woke up. When my aunt told me not to tell you, I hesitated for a long time, but in the end, we all I just don’t want to make you sad.”
Hearing this, Su Wan raised her head.
Of course she knew that Han Tiantian and her family hoped that she would not be sad.
"But what will happen in the end?"
"What happened will not change. Don't use what you think is good for me to make any decisions for me."
After Su Wan finished speaking, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyebrows, and spoke slowly. .
"I'm not angry with you, go ahead. I want to be alone for a while."
Hearing this, Han Tiantian had no choice but to pick up the things in her hands and walked out of the house.
Looking at Han Tiantian's back, Su Wan's eyes gradually turned red.
It wasn't because of what happened between Qi Yan and herself. What made her sad was that she really couldn't remember it at all.
She kept saying that this was her own story, but Su Wan heard it from beginning to end...
She only felt that she was listening to someone else's story.
After Han Tiantian left, the empty living room became quiet for an instant.
The amount of information she just said was too great, and Su Wan couldn't think of anything. She just felt that her mind was blank.
She just felt like she couldn't even breathe now.
So, the little girl Qi Yan mentioned was him.
's mentality had changed at this time, and Su Wan didn't dare to think about it anymore.
It was obviously just a day ago that Su Wan was sure of her feelings and dared to say that she seemed to like Qi Yan.
But the reality is clearly in front of us.
Thinking of this, Su Wan smiled bitterly.
At this moment, her phone suddenly rang. She turned her head and looked over. It was a message from Qi Yan.
"Why haven't you replied to messages in the past two days? Are you in a bad mood?"
Su Wan closed her eyes, clicked on the message, tapped on the screen with her fingers, and finally deleted all the text.
What should she say?
said that he already knew that Qi Yan was married to him and that he cheated on his first love in the end?
She swiped right into Qi Yan's chat window details and turned on message blocking.
After doing all this, the words Han Tiantian said to her just now flashed through Su Wan's mind again.
As if she thought of something, Su Wan stood up suddenly, stepped on the carpet with her bare feet, and turned on the TV.
She found her first step movie and pressed play.
Familiar pictures lit up on the TV, and every shot was unique.
But now Su Wan simply has no way to read her works from a professional perspective.
The male and female protagonists met in college. The heroine chased the male protagonist, and the male protagonist became her entire youth.
... After the marriage, there was improper communication between the two, and there were many misunderstandings...
Two hours later, the TV screen froze on the last shot: the heroine was relaxing alone on a foreign street.
The narration is: "The story can end, after all, it depends on man-made things. But love never stops, love is in the heart."
After the TV finished playing the movie, it automatically exited the movie.
Su Wan sat on the sofa blankly, focusing on the TV screen.
What she calls "outline" and what she calls "inspiration" are just things that happened to herself.
The memory left behind by Su Wan was recorded by Su Wan in another way.
For a long time, she leaned heavily on the sofa behind her, as if she had lost her center of gravity.
Tears overflowed from Su Wan's eyes, slowly sliding down her cheeks and hitting the hem of her skirt.
She still couldn't remember anything.
I don’t know how long it took, but the only sound left in the living room was the sound of the clock hand moving, and occasionally there was the howling of the wind outside the window, but Su Wan felt like she couldn’t hear anything clearly.
She slowly got up and went upstairs. She even felt that the soles of her feet were so light that she was about to step on the ground.
Su Wan opened the door to her room. She did not turn on the light, leaving herself in darkness.
She walked onto the bed under the dim moonlight, her tears soaking the pillow.
Su Wan didn't know how long she cried. She just felt that the empty space in her heart would never be filled again no matter what.
After a long time, the mobile phone next to me lit up again.
She didn't want to look, so she just turned around and faced the moon outside the window.
But the phone seemed to be unwilling to let her go, and then it rang again.
Su Wan had no choice but to turn around, and the caller ID showed a series of unfamiliar numbers.
She pressed the answer button for some reason, and a charming female voice came from the other side.
"Hello, Su Wan."
"I am Xu Shishi, Qi Yan's first love."
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