has to admit is that is poor .
I have lived in the countryside since I was young, and I haven't seen much outside world. The behavior is more casual, and the living habits are even more rustic. These are not shameful things, but shameful things.
Fortunately, I like to read books and increase my knowledge. It's just that I have too little experience, so I just enriched my thinking a little bit. It's a pity that I don't have a brilliant mind, and I don't have a skill to be proud of.
I am just an ordinary person, like a frog at the bottom of a well, sitting in a corner of the well I am familiar with and watching the sky.
I want to change, but I don’t know where to change. It was discovered that people who are not content with the status quo are active-thinking people. Dare to go out fearlessly, dare to break free, dare to let go of everything familiar, dare to face strangeness and fear, dare to be a lonely person, all are powerful people.
The heroes in the TV series, their kindness and tenacity, are never pretentious. A person who is willing to turn the tide and fight the world is a hero. Their kindness has power, and they are truly fearless. Ordinary people can't do it at all, this is the difference.
When I grow up, I still live in the countryside. I only need to live in the city when I go out to work. At the beginning, I will be attracted by the city, feasting and colorful. feels that the countryside is still good, quiet, like a single-family villa in a TV series.
The first time I saw a supermarket in Shenzhen that hadn't closed at 12 o'clock in the evening; the first time I saw people in different languages and regions from my own; the first time I saw foreigners with different skin colors and different languages; Once I fell into a coma due to illness and fever. I was helped by the dormitory to go to the hospital for an injection; the first time I felt homesickness in the sky...
But, it won’t take long, these first times are not new. Slowly become familiar, slowly boring and boring, and slowly want to go home. The place where I was born and raised is deeply rooted and unforgettable.
Whether this place is in a colorful city or in a remote rural area, it is my home. 's home is a shelter from the wind, always making people attached.
Why do you say poverty?
Because mom and dad have worked hard all their lives, it is not easy to eat frugally and raise children. Our children will feel distressed when they see their parents who are getting older and still work constantly. But when I don’t have money, I need the help of my parents when I am in extreme difficulty. This is poverty.
Parents are unwell, their children are unable to seek medical treatment, and there is still not enough money. It is useless to feel distressed. This is also poverty.
Parents want their children to earn more money and live a better life, but I also want to grow flowers and fish, and live a peaceful life in my old age. I often convince myself that not everyone has to pursue material abundance, like me, I only pursue spiritual abundance.
This is just self-paralysis, don't get it. I often say: Proving that you are not a matter of money. In fact, can't make more money and can only solve the problem of food and clothing.
Then the spirit will be rich. However, reading a book is not active, writing is not diligent, growing flowers are all bugs, literary and artistic fans can not... how can they be rich? should face reality and accept me in general.
Money is what you need to live, and it is better to have more. It's not just to enjoy yourself, but to have more can help more people.
Before today, I have never liked money. I just sewed a pair of pants for my father,I don't know how many years I have worn it. The mother's eyes couldn't see clearly, so let the father wear it casually.
I took the initiative to sew it, but it’s a bit slow because I can’t do it manually. Father kept waiting and said that he could sew whatever he wanted, as long as he could wear it. I will soon change to work in the fields, and I will lose it after this summer.
After so many years, every time they want to buy clothes and shoes for their parents, they don't want them. Anyway, buy it once, don't say that the clothes are not suitable, and you can't buy expensive ones. Just put it in the closet and wait for a chance to wear it again, for fear of getting dirty from work.
At first I thought that my parents were used to frugality and did not want to waste. Now that I reconsider this issue, I realize that I am too poor. My parents are reluctant to spend my money, my money is not as much as theirs.
Before marriage, I did not acquire a skill, and the financial condition of the family after marriage was worse than that of the natal family. Coupled with the rough life, money has really stumped me many times. Several times, I was impoverished, and I only had living expenses in the month I needed to make money. I can't say that I have been poor, I can only say that the conditions are average and the luck is average.
Going around for the past ten years, life has not been easy, and I have never given up on the love of life. Now that everything is starting from scratch, I have been stretched to support my family, and I dare not buy more if I want more. parents see it in their eyes and feel pain in their hearts. Help me as much as I can. I seem to be still gnawing on the old. Is it because the young people are too poor?
In the days to come, I think very clearly that if children go to school normally, there is no better comparison, only an ordinary life; if parents are healthy and safe, they can't give generous gifts, only ordinary food and clothing.
I have been working hard, but I always feel that I have not worked hard enough. Maybe the inner balance has been tilted, and envy, jealousy and hatred are sprouting in an unknown corner. Like the cells of the body, there are good cells and bad cells.There cannot be only one kind, two kinds of coexistence are needed.
Human thinking is the same. You cannot always be kind, you also need a little bit of evil, and both good and evil coexist. Face different people, say different things, and do different things. This is not deliberate malice, but a kind of respect. Of course, the premise is that you really do not discriminate.
I should work harder to make money for my elderly parents and my young children. If you want to understand it, you know, it's not that you want to make a fortune and compare and show off, just wants the people closest to you to live and feed. Simply get rid of poverty and become rich!
I don’t know how many years I have been poor. It’s normal to want to be rich. People want to get everything they don't have. What they can't get is always in a commotion, and they don't want to let go easily if they don't touch it.
I often hear a popular saying now: poverty limits your imagination.
Being poor really limits my imagination. I can't imagine any discomfort in my relatives when I am in poverty. My child was sick and was hospitalized once, which caused me to have heart palpitations from so far.
Without the help of my parents, I still don't know where to borrow money to treat my children. Not only do my parents help me financially, they are also a strong backing for me mentally.
They only have one sentence: take care of yourself and your children, and the rest are us. A very simple sentence, but it warms my heart. When the hospital is anxious and helpless, this is the pillar.
We cannot always be poor. In the days to come, I will be the support of parents and children. When they need it, they can be a strong backing. No regrets in this life!
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