I am Guo Yan. I will observe the essence of life with you, record true stories, share personal growth stuff, and inspire more people not to get lost and make themselves a better version of themselves.
writes in the front:
because of family poverty, I want to change my own family destiny for more than ten years. It is a mentality of eagerness for quick success.
In the past ten years, there have been short-lived sceneries, successful careers, a happy family, experienced ups and downs in life, steadily retreating, and also encountered family changes, the first time Experience the taste of parting from life and death.
When all the good things and all kinds of hard roads become the past, facing the road to go on is a white feeling, the feeling is endless fear and despair.
I once thought that my life might be like this, and I also want to admit my fate in this way, but I always have reconciliation in my heart, and there are many unspeakable concealments.
When everything came to an end, when I combed and deeply reflected on the past over and over again, when I saw the real myself who was obscured by desire, I found that everything in the past was a mirage.
Although it used to be so real, the sadness of my entrepreneurship over the past ten years and my determination to change my destiny was a path of no return driven by greed, which ruined my youth.
Although I have a debt of 400,000 and don't have a penny of deposit, I no longer have low self-esteem because of poverty, and I will not be arrogant anymore. I am deeply aware that everything in the past is the best arrangement.
I have realized who I am and my greatest value at the moment is to share my real experience and ups and downs, share my own experience and insights, and at the same time inspire more people to embark on this path.
I hope that for the rest of my life, I can be truly self-sufficient, support my family, and make a little beneficial contribution to the society, so that my whole life will not be in vain.
01, lonely growth
In the past three months of self-media, I have experienced many times of thinking from the media, if I think about How to repay the debt? If I want to pay off my debts, I need income. How do I get my income?
At the beginning, I wanted to do my previous business, but I seemed to be unable to do my best. I felt that since I had escaped from that fast-paced, impetuous circle, why should I go back?
But now I don’t do what I used to do. It seems that everything is difficult to start from scratch. Now I don’t want to find a job.
Some people say that I am lazy, and I also feel a little lazy, but if I think about it carefully, how can I toss for ten years to start a business if I am really lazy? If I was really lazy, I should have been able to lie down straight away.
The driving force for me to toss for the past ten years is greed. I don't have this driving force now. I want to change to another driving force. The problem seems to be no other driving force.
So, over time, it seems to form a knot. Others say that I have so much debt. I should find a job to pay off the debt. But when I hear this, I will mutter in my heart and feel that I am useless. .
The more I think about it this way, the less I will worry about finding a job. It seems to have formed a vicious circle, that is, the kindness of others is a condition for me to restrain myself.
The change I want is to break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly. Outsiders want to act immediately. Don't think so much. It's useless. I understand it as letting me go to work with illness, and I don't want to make me feel better.
Later, I realized that the real change in external actions requires an inner change. The problem is that the change from my inner heart to the outer behavior often requires a process.
In this process, I have to learn to be patient. I can't resist, and I can't embarrass myself. I can only be my own hero, and I can't long for others to understand. It feels like a lonely growth.
02. The process of growing up
Since I don’t want to go to work, then I should try not to work for more than ten years? So I started from the media.
started by shooting videos every day, insisting on writing an article every day, and persisting for two months. In the middle, in order to do better, I learned some courses, and it feels like that.
In the process of making a video, I met some people who had the same experience as me, some people who were interested in me, and some people who were helpful to me.
Although I didn't make any money, among so many people I know, after continuous communication with them, I gradually gained a lot of new understanding and growth.
is this kind of understanding, coupled with my diligent thinking and reflection, I gradually gained a new driving force, and gradually let go of many things I didn't understand in the past.
Whether I am making a video or writing an article, I feel that I am understanding and forgiving myself in the past, so my horizons and horizons have broadened a lot.
is no longer as narrow-minded as it used to be. Every day I want to make money, and I feel very annoyed if I don't make money. When I make money, I am happy for a while and feel fleeting.
When this kind of thing more and more,I gradually seemed to reconcile with myself.
03. The transformation and thinking of growth
I want to record and share the true stories of more people, hoping to inspire more people, and also hope that this recording process, I can see To the life state and life trajectory of different people.
Improve and broaden one's own vision and knowledge. This is about thinking about personal growth.
Through this kind of sharing, a business model can be formed so that I can increase some income. For example, long-term writing can improve my writing ability.
As long as you master the ability like writing, I think it is always a manifestation of your ability. Based on this way of thinking, I have also discovered some commercial possibilities.
The current way of thinking about problems has been practiced, and positive feedback has been continuously received. I believe it will get better and better.
Past dry goods articles:
For individuals, uncontrolled debt is an invisible bondage
After a person is enlightened, it is like life is dead.
Introduction to the author: I am Guo Yan. I will observe the essence of life with you, record the true story, share the dry stuff of personal growth, and inspire more people to stop getting lost and make yourself a better version of yourself.
Be the truest self, live the coolest life, and enjoy the suffering and happiness that life brings me.
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