is forty-two this year. In addition to giving me a deepening of my forehead wrinkles, the years have also given me a large abdominal muscle, and the body looks fat but healthy. There are no other merits that are worthy of praise. If it is true To say two things, it may be that the temper is still so straight, and the bottom line of life has not been lost.
I was engaged because my fiancee didn't care too much about her mother's opinions, and her mother was too snobbish and had no bottom line. After a year of booking, we retired. I lost thousands of dollars. After I came to Hangzhou to work, I talked about a few more girls, but unfortunately, they all failed. The reason is too simple that the lack of money, long-distance love will not be recognized by the woman's family. Until the sixth day of the first lunar month in 2006, I met her on Mengwang.com at the time. It was also the Beijing girl who made me regret and entangled the most. It was also the person who made me completely lose confidence and unforgettable name.
I started with her a dog-blood plot of online dating. Sadly, my self-understanding was not thorough enough, and eventually I was defeated by reality and ruined by her dad’s words. In summary, you have no money and no culture. One month's salary is not enough for her to buy cosmetics. Why can you make her happy!
directly destroyed my naive thoughts. She took her savings card and wanted to elope with me because she was an only child, and I wanted to get her parents to agree, but I didn't agree. In the end, she succumbed to reality first. We broke up. The two of them hugged each other under the Desheng overpass and wept bitterly, which completely opened my eyes.
If you have no capital or strength, don't just want true love. A woman's heart is the most fickle. It also made me desperate to stay in the rental room for more than two months before I came out, and finally realized that the reality is no longer a fluke, let alone fantasize about other things, and become realistic and rational. Ugh! The price of growth is too great...
My mother also abandoned me a few years ago and went to heaven to find my dad to reunite. He didn't meet the heartbeat again, and was still willing to be crazy about the opposite sex for her, so he completely gave up the idea of finding a wife to live with.
living alone for a long time,I became happy and quiet, afraid of trouble, and looked a lot calmer in encounters. The most important thing was that I would not accept strangers intruding into my life easily. Life is arbitrary, simple and easy to satisfy. The only bad thing is that a person is prone to insomnia late at night. Maybe a video or an article can be easily substituted, lamenting the happiness of others and dissatisfied with my loneliness, from time to time I'm still struggling with myself, thinking wildly and insomnia...
When the sun rises and a new day begins, everything is back to the original point. I'm still used to living alone. Don't think too much. Living in the moment and taking care of yourself is happiness!
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